No Longer In Pain

No Longer In Pain

Summary One of the away team is in pain and This is my first ever FanFic

Disclaimer: Paramount owns all the characters.

But I own the Betazoid Sera

 

 

It is dark, you can’t see in front of you, it was not loud just dark, “I can’t see her! can you see her Julian?” “No Sera I can’t see her…can’t you sense Jadzia’s thoughts?” “I’ll open my mind… pain… pain… so much pain…””Sera is Jadzia the one in pain?””yes she is in so much pain” as Sera is senseing Jadzia’s pain we go and see Benjamin and Kira in the runabout Rubicon… “Captain the away team is not on the planet” “Major how can the away team not be on planet?” “I don’t know Captain their life sighs are not on the planet…” as the Major is looking for the away team we look in on the away team Sera Jadzia and Julian, “Sera I can see!” “I can see too Julian” “Julian!… Sera!… are you here?” “Jadzia! We are over here” Julian cries out to Jadzia, and now we look in on the runabout, “Captain the away team is ok!” “Major?” “the away team is on the planet” “beam them up!” and we here the transporter beam the away team off the planet, and Jadzia is no longer in pain,

 

 

 

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Wolf in Sheep’s clothing. pt 1

STAR TREK:
SCHRÖDINGER

 

Wolf in sheep’s clothing – Part 1

 

Captain’s Log:
Stardate 86405.4

I find myself about to take my first starship command with a sense of trepidation and unease. The unsettled feeling in my gut at times makes me wish I had the suppressed emotions of my Vulcan cousins. Being, once again, at war with the Klingons has put many members of Starfleet in positions that, in peace time, would have been well above their station, but the need for ships and crews to command them has put many officers on a “fast track” through the ranks. I just hope I have what it takes to command a vessel, after all, were we not at war I would most probably be no more than a Lieutenant Commander. Being a science officer I would normally have been assigned to a science vessel, and although this is the case to an extent, our ship, the Schrödinger, is a recommissioned Akira class vessel which had been moth balled after receiving heavy damage during the Dominion war. Now retro-fitted to act as a science vessel rather than its original function as a heavy escort ship, it is now equipped to perform its scientific mission whilst still capable of performing in combat if required.

My bridge crew are like myself, young and inexperienced: placed deep over their heads in a situation which they must now find their own ways to deal with, despite this I have every faith in my crew and their abilities. Many of them who, just a few weeks ago, would have been ensigns fresh out of the academy, are now acclimatising themselves to their new responsibilities. Hopefully my faith in them is returned in equal measure, at least I can be sure that will be the case with my first officer….

 

 

One

Commander Judzei Deriaz watched as space erupted in a swirl of azure and sapphire, the ship entering the wormhole was a speck silhouetted against the intense light flaring from its centre. As quickly as the wormhole appeared it was gone, leaving nothing but the black sheet of space speckled with the white pin pricks of distant stars. She breathed deeply letting her shoulders sag and the tension momentarily subside. She had come to the promenade on a daily basis since arriving on Deep Space Nine to oversee the refitting of the U.S.S. Schrödinger: the ship upon which she would be serving as first officer. She would watch ships travel into the wormhole, a view she found quite relaxing. It had been a hard six weeks retro-fitting what was essentially a warship to serve as a science vessel, even more so as it was also practically a derelict which had had to be towed to the station.

The Captain was due to arrive shortly and the ship was far from ready. The young Trill shifted her gaze from the area of space where the wormhole had opened to where the Schrödinger lay a few hundred metres from the station, amongst the other Starfleet vessels that were unable to dock at the station itself due to the increased traffic. The starboard warp nacelle was illuminated in the familiar blue and red whereas the port side sat in darkness. She could see the small Worker Bee ships buzzing around it and knew that the crews were working frantically to get the warp engines fully functional considering they were meant to be getting under way in an hour. It had also been an up hill struggle to get the ship to accept the new scientific systems whilst still keeping its existing combat functions intact, it seemed the main computer found the whole situation contradictory and refused to cooperate, resulting in having to have whole new sub-routines programmed.

The promenade was a hub of activity with Starfleet crew all attempting to negotiate their way around the station with the same sense of urgency. Deriaz turned from the view port and began to move into the throng and make her way to the transporter room to return to the ship.

“Commander Deriaz! Commander Deriaz!” She stopped and turned to see who called her name to find a young ensign fighting his way down the crowded walkway, a flustered look to his face, his left shoulder stooped under the weight of the bag hanging from it. “Commander!” He repeated as he came close.

“Yes ensign?”

“Ensign Richard Panesar reporting for duty sir.”

“I see, a little late aren’t you? We leave DS9 in less than an hour.”

“Yes sir, I’ve only just been assigned to the Schrödinger a few minutes ago; Command saw you were yet to be assigned a chief medical officer, they didn’t want you to disembark without one so I was told to report to you.”

“You’re going to be our CMO?”

“Yes sir, I understand your concerns, I wouldn’t have been my own first choice but it seems doctors are in short supply: I’m afraid I’m all there is.”

“I see, they’ve given you this position without promoting you beyond ensign?”

“There just hasn’t been the time for the formalities, it’s something they’ll get around to after we’ve departed, so they tell me.”

“Well then, I guess we’d best get to the ship.”

Deriaz was almost a foot taller than Panesar and her stride was somewhat greater than his. She walked at a brisk pace which Panesar had to work hard to keep up with.

“Do you know our new captain well Commander?” Panesar asked.

“Fairly well, yes, you could say that.”

“I hear he’s a Vulcan, I’m not sure I’m comfortable serving under someone who doesn’t feel fear, he could put us in a situation that a captain with emotion would avoid.”

“Ah! But Captain Varek isn’t your usual Vulcan Ensign, I should know I had my part in raising him.” Deriaz raised an amused eyebrow at the young ensign’s clearly surprised reaction.

“Raised him sir? But you can’t be a day older…”

“You don’t have much experience with Trills do you ensign?” She interrupted. “When I say I had a part in raising him, what I should say is Ramen Deriaz had a part in raising him, my symbiont’s previous host. Ramen died a few years ago, I’ve yet to meet Varek as Judzei Deriaz.”

“I see sir, you are the first Trill I’ve met and although I know of your species it hadn’t quite occurred to me how old you actually are.”

“Old! Ensign, I’m twenty-nine, hardly old, I just happen to have the memories and life experience of a, let me see, a one-hundred-and-seventy-two year old,” she explained.

Panesar nodded in understanding, “Sorry if I offended.”

“Not at all ensign, the concept can be baffling for outsiders.”

“If you don’t mind me asking sir, how many hosts has the Deriaz symbiont had so far?”

“I am the third host.”

“The third? All female?”

“No, I’m the first female Deriaz, the previous hosts were both male” she explained as they came to the transporter room door.

“So when you say your previous host helped raise the captain, did you know his parents?” he asked but Deriaz held up a hand, to which he gave an understanding nod.

Deriaz tapped the com-badge on her chest, “Deriaz to Schrödinger, two ready to beam aboard.”

“Acknowledged Commander,” came the voice of the Schrödinger’s transporter chief.

“Do you have an ETA on the Captain’s arrival?” Deriaz asked the transporter chief as she and Panesar stepped onto the transporter pad.

“I was just going to say Commander, he’s just beamed aboard himself. He’s gone straight to his quarters to get some rest after his long journey from Earth and he’s asked that you take the ship out as soon as we’re ready to get under way.”

“Acknowledged Chief, Energise.”

In a shimmer of blue light the two Starfleet officers dissipated from the transporter pad and reappeared in the transporter room of the Schrödinger.

“Welcome back Commander” said the transporter chief, who Panesar now saw was a tall Aenar, his albino white skin seemed to glow above the yellow of his uniform, his blind eyes staring off distantly. “The captain also asked me to inform you that there will be a senior staff meeting at 1100 hours tomorrow morning” he said.

“Thank you Chief,” Deriaz said in return and she and the young doctor made their way from the transporter room.

“You know, he could see you staring Ensign” Deriaz stated with a tone of mock rebuke.

“Excuse me sir?” Panesar responded, his brow showing his confusion.

“Aenars may be blind but they have other ways of seeing,” she explained.

Panesar looked bashful, “Ah, I see.”

“Well Ensign, I suggest you take a lead from our captain and get settled in,” she said as they walked through the corridor which was filled with engineers working frantically: rushing here and there, pulling panels off walls while cabling hung from the gaps in the ceiling and bits of circuitry littered the floors. “Report directly to your quarters once they are assigned and get settled in, you’re off duty until 1100 hours.”

“1100 hours sir?” The familiar puzzled look was etched on Panesar’s face once more.

“The senior staff meeting” Deriaz explained “that includes you now.”

“Ah! Yes, of course, that’ll take some getting used to.”

“Indeed it will, don’t worry, there are many others in your position, having to fill much bigger boots than normal, myself and the Captain included,” Deriaz said exhaling deeply.

“So what’s he like? The Captain?” The ensign asked as they came to a junction of corridors. Deriaz seemed to ponder this for a moment, and then with a smile half turned her head to Panesar, “Jolly, for a Vulcan, I’ll see you at 1100 hours ensign.” She turned and disappeared into a throng of Starfleet crewmen, leaving the young doctor looking as confused as ever.

 

Chief Medical Officer’s Personal Log:
Stardate 86405.4

I must admit to being somewhat daunted by my current situation; I’m most certainly well out of my depth. When I joined Starfleet I never foresaw myself in the position I am now, let alone in wartime, a time when a medics’ job is at its most essential.

Upon my arrival aboard the Schrödinger, my first impression was one of organised chaos, the ship just a few months ago was a wreck in a shipyard of other wrecked and obsolete vessels, all of them patched up and brought back into service. All the corridors on the way to my quarters were full of engineers performing last minute repairs and maintenance, normally the ship wouldn’t even leave space dock in this condition but these are not normal times and much of the work will have to be done “en-route”.

I am thankful for a few things however; for one our ship is far from obsolete, it was only taken out of service due to receiving heavy damage during the war with the Dominion. The war was over by the time it came in for repairs and Starfleet felt it an unnecessary use of resources to carry out those repairs, so it was decommissioned. In just a few months it has been brought back to a space worthy condition, albeit with more than a few kinks to iron out. I’m also thankful that, despite the conflict with the Klingons and their allies, Starfleet is still thoroughly committed to its mission of research and exploration: a mission which will be the Schrödinger’s primary mandate. I personally have no desire to enter into combat if it can be avoided and our function as a science vessel will mean, to my relief, that we won’t be actively looking for a fight. However if we do need to defend ourselves the Schrödinger will be more than capable.

The Captain has called for a meeting with all senior staff at 1100 hours tomorrow, it took me a moment to realise that that included myself, this could take some getting used to. In the meantime I have been given time to rest and settle in, so officially I’m off duty until the meeting. I’ve decided that that I would use this time to try and do a little research into my fellow crew, especially the Captain, who, since my conversation with Commander Deriaz has been something of an enigma.

From reading his personnel file I have found that Captain Varek was born aboard the USS Hicks, a Galaxy class ship that carried both Starfleet crew and civilians during the Dominion war. His father was a lieutenant in the engineering crew and his mother was a civilian who taught in the ship’s school. A few months after his birth the ship was attacked by the Jem’Hadar and although the ship escaped with minimal damage there were casualties, including both of Varek’s parents. As a baby, Varek remained aboard the Hicks and was raised by a number of the ship’s crew but was never officially adopted by any specific parent or parents. Over twenty of the Hicks’ crew and civilian population participated in raising Varek including a Lieutenant by the name of Ramen Deriaz, there were however no other Vulcan crew members aboard so Varek did not have any semblance of a Vulcan upbringing. A Betazoid couple played a large part in Varek’s childhood and given the nature of Betazoid culture they encouraged him to explore his emotions, Varek has never gone through the Vulcan act of Kolinahr, therefore he is a fully feeling, fully emotive Vulcan. It’ll certainly be interesting when I finally get to meet him.

 

 

Two

Richard Panesar found himself watching, through the conference room windows, the white streaks of the stars trailing behind the ship as it travelled at warp. The view brought to mind a question once posed in philosophy lesson when he was a cadet at the academy: ‘do we travel through the stars or do we sit still and move the stars around us.’ Panesar never had much time for philosophy, preferring to deal with what could be proven as fact: of course we move through the stars. But as he watched, he couldn’t help but imagine that the stars were the ones in motion and he was simply watching them fly by.

“So is this your first starship assignment?” The question pulled Panesar from his daydream. It had been posed by the Bolian science officer that sat to his right, his blue skin clashing with the teal collar of his uniform.

“Um!” Panesar started as he tried to pull his attention back from the stars into the room. “No, I was part of the medical team on the Righteous.”

“The Righteous?” The Bolian said with a tone of surprise, “I thought the Righteous was lost with all hands in the first days of the war.”

“It was, I was on shore leave at the time the war broke out. I was due to return to the Righteous but it was destroyed whilst I was travelling back from earth.”

“I see, unfortunate.”

“Indeed.”

“Hari Videsie, Chief science officer,” he held out a blue skinned hand as he introduced himself.

“Richard Panesar,” the doctor took the offered hand and gave it a friendly shake.

“Welcome aboard doctor.”

“Thank you. I must admit, I took some time to study the personnel files of the senior crew in advance, I wanted to familiarise myself with everyone beforehand.”

“Very prudent doctor, so I take it you knew who I was without the introduction.”

“That would be correct,” Panesar said rather sheepishly.

“No need to be embarrassed doctor, I admire your thoroughness, you’d have made an excellent scientist” Videsie said with a smile, “now if you’ll excuse me, I need to talk with our engineer before the captain arrives.”

“Of course,” Panesar said with a courteous nod.

Videsie stood from his chair and walked over to where two Andorians stood. Panesar recognised the first who Videsie approached as Kyshas, of the four Andorian sexes he was one of the two which were approximately male but Panesar could not be sure which. Tall, broad and stocky, he looked more like he should be a security officer rather than the Chief of Engineering. His light blue face was furnished with a thick white beard, his head shaved close, he stood arms folded, a sternness in his posture. The shorter slender female Andorian whom Kyshas had been in conversation with was Shelana, the ship’s tactical and security officer. Shelana, Panesar knew, was the Shen sex, one of the two Andorian female sexes. Her white hair was cut into a short bob that framed her blue face, her svelte frame belied her ability as a more than capable tactician and combatant.

Panesar’s attention drifted away from the conversing aliens when he noticed the next seat along from where Videsie had sat was now occupied by the Schrödinger’s Bajoran Helmsman Oypan Treemut who also made up part of Shelana’s security team. He was the only member of the bridge crew that was younger than Panesar and so far had not been promoted past the rank of ensign. He sat with his hands clasped together on the table in front of him, his gaze set on some point ahead. He hardly seemed interested in interacting with his crew mates: his face showing nothing but an austere, stoic calm. Panesar considered introducing himself but before he could make up his mind the door to the conference room hushed open and Commander Deriaz stepped in, followed by their Vulcan captain. They both had wide grins etched on their faces as of two old friends that had been recollecting an old story or joke. Captain Varek was tall and thin, his face gaunt, the cheek bones well defined. Instead of the usual precisely cut Vulcan hairstyle, his head was shaved. He took his seat at the head of the table, Deriaz took the seat to his right. Videsie re-took his seat next to Panesar and the two Andorian crew members sat in the seats across from the doctor.

“Good morning gentleman” the captain started, “it’s good to meet you all finally. Firstly I’d like to thank those of you who have been working hard to get the Schrödinger up to spec again under the watchful eye of the Commander here,” he said with a nod in Deriaz’s direction. “So where do we stand? Lieutenant Commander Kyshas, how’s engineering shaping up?”

“Thrusters, impulse and warp engines all functioning above normal parameters sir” responded the large Andorian.

“Excellent work Commander. How are the new scientific systems shaping up?” Came Vareks’ next question.

“I have just been discussing this with Mister Videsie, the main computer is being somewhat uncooperative sir. However we are almost there, we just don’t have functioning sensor systems at this time, which, as I’ve discussed with Commander Shelana also means we have no targeting systems either.”

“So I suggest we avoid getting into a fight at this time” the female tactical officer cut in.

“I see” Varek said, a suddenly sombre tone to his voice. “We’re en route to the Delta Volanis Cluster, thankfully reports say there’s no enemy presence between here and there and it’s not too far from a Federation outpost. We’re heading there to give the ship a full systems test, including the weapons systems: there’s a large asteroid field which will serve this purpose.” Varek sat back in his chair, “Mister Kyshas, Mister Videsie and Mister Shelana, I want you to coordinate your efforts and ensure you get those sensor systems up and running by the time we arrive. You have eight hours.”

“Yes sir” all three crew members said in unison.

“Dismissed.” The two Andorians and the Bolian stood and exited the conference room. “Come to think of it, Ensign Oypan” Varek turned to the young Bajoran, “I want you to assist Commander Shelana on the targeting systems.”

“Aye Sir” Oypan said as he stood and then left the same way as the others.

That left just Panesar and his two superiors. “Commander Deriaz, could you oversee things on the bridge, I want to speak with our new doctor.”

“Of course Captain” Deriaz said as she left her seat and then sauntered through the door to the bridge.

Varek turned his attention to the doctor smiling, Panesar found this unsettling from a Vulcan. He’d spent years at the academy getting used to the usual passive expression from his Vulcan classmates, now he was going to have to get used to a Vulcan who could smile at him. “So Doctor, how are you finding the ship?” Varek asked.

“Well sir, to be honest I haven’t really seen anything more than my quarters and the corridors between there and here. I was going to make my way to sick bay once we were done here,” Panesar answered.

“I have to be honest as well, my knowledge of the ship isn’t much better, I came straight here from my quarters myself. Now I’m sure you’re well aware I didn’t want to speak to you to exchange niceties, to get to the point I wanted to speak to you about the current situation” Varek explained. “I’m going to make a guess and say you’re feeling somewhat out of your depth.”

“I would say that’s something of an understatement sir,” came Panesar’s answer.

“Indeed doctor, I suppose it is.”

“But I’m not the only one sir, most of the crew is serving well above their usual station, including yourself. If I may say so sir.”

“You’re right doctor, however you’re in a position with a lot of responsibility, the ship’s doctor has a lot of weight on his shoulders, especially in wartime. If you don’t mind me being frank, you are the least experienced member of the senior crew and as a ship’s doctor would normally be Lieutenant Commander at the least, the gulf between your rank and the rank you’re fulfilling is larger than any other crew member.”

“I understand sir” Panesar said looking sullen.

“However, I’m not saying you are incapable, I have every faith in you and your abilities as much as I do any other member of the crew. I just want to be sure you have that same faith, self doubt can be a dangerous factor in the running of a ship” Varek elaborated. “I want to be sure you feel confident in your position.”

“I see what you are saying sir, and if I may be perfectly honest – ”

“Of course, I would expect nothing less.”

“I must admit I had my doubts and I certainly am feeling the pressure, but those doubts are only around my ability to command as a chief medical officer should. My abilities as a physician however I have every confidence in, and if I may speak freely, if you ask me that is where it counts. The running of a surgical team I’ll just have to learn on the job.” Panesar said with a proud and almost defensive manner.

“Well doctor, that’s good enough for me, and I want you to know that Commander Deriaz and myself are here to support you in any way we can, don’t be afraid to come to us if you need.” There was the smile again, but this time Panesar saw it was warm and friendly.

“Thank you sir, I foresee that I’ll be taking you up on that offer,” Panesar said with a nervous laugh.

“Yes Ensign, I believe you will” Varek said returning the laugh. “Anyway, I believe you have a sickbay to get to and a surgical team to meet.”

“Yes sir.”

 

 

Three

Varek sat in his seat on the bridge slowly reading through a systems report that had been handed to him by an ensign from engineering. His eyes were tired; this was the seventeenth report he’d read in the past three hours. He placed the PADD down heavily on the arm of the chair and rubbed his eyes with his finger and thumb. “Mister Oypan, what’s our expected arrival time?” he asked the helmsman, an exasperated tone to his voice.

“Two hours, fifteen minutes” came the Bajoran’s reply.

“Thank you ensign” Varek said as he picked the PADD back up and resumed reading, but before he’d read the first word he paused and placed the PADD back down. The bridge was swarming with technicians working busily and noisily around the Captain. He found it hard to concentrate amidst the chaos. He picked the PADD up again and tried to shut out the buzz of activity around him but still he couldn’t block it out. With a deep sigh he tapped the PADD against his thigh before tossing it into the vacant seat of his first officer to his right, adding it to the pile that already sat there. “I think I’m going to head down to engineering and check on the progress down there,” Varek stood and briskly walked across to the turbolift doors. “Commander Deriaz, you have the bridge” he said as he stepped inside.

Deriaz was leaning over the science console where she worked with Videsie. Without looking up from her work she replied “Aye, aye Captain!” with an exaggerated and playful exuberance. Varek turned back to face his first officer as she finally looked up from the console. “Have fun!” she said as they exchanged knowing grins before the lift’s doors closed. Hari Videsie glanced in Judzei’s direction and she saw the quizzical look on his blue features from the corner of his eye. “The Captain’s never been happy to just sit and oversee, he’s always happier if he’s hands on, he’s been dying to get down to engineering and get his hands on a hypo spanner,” she explained.

“I see sir, it’s just strange to see such…” he paused to find the right word “…energy, from a Vulcan.”

“Get used to it Lieutenant” Deriaz said, “the captain has a lot of energy.

* * *

The lift doors opened to reveal engineering and Varek stepped out, the hum of the warp core welcomed him like an old friend. A few steps into the room he saw the legs of his chief engineer poking out from under the central console.

“Kattie, can you pass me a decoupler, this console’s overloaded again.” The large Andorian’s voice sounded boxy inside the small space in which his upper body was hidden. A young female human walked over with the requested tool. She couldn’t have been much more than five feet tall, her figure was petite but she held her small frame with an air of confident self assuredness. She had jet black hair that was cut into a short untidy buzz cut, her right cheek was severely scarred. She squatted down next to Kyshas’ legs and passed the tool under the console, as she stood up again she noticed the captain standing a few feet away and stood bolt upright to attention. “Captain on deck” she said at the top of her voice, Kyshas’ legs jerked, startled, the bang as his head hit the underside of the console rattled the tools that were placed on the top.

“As you were Lieutenant,” Varek said to the young engineer who stood rigidly in front of him. Kyshas clambered out from under the console muttering, what Varek took to be, some form of Andorian expletives. He rubbed his forehead with the heel of his hand. Varek couldn’t help but smile, it was hard enough to keep from laughing. “Are you okay Commander?” Varek asked through his smirk.

“Fine Captain” Kyshas replied, checking his hand for blood, “may I introduce Lieutenant Kattie Hevessy, my eager young technician,” Varek and Hevessy exchanged nods in which they shared amused smiles. “Well I’m glad you find my pain funny Lieutenant” Kyshas scowled.

“Oh come on Commander, don’t be like that, I may have sniggered somewhat myself” Varek said jumping to the young engineers defence.

“Yes sir, but you outrank me, you’re allowed to take pleasure in your subordinates’ pain” came Kyshas’ retort, allowing himself a smile. “I’m sure if Kattie here were to split her head open it would be quite likely I’d have a good laugh myself.”

“Understood Mister Kyshas,” Varek said with a jokingly curt nod, the smile still etched on his face. “So where do we stand Commander?”

“Well sir, that’s a less amusing topic.”

“How did I know you’d say something like that” Varek’s expression slowly started to turn grim.

“The computer continues to fight our attempts to integrate the new systems, we’re continuing to write the necessary programmes and sub routines but we have to be sure that they’re right before we activate them” Kyshas explained.

“Why’s that?” Varek asked.

Kyshas was about to answer but Hevessy spoke first. “If they’re not perfect, when we activate the new systems and sub routines if there is any conflicting data that we’ve missed it’ll shut down an unpredictable amount of systems. Say a sensor programme conflicts with a tactical system, the computer will shut one of those down to make way for the other. Unfortunately we can’t foresee all these conflicts or how many there may be and if there are any and we activate the new systems it means having to wipe everything clean and then starting from scratch” she explained.

“Ideally, we need a new main computer, something from a Sovereign class starship would do the trick,” Kyshas added. “One that is less stubborn about assimilating more science systems than it was designed to.”

“Well, I’m afraid that just isn’t an option” Varek said “you’ll just have to do what you can with what we’ve got.”

“I expected nothing less sir, at the moment we have the ship running at its designed specifications, save for a few remaining issues with the targeting systems; we have no long range sensors and the sensors we do have are less than perfect” Kyshas continued. “All the new hardware is in place we just need to bring the software online, however we have to be sure it’s right before we do, otherwise we could bring down systems that are currently working fine, including life support.”

“And we wouldn’t want that would we?” Varek said with a touch of sarcasm.

“Fortunately we have a plan to partition the ship’s systems into small groups” Hevessy started. “That way we can bring each partition up at a time, so we can isolate the critical systems and avoid losing them.”

“How do you plan to go about the partitions?” Varek asked.

“We’ll try to group essential systems away from the new ones, therefore they’ll be safe from any conflicts,” Hevessy explained. “On the partitions where there is a risk of conflict we have programmed the computer to favour the more essential system, then if there is a conflict we wouldn’t lose any immediately essential systems, we would then just need to re-work the partitions with conflicts and not the entire main computer. We’d also have a higher level of predictability and control over what systems we might lose.”

“You’ve done a good job down here Mister Kyshas, your team is a credit to you,” Varek praised.

“Thank you sir,” Kyshas said as modestly as he could manage exchanging glances with Hevessy.

“So how long before you can start to bring the new systems on line?”

“We’re not far off sir, it’ll be about three hours before we’ve brought everything online.”

“You’ve got two, we arrive at Delta Volanis in less than that.”

“Yes sir.”

 

 

Captain’s Log:
Stardate 86407.2

We have arrived at the asteroid field in the Delta Volanis cluster and testing of the ship’s systems has commenced. Lieutenant Commander Kyshas’ work to get the new systems online has proceeded well with minimal problems encountered, however certain systems are still giving my engineer and his team difficulties. He gives me every assurance that he will soon have those systems up and running.

 

 

Four

The phaser blast burst from the Schrödinger’s forward array, the blaze of orange and red fired wide of the asteroid that was it’s intended target.

“Targeting sensors are still not functioning sir, or at least not very well” Shelana reported, however this was obvious to those present on the bridge.

“Kyshas has been having trouble with all sensors since booting up the new systems” Videsie spoke up whilst still concentrating on his science console. “The partition that the sensors are assigned to is still needing work.”

“Understood Mister Videsie,” Varek responded “what sensor function do we have?”

“We have the ability to perform short range scans and at a push a basic long range scan but results from that would be unreliable,” Videsie reported. “Also, although targeting sensors aren’t fully functional, we could take the telemetry from the firing tests we’ve made and with some manual calibration we could have phasers firing accurately. Torpedoes would still need to be targeted manually.”

“Understood Commander; work with Commander Shelana to implement those calibrations and let me know when we can resume our attack on this fleet of asteroids, but let Mister Kyshas know I want sensors up and running as intended as soon as possible, targeting or otherwise.”

Varek sat back in his chair and breathed the deep sigh of someone trying to bury his frustrations. He gazed around, taking in his surroundings; the bridge was looking less like a work site and more like the finished product. Only two engineers remained to tinker with some of the bridge consoles and less tools littered the floor and surfaces. He stroked his chin with the back of his fingers, eager to have something to do. He looked at the back of Ensign Oypan’s head where he sat at the central helm position directly in front of Varek. Varek tapped his bottom lip with the tip of his index finger, a look of contemplation to his thin Vulcan features. The hums and chirps of the bridge surrounded him and he realised they seemed louder than usual. His bridge was quiet save for the sounds of the computers and consoles around him, the crew worked around him in deathly silence, speaking in whispers, if they spoke at all.

“Mister Oypan” Varek suddenly spoke, up breaking the solemnity of the bridge and causing a number of heads to turn his way. Varek leapt to his feet. “Set a course to take us deeper into the asteroid field.” He took position standing next to the Bajoran, “how would you like to get a real feel for this ship?”

“Would be my pleasure sir” the Ensign replied, a smile stretching across his face.

“Well helmsman, I will let you navigate this obstacle course at your discretion, extra marks for speed and daring” Varek said, matching his helmsman’s grin. Some of the crew present exchanged worried and disbelieving glances. “Tactical!” Varek said loudly “raise shields. Best not take any unnecessary risks. That is assuming we have functioning shields?” He turned to the Lieutenant manning the tactical station as he said this: a young Pakled from Shelana’s security team by the name of Vimor.

“Yes sir,” she replied with a smile of her own.

“Not that I don’t have faith in your piloting abilities Mister Oypan,” he said turning back to the helm.

“I understand sir, better safe than sorry,” Oypan replied.

“Engage when ready Ensign” Varek ordered. “Lieutenant Vimor, use what sensors we have to perform passive sweeps of the asteroid field. May as well test out the systems we have whilst we’re at it.”

“Yes sir” came the Pakled’s reply.

Oypan’s fingers flitted over the helm controls and the view screen shifted to show a correct scale projection of the asteroid field ahead of them, the screen taking the role of a window to what was directly ahead. “Captain?” he asked, “permission to adjust inertial dampeners to allow more of a feel?

Varek walked with a skip in his step back to his seat. “Granted ensign” he said as he sat down.

Oypan’s fingers jabbed the instructions into the console and the bridge crew felt the slightest of lurches as the Schrödinger accelerated into the asteroid field; the view ahead showing the rocky forms shoot past. Oypan leaned left and right in his seat with each lurch as he weaved the ship around the obstacles, some the size of small moons, his tongue protruding ever so slightly from the corner of his mouth in concentration. Varek grasped the arms of his chairs, a smile on his face as he watched the Bajoran pilot the ship masterfully. He couldn’t help but be impressed by Oypan’s skills at the helm and how close he would bring the ship to the asteroids and still come out the other side unscathed.

Vimor stood at her tactical station, bracing herself on the console as the ship lurched under the effect of the adjusted inertial dampeners. Despite the difficult balance she performed her scans as ordered. The console chirped bringing up information that made her brow crease with a mix of confusion and curiosity. “Captain!” She called.

Varek looked back over his left shoulder to the tactical station. “Yes Lieutenant?”

“Sensors have picked up… something!” She said, not knowing quite what to make of what she was reading.

“Can you elaborate Lieutenant?” Varek asked, his concentration back on the view screen.

Vimor tapped at the console. “Hard to say sir, from here it looks just like another asteroid but the composition doesn’t match the rest of the field.”

“In what way?”

“It has a much higher metal content than the asteroids of this field, actually it’s nearly all metal, over ninety percent, however I can’t get an exact figure. Also it would appear to be… artificial.”

This got Varek’s attention and pulled him away from the view in front of him. “Artificial?”

“Yes sir.”

“Ensign Oypan, return inertial dampeners to normal, we’re going to have to postpone the remainder of our jaunt” Varek ordered. “Bring us to all stop.”

“Aye sir,” Oypan complied.

“What more can you tell me Vimor?” Varek asked the Pakled.

“Nothing more sir, not at this range anyway,” she answered.

The turbolift door opened and Commander Deriaz entered ready to start her shift.

“Judzei!” Varek called over “we seem to have something interesting hiding among the rocks.”

Deriaz walked over to where Varek now stood by Vimor at the tactical station. “Interesting, how?” The Trill asked.

“Metal. Artificial.” Varek listed. “That’s about all we know.” He jogged back to his central chair and chose to stand by it rather than sit, placing his hand on its back. “Mister Oypan set course for the unidentified object and get us there as quickly as we can.”

“Aye Captain” Oypan confirmed as he entered the necessary commands. “We should arrive in just over twenty minutes.”

“Very good Ensign.” Varek tapped his com-badge. “Bridge to Engineering.”

“Kyshas here Captain” came the Andorian’s voice.

“Is Mister Videsie still there with you Commander?” Varek asked.

“Yes sir.”

“I want you to get full sensor functionality as soon as possible” Varek stated, his voice firm. “We have something in the asteroid field that we’re heading to investigate. We’ll be there in twenty minutes, I want to be able to analyse this thing as thoroughly as possible when we get there.”

“Understood captain, we’re nearly ready to start up that last partition. We’ll need to take some time to re-write the protocols to favour the sensors in the event of conflict.”

“Whatever it takes Commander.”

“We’ll get started right away.”

“Keep me posted. Varek out.” The Vulcan turned to his XO. “Commander Deriaz, I’ll be in my ready room. Notify me when we’re close to the anomaly.”

“Yes sir” she responded.

“You have the bridge Commander” he added as he left the bridge.

 * * *

Varek sat on the couch that faced the doorway of his ready room. He read from one of the many books that he collected, preferring the paper volumes to reading novels from the electronic PADDs that had become the norm. The walls of his ready room were lined with shelves full of books that he had collected over the years. Some were newly produced by the few companies that still printed them, others were old, dating back to the nineteenth and twentieth centuries: treasured antiques that Varek valued above the others, one of which he read from now, it’s cover creased and it’s pages yellowed. He placed the book down on the seat beside him, unable to give the words his full concentration, his focus distracted by the thought of the mysterious object they approached. He stood and wandered to the window and gazed out as nearby asteroids sped past where those in the distance seemed to move along with the ship. A chime rang in the room preceding the voice of Commander Deriaz; “Captain, we’re approaching the anomaly, we’ll be in visual range shortly.”

“Understood Commander,” Varek replied, walking to the door which opened as he approached. He stepped onto the bridge, his eyes set on the view screen. “How long until we’re in visual range?”

“Thirty seconds sir,” Oypan confirmed. Varek walked to his chair which Deriaz stood from as he approached. He chose not to sit but stood gripping the back rest tightly. The bridge was silent as the crew all waited for the time to tick away. Varek broke the silence “Lieutenant Vimor, can you get a better reading at this distance?”

“Not much sir, sensors still aren’t fully functional, however I am getting a faint energy signature” she replied.

“A ship?”

“Possibly sir.”

“Ten seconds” Oypan announced.

“As soon as we’re in range get whatever it is on screen” Varek ordered, sitting down. Moments later an image of the asteroid field appeared on the view screen. Amongst the rocks, a grey ovoid shape could be seen: distant and indiscernible. “Magnify” Varek said. The view zoomed in so the object filled the screen. The circular saucer filled the majority of the view from which curving sections of hull trailed back to where two warp nacelles hung at either side.“A federation ship?” Varek said with a hint of surprise.

“Yes sir, Akira class” Vimor confirmed.

“What’s another federation ship doing out here?” Deriaz asked, “we should be the only ship anywhere near this sector.”

“It looks derelict,” Oypan added, “it may have been here some time.”

“There’s no record of any ships having been lost out here,” said Vimor.

Varek pressed a button on the arm of his chair “Varek to engineering, what’s the status of the sensors?”

“We’re just bringing them online now” returned Videsie’s voice “it will take around five minutes to cycle and then we will have full functionality.”

“Good work Lieutenant, let me know as soon as they’re ready.”

“Yes sir.”

“Vimor, can we get magnification on the ship’s registration with the limited sensors? Can we identify it?” Deriaz asked the Lieutenant.

“I’ll see what I can do sir,” she said. A few moments later the view zoomed onto where the ship’s name and registration was displayed across the saucer’s hull which Vimor read aloud. “NCC 92730, USS Timberwolf.”

“Timberwolf?” Oypan said, “Why does that sound familiar?”

“Because Ensign,” Varek started as he stood from his chair, “that’s us!”

 

 

…to be continued

 

 

 

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Chute To The Heart

Author’s Note: This is a standalone fan fiction I wrote after watching the episode “The Chute”. Harry and Tom share a romantic moment together and, because of this, Harry leaves forever changed.

 

Counselor Deanna Troi looked up from the folded hands in her lap, already showing signs of human aging, with a soft sigh. She had been seeing Harry Kim since his return from the Voyager expedition. It was a personal favor from Admiral Janeway, who had noticed recently that Kim did not seem to be adapting to life back on Earth the way the others had. Somewhere, deep inside, Janeway had sensed that Harry was hiding a secret from his family on the Voyager. With the ship now temporarily retired and the crew successfully back on Earth, life was supposed to return to normal. Sadly, as Troi noticed, Harry was not adapting.

This was his fourth session and it had been just as superficial as the three prior to it. They had gone back to the third year of his mission in the Delta Quadrant, briefly touching on his mistaken arrest in the wake of a terrorist bombing. Tom Paris – his closest friend on Voyager – had been with him at the time of arrest and followed him through what was called “The Chute”.  Troi sensed his anxiety as he strained to carefully brush over pieces in the story. Something was missing, that much she could tell. As she now looked at Harry, it was clear that today’s session would be different. They would be revisiting that incident of the floating prison to reach some form of understanding that Harry had spent years denying himself of.

Clearing her throat, she offered him a smile, “How did you feel when your friend, Mr. Paris, struck you to conform with the others?”
Harry’s eyes widened, “Angry, of course. I thought he’d reverted back to his days on the penal colony and would forget how close we were.”
“Just how close were the two of you prior to that arrest?”
“Very close”, he looked down to his own hands before continuing, “probably closer than many others on the Voyager had the chance to be. It was unexplored space, we were scared…everything was so new.”
Troi raised an eyebrow, “When you say very close….”
“I mean very…very…close.”
“Like brothers?”
Harry sighed as he slapped his knees, “I think, if you promise me confidentiality, I can tell you the full story of what happened when I went down the chute.”

 

They had formed a plan to escape the prison and prove their innocence. Surely, Captain Janeway would be just as eager to see them return to the ship and resume their normal posts. With a little careful planning, they had decided to build a device that would manipulate the frequency emitted from the chute. Once the force field was disabled, they could climb up and surprise whatever guards waited on the other side. It was a solid plan, and with a sore jaw, Harry got to work on the device. Tom, who kept calm despite the circumstances, set himself to building the two a small place to stay for the time being. Despite the temporary sentence, they would need a place to safely rest every night. In the shadows there loomed many who were starving and ready to kill if they had to. Tom didn’t want to see his best friend unguarded as he slaved away over their saving device.

When night fell, or rather what they assumed must be night time, Harry gave up on the device and shared a meager ration with his friend. The two sat close together to enjoy their mutual body heat. For a moment, Harry felt as if Tom were his great protector, or knight in shining armor, ready to do anything to keep them safe. A blush came over him as if he were a school boy caught in a daydream. They were both fully grown men with obligations…there was no room for fantasies. Was it a fantasy? Tom looked at him in a way that seemed to penetrate the generic term of “friend”. Deciding not to put much effort into deeper interpretation, Harry turned his back and quickly finished his ration. Before going to bed, Tom embraced him briefly and exhaled. It could be a long sentence, and they may never be found innocent. Things may have to change…they may have to adapt.

The next morning, Harry awoke from a confusing dream. In it, Tom Paris was riding a white steed and branding an old-fashioned sword. He wore his Starfleet uniform despite the dated background around them, the communications badge shimmering in the sunlight. Harry was in a large meadow, smelling of the most beautiful flowers he had ever seen, feeling the soft grass beneath his bare feet. Also in his uniform, Harry felt confidence return to him. As Tom’s white stallion got closer and closer, Harry outstretched his arm. The sword was dropped and Tom flew into his arms, where they embraced each other tightly. Their lips brushed and then…Harry was shaken awake. He sat upright and bumped his body against Tom’s. A flush went into his cheeks as his best friend looked at him curiously. Could he guess what Harry had been dreaming? Deciding he couldn’t, and glad that Tom wasn’t a Betazoid, Harry went back to work on his device.

What Harry didn’t know, however, was the dream that his dear friend Tom had as they slept next to each other the previous night in their make-shift bed. Much like the dated cliché that was Harry’s own nighttime fantasy, Tom’s took place in the trenches of a 20th century war. Perhaps it was the first world war, though the artifacts around them seemed to lean on the idea that it was the second. Who could keep track with the many wars of Earth? Tom was wearing a dark uniform he could not recognize, and shouldered a gun as he walked next to Harry. His shorter friend was chatting happily, moving his hands as he spoke, more animated than Tom had ever seen. Not being able to resist the urge, Tom pushed Harry into a tree and locked his lips against his own. For a moment, their lips remained pressed together in a deep expression of emotion. When Tom moved back, Harry yanked him forward for more. The sound of small commotion outside of their hut had jolted Tom from his own dream. That was when he shook his friend awake.

For the first half of the day, neither spoke to each other about anything of relevance. They were bent on escaping regardless of the costs. As Harry worked on the device to disable the chute’s force field, and Tom scavenged for useful items around the prison, their eyes rarely met. Were they aware of some deeper feelings for one another that they could not express in words? Was it so shameful in the 25th century for a man to love another man in a romantic fashion? They were a progressive civilization! The fear of their love was not what held them back, however. Back on Earth, Harry had a girlfriend and Tom had obligations. With the Delta Quadrant offering dangerous risks around every corner, perhaps it wasn’t wise to take time to explore their own sexuality. Either way, their mundane days down in the prison would come to an end when Tom would be drawn into a fight, leaving him injured.

 

“I think I should go. I’ve already kept you here long enough.”, Harry exhaled softly without making eye contact.
“No”, said Deanna with fascination, “please keep going. I feel you’re making a breakthrough to something you’ve suppressed for far too long. It isn’t healthy to hide how you feel or try and deny these feelings. Please, Mr. Kim, continue.”
“There was a fight. Tom defended me and was stabbed with a shank by another prisoner. I felt terror rise in my body, and I can recall fighting back tears. I prayed to the gods that he wasn’t dead. I held his body so close to mine, promising I would do whatever it took to get us out of there.”
“Naturally you made good on that promise. Here you are, and Mr. Paris is thriving from what I understand.”
Harry looked up to her, “With his wife and child.”
Sensing bitterness, Deanna raised an eyebrow, “You never told him your feelings?”
“Oh I told him. We both came to an agreement, however.”
“Please”, Deanna said with a pleading smile, “continue with this story.”

 

The bleeding had stopped and they were staying in the larger hut of a fellow prisoner who had shown them kindness. After a failed attempt to unify several aliens into forming a revolt and working together, Harry returned to Tom and nursed him. The device on his skull, implanted on the other prisoners as well for precaution, already started frustrating him. Tom slipped in and out of consciousness, mumbling when he had the strength and almost pleading for Harry to escape without him. Despite the altered moods the implant gave him, Harry knew that he could never leave Tom behind. In the past two days, Tom had become a part of him. They were connected in a way which could not be discussed amongst these rough prisoners. Where the hell was Janeway? Where was Chakotay, Tuvok, and all the others from Voyager? Harry felt abandoned and angry, cursing the ship and himself for getting into Starfleet to begin with.

They had fought during Tom’s more lucid moments. In one of those occasions, Tom had destroyed the device which promised escape from the chute. It didn’t matter at that point. Harry had broken the force field and made the shocking discovery that, instead of being underground as they had believed, they were in a station floating in the depths of space. Even if they managed to open the door, there was no way they would be able to summon a ship to aid in their escape. Tom’s anger was just a sign of the implant influencing his growing discontent. They would surely be stuck in this place with no hope of escape. Surely there was only so much Captain Janeway could do to secure their innocence. A convicted man, whether falsely accused or not, was still a convicted man.

In a moment of deep sadness and gentle compassion, Harry held Tom’s body close to his. He promised Tom to protect him now, to be the stronger man, to ensure that none of the rogue aliens would destroy what was left of their short life. In a moment of passion, they admitted everything to one another. With sweat on his brow, Tom took in deep breaths and struggled to find the right words. Harry smiled down at him, running his fingers through Tom’s blonde hair gently. He would be the caregiver now, the breadwinner, the strength. He would do it for Tom….because a part of him felt true love.

In a rasping breath, Tom spoke out the truth, “I think I’m in love with you, Harry.”

Harry nodded gently, “I think we’ve shared the same dreams. It could be this prison…it does strange things to a man’s mind.”
“Or the implants”, Tom offered weakly, “or the fact we’re stranded in the Delta Quadrant. I don’t know what the reason is…I just…knew I had to tell you. Before I…well, before…”
“Don’t say things like that. Neither of us are going to last very long here. We might as well enjoy what we have.”, Harry said with a strange confidence.

It happened in that moment. Harry leaned down and Tom’s hand braced the back of his friend’s neck. Their lips met, fully awake and free of their dream world, in a romantic kiss. Brushing their lips together and sharing an intimate kiss tied a ribbon on the small secret they had been hiding from each other for the past few days. They could not go on lying. As their lips parted, they both knew that it was a moment neither would forget. Tom closed his eyes and attempted to rest as a way to dull the pain from his wound. Harry cradled him and then later defended him with a pathetic shank he crafted from a piece of metal debris. All seemed to be lost until Captain Janeway appeared with the team. They were saved and returned to Voyager…though things became different. Regardless of their continued friendship, Tom and Harry had never spoken of those few days in that prison. Not until Harry had agreed to meet with Counselor Deanne Troi.

Deanna smiled and leaned forward to put her hand on Harry’s, “I’m proud of you for sharing your secret with me, Harry. It takes true strength to face our own fears.”
Harry nodded slowly, “It feels good to finally tell the truth of that story. I’ve never spoken to Tom about it, and I doubt I ever will. He’s happily married and whatever I say won’t change that.”
“If you feel it’s important you two speak about it, we can arrange a session in my office. I’m in San Francisco for the next three weeks. I want to help you resolve these feelings.”
Harry stood up and smiled, “In a strange way, I think they are resolved. What Tom and I shared in that prison will always be stored in my heart. I know the truth of what happened after I fell down the Chute. I emerged a changed man.”
“Have you had any relationships since then?”
“Not of that nature. Tom’s one in a million.”
Deanna stood up as well and shook his hand gently, “I understand. If you ever feel the need to speak with me again, or perhaps schedule another session, you know how to contact me.”
“Thank you, Counselor Troi”, said Harry with warmth in his eyes, “but I think now I can move on without that weight on my shoulders.”
“There’s no shame in love.”
He nodded, “No there isn’t.”
“So”, she asked, “what will you do now?”
Looking past her, Harry spoke with a knowing smile, “I’m going to apply for a new post and head out to space again. Even if I move on with my career and my life, I will always have my memories to comfort me.”

 

Copyright 2010. The characters and the Star Trek: Voyager universe are copyright Paramount. This is a fan fiction written for entertainment and not meant for profit. Thank you for reading my work and continuing to support my writing process.

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To Those We Leave Behind (#1 – The Janeway Logs)

    Author’s Note: This is the first in a series called The Janeway Logs where I write from Captain Janeway’s perspective of events that happened in between various episodes. I always thought that some episodes and characters had effects that lasted throughout the series, even if it was never mentioned again in the episodes. I hope you all enjoy these logs.

 

Space affords one little comforts aside from personal reflection and the constant view of the stars. Nothing is guaranteed here, far from anything familiar in the Alpha Quadrant, and every species we encounter is something else to add to the database. These are my personal logs. I’m sure no one will ever glance over these again, or really be curious as to what I did in the rare time my mind spent unoccupied with the predicament of coming home. I am writing for my own catharsis. I am writing because, whether anyone gets to indulge their interest in one day reading these, I need to get things off of my chest. The heaviest thing to carry is a soul filled with guilt. My responsibility is to get my crew home. I’m Captain Kathryn Janeway of the starship Voyager and this is just one of the many stories I have to tell. It happened soon after Jetrel had passed, leaving Neelix with a heavy burden. This is the story of a few ghosts that came to life.

My sleep had not been sound yet it had given me the luxury of a few minute’s relaxation. I am not one to dream of anything in particular, nothing of deeper meaning or close to the visions that Chakotay’s spirituality gifts him with. Mine are just fragmentations of smaller meanings in an attempt to quilt themselves together. I had been having a rather strange one, about Neelix cooking away his memories, when I was paged to the mess hall. The mess hall which had previously been my own personal dining quarters. Who needed such a large room to contemplate? I had convinced myself that Neelix was entirely correct, though very brash, in his actions. One must humor the Talaxian for his heart and not his tact.

I had just finished placing my hair into a tight and serviceable bun when the doors to the mess hall slid open and I saw Neelix quivering on the ground. Next to him was Chakotay and, naturally, Kes. The young and beautiful Ocampan had come on the ship as part of the crew with her lover Neelix. They had something sweet and innocent about their love though, I worried a times, it had a certain immaturity about it. Their love reminded me of my time at the Academy when two young peers would come together, share moments in time, and then separate to move on with their careers. Sadly, Kes would have a maximum of nine years to live an entire lifetime. My concerns went to Neelix on that horrible day she would leave us. My concerns were even more great when I saw the way Kes held him.

“What on Earth happened here, Chakotay?”
“Kes requested my presence in the mess hall and Neelix hasn’t said a word since I’ve arrived. His lips move”, my first officer said in concern, “but nothing comes out.”
“He kept screaming about ghosts, Captain!”, Kes said with the hint of tears brimming, “We were shelling some Vedarin roots to make a pasta tomorrow for lunch, you know Neelix has been keeping late nights since Jetrel’s death, but tonight was like no other. He dropped his simmering pot and started speaking with no one.”
“No one?”, I asked in concern as I lowered myself to get a look at Neelix, “Has he been ill at all? Has he been to see the Doctor?”
“I’m not sure. If he’s not been feeling well, then he hasn’t said anything to me. I didn’t know what to do, Captain, he just started arguing with the air around us. It was like he could see something not even I could sense”, Kes finished while trembling.
“Neelix”, I said while I placed a hand on either side of his face, “you can speak with me about anything. What did you see which Kes couldn’t?”
Chakotay placed his hand on Neelix’s shoulder, “You are among friends. You are part of this crew. We’re here to help.”

Chakotay’s reassurance filled me with pride on the unification of my crew. Somehow I had always feared the Maquis would never feel welcome as part of Starfleet. We had been sent to get them, after all, and their ship had been destroyed to save our own. I was not surprised by Chakotay’s kind words, for being the captain of his own rebel ship, he certainly had a deep compassion that I admired. It was something I planned to highlight to Starfleet the second we returned from the Delta Quadrant. If it was the last thing I would do, even if it meant career suicide, I would get amnesty for the Maquis who joined our ship and became part of my crew. I guess one could say I felt like a mother who felt a personal connection to her crew. Neelix was part of that crew, and he had paled even more since I entered the mess hall. His silence, when it finally broke, was not in response to anything we had said. It was something incoherent.

“Monster! I’ve given you forgiveness and you torment me for everything! You were a liar! You’re a cruel demon!”, Neelix screamed while waiving about his arms, “I will not see you in my afterlife, you have no place with any of them! They won’t want to know. They need to forget.”
“Neelix”, I said with a firm and measured voice, “you need to tell us who you’re speaking with. We can’t see them. Is it someone you know?”
His eyes went to mine and sent a jolt of fear through my body, “It’s Jetrel…and he said he’s not leaving this ship unless I save him.”

 

Neelix had been sedated, brought to the Doctor, and put through diagnostics to assure he had not been in any physical danger. His readings were normal, from what the Doctor knew of Talaxian physiology, and I couldn’t help but be relieved that my ship’s cook and guide to the Delta Quadrant was not going to drop dead of any  malady. He was, however, still mumbling to himself when the sedation ran its course. Kes had been by his side eagerly and Chakotay, in his own mystical beliefs, took his claims seriously. It had been an argument we had as soon as Neelix had been sedated. No, I did not believe the ghost of Jetrel had been haunting Neelix. I believed it was something else entirely. However, as little as I knew about the Delta Quadrant, I could have been wrong. I had no idea how the afterlife was connected or individualized. This was something deeper which I was apprehensive to explore. I had made up my mind to go to my ready room when something strange happened.

The lights, on the hallway leading to the turbo lift, flickered violently. The ship had not been hit to my knowledge and, before I could tap my commbadge to waken B’Elanna and ask her about hall maintenance, my curiosity was answered. The atmosphere in the hall became ice cold and I felt a shiver up my spine. I felt a presence behind me and I turned. Then, to my own surprise, I saw the hint of something familiar in the corner of my eye. I turned again and it wasn’t there. Suddenly I felt the atmosphere warm and the lights return to their regulated illumination. I took a deep breath and turned around to head toward the medical bay. Clearly I had not gathered all of the facts. Before I could reach the medical bay, I heard a familiar voice behind me.

I can never forget what we leave behind. My children. My wife. I turned again and drew my phaser. Would a phaser work if it was an entity fooling with the minds of my crew? I felt the atmosphere turn chill again and fought the urge to shiver. Whoever was out there, they would not get the satisfaction of my visible discomfort. I moved closer toward the direction of the voice without saying a word. My feet felt like hard blocks of ice, unwilling to move. That voice had been all too familiar to me, and it did not belong to a member of my crew. It was the voice of Jetrel. Suddenly, I had started to believe Neelix.

“Captain?”, Chakotay asked as I moved quickly into the room, “Is there something wrong? You’re pale. Should I get you coffee?”
“Don’t worry about me for now. I think I just had a run in with Neelix’s ghostly visitor. Kes, are you sure that you’ve sensed nothing out of the ordinary?”
Kes sighed, “I have been trying to focus myself since Neelix has been sedated, but I can’t focus on anything. I don’t sense any strange living presence here on the ship. Everything feels familiar.”
“That’s the problem”, I said as I put my hands on my hips, “I don’t think it is living at all. Though the scientific part of me wishes to hesitate saying this, I am starting to believe Neelix is right. Is it possible for our ship to be haunted?”
Chakotay nodded, “It’s entirely possible. I have heard stories of a guilty soul being tied to one place, asking for help to clear the guilt.”
“How could we possibly clear Jetrel of guilt?”
Chakotay shook his head, “I’m not entirely sure. His crimes aren’t something that could be easily undone.”

Before I could comment, Neelix sat upright and put his hands over his face. He had started to mumble something but, as I noticed between his fingers, he looked more coherent. The Doctor moved from his office to attend to his patient, his medical tricorder out. Kes put her hand gently on the Doctor’s arm and shook her head. Because they had some form of understanding, a friendship through their mutual studies in the medical field, the Doctor nodded and put away the tricorder. Kes looked to her lover, the one who risked life and limb to rescue her from the abuse of the Kazon, and wrapped her arm around him. What Neelix needed was support. I had the feeling that Neelix would be the one to save the day this time.
“I understand his guilt”, said the Talaxian with a sad undertone to his voice, “because I have my own. I told you how I felt like a coward, how I fled from battle only to return too late. My family, my friends, everything I cherished had died because of some weapon. Jetrel’s weapon.”
“Yes, Neelix, but we can’t keep living in the past. You have showed your courage in many situations since I’ve met you”, I said with a soft smile, “and I know you have the courage to get through this. Whatever it is.”
“It’s Jetrel’s spirit. He can’t rest, can’t ascend into the afterlife, because of what he left behind with him.”
“His guilt?”, Chakotay asked.
“No”, replied Neelix, “his family.”
“I thought his family ostracized him after they discovered he designed that bomb. He told us that he lost his wife and his children to their own shame”, I said with an eerie shiver which I contained, “and that he hadn’t seen them in years. What would he want of them now?”
“Forgiveness”, said Kes as she looked in understanding at her lover, “because everyone deserves forgiveness if they’re truly sorry.”
“Captain, may I make a request?”, Neelix asked me.
“Of course, anything you need to make this right”, I offered.
“Then I’ll need you all to leave the medical bay, for the Doctor to manually end his program, and an hour’s time to write”, Neelix said.
I followed his requirements, still unsure as to whether my ship was haunted by the ghost of someone plagued with guilt. It had seemed almost Dickens-style to me, with the ghosts visiting someone to teach them a lesson, and redemption permeating the entire situation. There were still factors which I would like to explore. I wanted to check the sensor logs, search for anomalies which could have been playing tricks on the mind. Neelix, due to his physiology, could have been effected by it and conjured up his own images of his recent ordeal. It hadn’t been very long since Jetrel was on the ship, attempted to bring back his own monstrous version of past victims, and then died in sadness. Then again, I couldn’t deny my own experiences in the hallway while heading to the turbo lift. Could the ghost be following Neelix?

Even though we had left the medical bay, the three of us waited outside for Neelix. We heard nothing from inside, but I knew Neelix was writing. I could only guess at what he had to do, but I would give him whatever time he needed. I felt the air turn cold around me and Chakotay, always the protector, moved in closer to Kes and myself to block a draft. I couldn’t tell him that there wasn’t a draft. I had experienced this same chill when I heard the strange voice of Jetrel in the hallway. If he had existed as a ghost, he was in that medical bay with Neelix, and they were settling the score. I admired Neelix for facing this on his own, for wanting to settle things without bringing danger to his friends.

I saw the lights flicker the moment I heard the sound of the medical bay doors opening. Neelix handed me a data pad with a sad smile and embraced Kes. I looked at the data pad but I couldn’t recognize the names. Who had he written a letter to? Chakotay patted Neelix on the shoulder and, to my surprise, Neelix seemed at ease. Had the entire event unfolded in such a short time? Had this all been some crazy form of a dream? I couldn’t deny the possibly that, for the first time in my life, I had a vivid dream that felt akin to reality. Any moment, I could wake up and smile in relief that my mind conjured up the entire adventure. Neelix spoke, and it brought me to the realization that I was very awake.
“Jetrel didn’t have any friends before his death, and he had lost contact with his family completely”, my Talaxian friend said, “but that doesn’t mean that his heart had accepted that. No one can accept being fully alone…especially when they die. My forgiveness was his blessing, but he needed one last thing. He needed the closure of telling his family the rest of the story.”
“That is why he was…haunting….you? To write a letter to his family about the remainder of his life?”, I asked in surprise.
“It’s temperamental of a ghost, and awfully strange, but I can’t say I deny any of the things which happened to me tonight”, he replied.
“You don’t have to explain yourself or your actions, Neelix, I trust you. You’ve proven yourself to me these last few months.”
“Thank you Captain, but I still feel such guilt”, he said, “and I’m not sure his family will ever read what I wrote.”
“You can at least send it to them”, Kes said as she kissed his temple, “and hope for the best. You’ve done your part.”
The next evening, Neelix had been alone in the mess hall cooking something that smelled strangely appealing. Some of his best recipes came in the most unexpected combinations. I had went under the premise of getting that sludge-like brew he called coffee, but I was concerned with my crew member. There had been no reports of any failure in circuitry, atmospheric controls, or anomalies in the area. Had we all imagined that the ghost of Jetrel was haunting Neelix? I didn’t have the answer to what exactly happened, and I still don’t now. At that moment, however, I had only been concerned with the well being of my friend and crew member.
“You know, I have to say, that the remodeling you did to my former dining room is quite impressive. Will you open up a restaurant in the Alpha Quadrant once you get there with us?”, I asked with a smile.
Neelix smiled at the corner of his mouth and shook his head, “It depends how long I stay for the journey. I will only be useful as a guide for so long.”
“Oh, I don’t have any intentions of kicking you off this ship. After all, you keep the crew fed and the morale up.”
“I’m glad you have confidence in me, but I’m not entirely too sure I have such confidence in myself.”
I raised an eyebrow, “Neelix the Talaxian trader feeling a lack of confidence? It’s unheard of. I can’t believe something like a visit from an old acquaintance, or whatever it was exactly, could shake your spirit in such a way.”
He looked up with sad eyes, “How will I know if his family ever read that letter?  How will I be sure they understood who he was before death, how he dedicated the remainder of his life to fixing what he hurt?”
“You can’t be sure, Neelix, but you should know that you did what few in your situation would. You proved your complete forgiveness and your unrelenting compassion by doing exactly what he wished. Somewhere, in whatever form o afterlife exists, you have given rest to Jetrel’s soul.”
“How do you know that I wasn’t coward? That I didn’t do it just to end his haunting?”
I shook my head, “The Neelix I know has never been a coward. He has picked his share of battles, done some creative wording to get out of a sticky situation, but he’s certainly not a coward.”
“What makes you so sure about that?”, he asked smugly.
“Because”, I said as I placed my hand over his own, “you’re my friend, and I’m proud of that.”

We looked at each other in complete silence. I could sense that Neelix would always carry a degree of shame with him, a feeling of self-doubt when it came to the destruction of his home world and his letter to Jetrel’s family, but I admired him all the same. It is how we carry our burdens that matter. No one spoke of the haunting after it happened. We had all went about our business and let that chapter close. I still remember the words of Jetrel, and the way Neelix looked at me when he handed me that letter. Despite the years that separate us from the past, we can never truly forget those we leave behind.

 

Copyright 2012. The characters in this story, as well as the Star Trek: Voyager universe, are copyright Paramount. This is a fan fiction meant for entertainment and not profit. No infringement is intended. Thanks to all who take the time to read my work.

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What would Kirk do and other insights into leading in the business world

 As I sit here on a plane parked at a gate at  DFW international airport, my plane is delayed because the captain cannot get the lock on the cockpit to work. I am not sure of the exact reasoning that this has delayed the flight. My assumption is after sept 11, the functionality of the cockpit lock must be on the regulatory checklist and hence required to function for departure. Of course, this has Caused the usual Malay on the plane as we wait for the technician to find a new lock for the repair. The captain  assured us that this will only take 20 minutes. However, an hour later, babies are crying,  folks are visibly agitated, and those with a ounce of patience left are simply reassuring loved ones on the cell phone. The only thing in the air is sarcasm and frustration. after an hourthe captain recites regs FAA mandated procedures with a gate delay in excess of 30 minutes and we have the option to deplane and abort our flight. I am sure that little tidbit of regulation resulted from some other incidents where folks got stuck in the plane and went ballistic. Me, I have my own little crutch that I like to go to anytime I get frustrated in the business world.  I put my situation in star trek terms. Yes, i have to admit to being a trekkie or trekkar if you prefer. For instance, as i sit here i am wondering if captain Kirk would let this lock thing hold up the flight or If his first officer reminded him of star fleet regulation just as he was preparing to depart.  When he cites faa rules with disdain I am thinkin this guy is Kirk. How many times did he cite regulations to the crew as he prepared to break them. After an hour, i am thinking this captain of flight 389 is no kirk until he announces that the flight technician miraculously found a new lock and replaced it in record time. Resounding applause from the passengers and we depart from the gate. He may not be kirk, but Scotty did it again…

I  know this exercise is a little silly, but bear with me. If your like me, you do not live in your parents basement like the Trekkie parody when William shatner appeared on snl. You have had a serious relationship, marriage, and/or family and your a professional. You may be a lawyer, manager, engineer, or small business owner. You sale real estate or program computers. In short, you have experienced life and the frustrations that go along with doing business and pursuing a career in the real world. You have probably read business self help books such as the one minute manager or 7 habits of highly effective people and thought it was helpful but you struggled with applying it in the world outside the scenarios portrayed in the book or you had a hard time understanding how it applied to your situation. I cannot tell you how many times at one of these seminars I heard That looks great on paper but…..

That is where this blog comes in. What I have found with most business seminars and books is that they outline common business principles and methods and each one is unique in only how they package the attempt to help you visualize and understand it’s application to your situation. However, they assume you know your situation. They assume you know and understand your situation within Organization or business. They assume you can relate to the stories and principles they are trying to help you understand. Well, I can relate to the immense world of star trek and, I m an established leader. Why not help you understand how to get ahead in your profession by relating it to something we all are familiar with – Star Trek?  Hence my blog. -Engage-

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Shadow Beneath The Sun

Shadow beneath the Sun

After the defeat of the Iconian Empire* in 2440, the last of Iconia’s Milky Way allies followed them home to Andromeda Galaxy. There, they formed a terrorist group named Shadow beneath the Sun. Here is the story of four individuals wanting to escape their masters once and for all.

August 17, 2445, SBTS outpost Andromeda One

“You there, Gil! What are you doing?” Yelled Thot Trell. Gil Traleen shivered. She was very afraid of Thot Trell, her Breen commander. Rations were short, morale was low, and tension was high. Andromeda was a dangerous place for a group like SBTS, and Thot Trell didn’t like having to hide out on a measly little planet in a barren star system. They barely had a fleet to defend their new home, let alone accomplish their ultimate goal; to destroy the Federation. “I’m sc-scanning the system f-for u-usable resources, s-sir.” The commander growled. “We are the only remnants of our former races, which all were once great and powerful! Now, in our time of need, when I am trying to restore our former honor, you stutter? Are you afraid of what`s out there? Maybe I’ll throw you out the airlock so you can face your fears!” Traleen straightened up. “No, sir! I am afraid of nothing! We will restore our glory!” She was proud of herself when she saw her commander was pleased. “Now, that’s the spirit that will save our honor! Maybe some of your crewmates could learn a lesson from you, Traleen!” The room went silent as Thot Trell looked around the room. There were only a few thousand troops in total that survived their masters’ defeat, but Trell was not afraid to shoot down an officer if he thought them to be out of line. No one wanted the commander to pull out his disruptor. “Now then. I need volunteers for a special mission. We need a few officers to go off world to look for allies. As much as I hate to say it, we can’t achieve our goal without comrades.” The group looked at each other. Everyone knew it was insane to send anyone off world in a place like Andromeda. It was practically a death sentence. There were a thousand species of hostile aliens out there, and not the kind looking to help blow holes in things-the kind looking to blow holes in things themselves. But Traleen would’ve taken any chance she could get to get off that barren rock. Her hand shot up. “Ah! Good! We have one! We’ll need a few more!” She looked at her closest friend, Kudik‘Etak, an Alpha Jem’Hadar who was sucked into the True Way unwillingly. He had been dying to escape his captors ever since he was inducted into the True Way, which by this point was ten years ago. He was one of the few Jem’Hadar to have lived past 30. Traleen had also been unwillingly inducted into the True Way, and so they became close friends. Their plan was to escape together, and find refuge somewhere peaceful. That plan was disrupted when they were forced to retreat to Andromeda, but he knew this was maybe his chance. He put his hand up. Trell clapped. “Ha! Brave Jem’Hadar! I will make sure you have Ketracel White on board your ship. Now, how about we go for a Romulan, a Hirogen, a Breen, and call it a mission?” A Romulan woman put up her hand. She had been a combat medic in the Tal Shiar, but she had a heart full of courage. She was only in the Tal Shiar to protect her family. Nobody had heard her speak since their arrival in Andromeda. “Ah, a medic! That’ll be valuable, eh? Let’s just hope you won’t need her!” Thot Trell cackled. The next up was a Hirogen technician named Turin. He had been frustrated with the limited technology on Andromeda One, and also with the fact that he was almost solely responsible for keeping the station running. He was ready for a break. “Alright, Turin. Just remember, if you disappear, I will find you and make your life a living hell.” Remarked the commander. Turin nodded. “Alright. The final member of the team will be none other than my son, Latan.” Traleen scowled. Latan was the most arrogant man she had ever met. Just because he was the son of a Thot, he thought he was entitled to everything. Latan stood up and saluted his father. “The five of you are to leave today, in 3 hours. You will take the P.S. ** Salvation and explore the nearby systems. Be back within one week or I will come looking for you. Radio in once a day.” The mission crew said nothing, but each of them had their doubts about this plan. The P.S. Salvation was Thot Trell’s idea. He had forced Turin to try to bring together Cardassian, Breen, Hirogen, Romulan, and Jem’Hadar technology together to build one ship. Although it seemed to work wonderfully in simulations, with hardy shields, many powerful weapons, an energy dampening system, and stealth mode built in, everyone was worried it would fall apart in flight. It had never been tested.

3 hours later

Turin, Gil Traleen, Kudik’Etak and the Romulan medic met up in the hangar. Latan was late, so they took the opportunity to introduce themselves. They learned that the medic was named Sera and was told the Tal Shiar was a peaceful organization. They discussed their lives prior to joining SBTS, and they discussed their role in the Iconian War. They all realized that they had one thing in common: no one had come here willingly. Gil Traleen spoke up. “We’ve got rations for weeks, a Ketracel white dispenser (Ketracel White is literally the only thing a full-grown Jem’Hadar actually needs to survive), practically infinite power reserves, and an incredibly powerful ship. None of us want to be here. I say we take this chance. We escape.” “What about Latan? He’s Thot Trell’s son. There’s no way he’ll go along with this.” Remarked Sera. The room went silent, but everyone was thinking the same thing. Kudik’Etak broke the silence. “We kill him.” Sera shook her head. “I’m a medic. I took an oath to preserve life, not destroy it. I will not take part in murder.” Turin asked Kudik’Etak and Traleen to step to the side. “I can make it look like a ship malfunction. Everyone’s worried about the systems. No one will suspect anything, and Sera won’t have to take any part.” Kudik’Etak and Traleen looked at each other, and then back at Turin. “We agree.” Responded Traleen. They walked back over to Sera. “Sera, we discussed it, and we think you’re right. We won’t kill Latan. We’ll drop him off on a habitable planet with provisions and a homing beacon. Trell will rush to save his precious little boy, and we won’t have to deal with a rat on board. Nobody dies.” Sera smiled. “I can deal with that. Thank you.” Latan walked in, and they prepared to board the Salvation.

Latan had come on board and taken his post at the conn. Sera headed downstairs to her state-of-the-art Sickbay. Traleen was working at Nav. Kudik’Etak was studying their weapons systems. Turin was in engineering setting up the trap for Latan. He was going to overload the console. Sera and Latan had no idea what was coming, and Traleen and Kudik’Etak were certainly not going to let anything slip. “Conn, how goes it?” Questioned Traleen. “Nothing on short-range or long-range sensors. Wait a second….I think this console is about to overload! There’s way too much energy pumped into this thing! Latan to Engineering! Turin! Shut down my console!” Turin didn’t respond. Latan tried to jump, but his console exploded too soon. To keep up the act, Kudik’Etak called Sickbay. “Sera! Medical emergency! Bring a medical tricorder and a medkit! Site-to site-transport in 10 seconds!” Sera grabbed her things, and was beamed to the bridge. She scanned Latan immediately. “What the hell happened? He’s got third-degree burns, almost fourth!” She scanned the console. “I may not have a very good understanding of this ships’ mechanics, but this looks like…it looks like it was orchestrated.” She glared at Kudik’Etak and Traleen before tapping her combadge. “Engineering, request site-to-site transport for two-to Sickbay.” Latan and Sera disappeared into thin air.

Sera walked out of the turbolift doors and onto the bridge. She saw Turin, Kudik’Etak, and Gil Traleen gathered in a huddle, whispering. “Ahem.” They turned around and looked at her. “How’s Latan? Shouldn’t you be taking care of him?” Asked Traleen. Sera cleared her throat. “Latan is dead. He died of severe burns to his entire body. The overload was powerful enough to sizzle a Breen EV suit. That doesn’t just happen accidentally. Even a combat medic knows that.” Turin gulped. “You killed him. You lied to me. I thought we were in this together.” Tears began rolling down Sera’s cheek. “Sera, don’t blame them. This was my idea.” Turin told her. Her eyes slanted as she walked towards him. “You bastard! You PetaQ***! You are not worthy of escape! They should’ve thrown you out the airlock! They probably would’ve if you weren’t the only who could run that damned station!” Screamed Sera. Gil Traleen stepped up. “Sera, calm down. It was for everyone’s good.” “Get out of my face! You tricked me! All in this together. You’re no better than an Undine spy.” She spat in the Cardie’s face. Kudik’Etak grabbed Sera’s arm. “Don’t make me confine you to sickbay. Be reasonable. You know there’s no way we would’ve made it if Latan survived.” Sera was pouring tears now. She pulled her arm away and pulled her disruptor from her belt. She waved it back and forth at her former comrades. “Don’t make me shoot! Take me back to Andromeda One!” Kudik’Etak tackled Sera to the ground. Sera fired disruptor shots everywhere. Traleen grabbed a sedative from the medkit and injected her with it. Turin initiated a site-to-site transport and sent the unconscious medic back to Sickbay.

Sera woke up on a bed in her Sickbay. She shook off the sedative and stretched. Then she began to remember what had happened. Sera turned on the computer at her desk and hailed the bridge. “Hello, Sera. I hope you’re feeling better. I do apologize for what happened to you, but you gave us no choice.” Said Kudik’Etak. “I….understand. I still wish we could’ve found a way to do this without killing Latan….but I know now that couldn’t happen.” Traleen and Turin, who were sitting by Kudik’Etak, smiled. “We’re glad to hear that, friend.” “Now then. What’s our next move?” Asked Sera. “We’re not quite sure-”Turin tapped Traleen on the shoulder. “What’s that? Oh, Sera, we’re going to have to call you back. There’s something on the sensors.”

Back on the bridge, Turin had been observing the sensors. He had routed engineering through to the conn console so that he could keep an eye on things. He was the official ship’s Chief Engineer, Navigator, Conn Officer, and Sensors Officer. Traleen was the acting Captain. Kudik’Etak was the Weapons Officer and Tactical Officer. Sera was still the Chief Medical Officer. While Turin was observing the sensors, he noticed some large energy signatures coming from a planet. He tapped his Captain on the shoulder. “Captain, I’m getting some strange readings from that planet, there.” Turin pointed to the screen. “All stop.” Ordered Captain Traleen. Turin stopped the ship. “We’re receiving a hail. Should I answer it?” “Yes. Put it on screen.” A large, tentacled creature appeared on the screen. “Greetings, humanoids. We are the last of the great people once called Kelvans. We welcome you to our home.” Turin turned to Gil Traleen. “Captain, a man named James T. Kirk encountered this race hundreds of years ago, in 2268. They are a highly advanced race. If anyone in Andromeda could give us hope of refuge, it would be them.” Traleen nodded and turned back to the screen. “Thank you for your warm welcome. We are refugees running from a terrorist group that calls themselves Shadow beneath the Sun. We formally request asylum.” The tentacled creature paused, and tilted its head. “We accept your request. I will send coordinates for you to land your ship.” Traleen beamed. “Thank you very much.”

Turin landed the P.S. Salvation at the Kelvans’ coordinates. The planets’ people invited the four crew into their home for a great feast. After supper, they began to discuss the refugees’ situation. “None of us chose to be dragged into this war, and none of us chose to be taken to Andromeda. All we want is a safe haven where we can live out our lives peacefully. We’ve all seen so much death. Enough for 5 lifetimes.” Sera told the Kelvans. One of the hosts wiped tears from her eyes with a tentacle. “Poor child. Where did you say you were from? The Milky Way Galaxy?” Kudik’Etak looked up. “Yes. We were taken here when the Iconians retreated.” He told them. “Iconians! We have one of their strange machines here. This planet used to be a remote Iconian outpost. They left years ago, so we came to research their technology. As the last of our race, we need as much knowledge as we can get.” It said. Turin gasped. “One of their machines! A gateway?” (An Iconian Gateway is a device of immense power. It can immediately transfer objects from one place to another, somewhat like transporter beams, except much farther range; practically endless, as long as there’s a parallel gateway on the other side.) “Yes. Would you like to see it?” The four crew looked at each other. “Yes, we would love that!”

The Kelvans led Turin, Kudik’Etak, Gil Traleen and Sera downstairs to their Gateway. “This is it. We haven’t turned it on yet, for we have no reason to travel away from here. For here, on this place, we make our final stand as a race. But you….you have family and friends back in the Milky Way. You have reason to go home. When you make your decision, let us know.” The four crew nodded, and stepped aside to speak about their decision. It only took them one minute to decide. “We’re going home. And we’re taking our ship with us.” The Kelvans nodded. “If you must take your ship, we will have to shoot the Gateway into orbit. Give us time to prepare. You will leave tomorrow morning. For tonight, you may sleep here.” Told a Kelvan. “Thank you so much. We very much appreciate this.” Spoke Sera, smiling.

Auguste 24th, 2445, SBTS Outpost Andromeda One

Thot Trell approached his second-in-command, Gul Aklet. He had been the ruthless leader of the True Way in the Alpha Quadrant, and had killed hundreds with merely his bare hands. He was the only man the cruel Thot Trell trusted. “Aklet! They have been gone for a week, with no communications! I always suspected those four were unloyal! And now they’ve stolen our most advanced ship!” “Your son is likely dead, your best ship stolen, and your honour bleeding like a wounded targ! We must rush into battle and take back what is ours! Gather your troops, and I will meet you in the Underground Hangar. There lies our last hope.” Aklet told Trell.

“This is where we part ways, humanoids. We wish you the best of luck in your further lives. Now, if you would, please transport us back to our home.” “Goodbye, Kelvans. Thank you for everything.” Turin tapped a console and the Kelvans disappeared in a beam of light. Turin set course for the Gateway. As they went through it, there was a burst of blinding light. It disappeared as soon as it had appeared, and the P.S. Salvation was once again in Alpha Quadrant space. As they looked at the viewscreen, they saw a dead world-Iconia II. “Je me souviens.”**** The crew whispered in chorus. They remembered all the blood shed five years before. It was five years ago, but to them, it felt like yesterday. All their comrades, gone. The entire Hirogen race, dead. Sera got up from her chair and returned to Sickbay. “Turin, plot a course for ESD*****.” Ordered Captain Traleen. As Turin was tapping his console, the ship shook. “What the hell was that, Kudik’Etak? I thought we were safe!” Exclaimed Gil Traleen. “It’s….an Iconian warship! Thot Trell!” Turin spoke. “Captain, we’re being hailed! Routing it through!” An image of Gul Aklet and Thot Trell appeared. “You killed my son. You took my ship. You broke my trust. You do not deserve to live another day. Goodbye, PetaQs.” The P.S. Salvation came under continuous fire. “Sending out distress call. I’ll see if I can get transwarp up and get to ESD.” The U.S.S. Counterpoint, under command of Captain Omat’Etan showed up. “We’re being hailed, sir. By the Counterpoint. Routing it through.” Remarked Turin. “Who are you? You’ve got the attention of an Iconian warship. After their defeat here 5 years back, it would take a lot to get them to show their faces in Milky Way again.” Remarked Captain Omat’Etan, the Jem’Hadar captain of the U.S.S. Counterpoint. “We are refugees of the terrorist group Shadow beneath the Sun. When the Iconians left Milky Way, they took all their allies with them. The people on that ship are the leaders of that group. We stole this ship and killed our commander’s ship. We formally request Federation asylum.” Told Captain Traleen. “Well, that’s quite the story you’ve got there, Captain. We’re going to open a transwarp conduit to ESD. Follow us, and we can grant you asylum there.” The Salvation’s crew nodded and the Counterpoint opened the conduit.

“ESD control, permission to dock both ships present and acquire immediate audience with Admiral Quinn.” Omat’Etan had Commander Nerys on screen. She had been a Bajoran ensign at ESD during the Iconian War, and afterwards was promoted to Ops Command. “Permission granted, Captain. Initiate docking process.” As the two ships started docking, the Salvation crew stared at Earth, the heart of the Federation. Kudik’Etak shook thoughts from his head. He thought of how much Thot Trell would like to destroy Earth. After five years of service under his command, he almost launched torpedoes at the planet. It took all his restraint not to tap the button. “Kudik’Etak, we’ve been friends for ten years. Whatever’s on your mind, you can tell me.” He looked away. “Old friend, there are things that I may not share with even you.” Traleen nodded, and they were inside ESD.
Admiral Quinn smiled when he saw the four refugees walk into his office. “Please, please, sit down! I’m so happy to see you four! I’ve heard you’ve had a very long journey. I imagine you’re tired.” Turin, Sera, and Gil Traleen bowed and sat down. “Kudik’Etak, why don’t you sit down, too? You’re being impolite.” Said Traleen. Kudik’Etak was trembling. “You were the one responsible for killing the only people I had ever known. My Vorta leader, my First, my entire unit. I may not have agreed with their views, but other than Gil Traleen here, they were the only people I ever cared about. I didn’t give a damn about the Founders, or the True Way, or the Iconian War. All I cared about was them. You killed them in a raid. I used to be an Alpha Jem’Hadar. My unit and I lived peacefully on a planet far from Federation space. We had never attacked anyone. But you sent a secret special ops team to kill us anyways. A ‘pre-emptive strike’, I heard you call it. I was the only survivor. I was forced to get help from the True Way. You destroyed everything I loved, and now it’s time I destroy you.” Kudik’Etak pulled out his disruptor pistol and pointed it at the Admiral. Traleen stood up and pulled hers out. “Old friend, stop. If you shoot him, I’ll have to shoot you. Stand down.” Kudik’Etak pulled the trigger. “I guess this is goodbye then, Traleen. I only wish it were as easy to stop hating as it is to start.” Two disruptor shots rang out, and Quinn and Kudik’Etak lay limp on the floor. Sera walked over and scanned them with her tricorder. “They’re dead, Captain.” Traleen bent down and put her hand on her deceased friend’s chest. “You did what you had to. If only it didn’t mean your death.” Commander Nerys walked in and screamed. “Security to the Admiral’s office!” A security team rushed in and apprehended Turin, Sera, and Traleen.
Commander Nerys approached the Salvation crew’s cell. “Hello. How are you three doing today?” She asked pleasantly. “We’re doing fine, thank you. What do you need to tell us?” Replied Turin. “Three things. First, I am taking command of ESD. This is my station now. Second, the Federation Council had approved you request for asylum, despite Quinn’s death. Third, I have a personal request for you-I want you three to enlist in Starfleet.” The three of them stood up in shock. “We…we were terrorists. We helped to kill hundreds. Our comrade killed one of Starfleet’s most decorated officers. And now you want us to enlist?” Said Sera. Nerys folded her arms. “Did you ask to be a part of all that horror? You’re a medic. Turin’s a technician. Traleen is a navigator. Doesn’t sound like a trio that would cause a lot of pain purposely.” Turin looked at the new leader of ESD. “Nobody’s ever given us a second chance. Or a choice in anything. You treat us like people. I, for one, am in.” Nerys looked at Sera and Traleen expectantly. “If I can help to save lives with my skills, I’ll do it. I’m in, too.” Nerys finally looked at Traleen. The Gil sighed. “My closest friend died under my command. But because I took a risk and became a captain, I’ve made three new ones. If I can have a crack at commanding my own ship, then I might as well jump in, too.” Nerys smiled. Your first mission will be in one month. You will be taking the newly christened U.S.S. Salvation, with Traleen in command, Turin as First Officer, and Sera as the Chief Medical Officer. The rest of the crew will be filled in by other Starfleet members.” The three nodded. “Good luck. Live long and prosper.” Nerys made the ancient symbol with her hands, and so did the other three. And so begins the story of another crew.

 
*The Iconian Empire was a group of highly advanced aliens who ruled the Milky Way Galaxy 2,000 years before even the Dominion had begun. They were killed in a massive orbital bombardment of their home planet, Iconia, and most thought they were completely extinct. In 2409, they began to re-appear. Eventually, in 2349, they invaded the Milky Way once more, killing nearly everyone in the Delta Quadrant and enslaving the large majority of the Alpha, Beta, and Gamma quadrants. They gained the True Way, Tal Shiar, Breen, and Hirogen as allies. A small group of survivors, led by Captain Cyrus Lyctan, and made up of 147 ships, eventually destroyed the Iconian outpost on their new home planet, Iconia II, forcing them out of the Milky Way for (hopefully) the last time. The few of their allies left over created a terrorist group called Shadow beneath the Sun. For the whole story, see https://trekfanfiction.net/miscellaneous/joltikintokyo/back-with-a-vengeance/
**P.S. means Prototype Starship
***A Klingon swear meaning “honourless scum”
****“Je me souviens.” French for “I remember.”
*****Earth Spacedock

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Skids

1

 

Earth is the most beautiful place in the universe. My uncle had told me that every day for almost as long as I can remember. My father said anyone who’s in Starfleet always said that about earth because that’s what anyone said about coming home – even if it’s Vulcan or Romulus.

Something about my uncle has always bothered my father. My mother thinks it’s because he became a gardner instead of joining Starfleet. She always knew it bothered him, that and knowing my uncle and mother used to date. When I ask my mother why she married my father over my uncle, she always said, “He had a way about him.” I still don’t know what that means.

My uncle wanted to make Captain before he was thirty five, but he’s still in security. My aunt said he hasn’t been given a chance to prove himself for a promotion. My father said it’s because he didn’t test well enough. Everyone forgets all the engineering you have to know to be a Captain. My uncle was a good leader and he was smart, but, like my dad said, he wasn’t “that smart.”

My father has named plenty of reasons for not liking Starfleet. He said they’re heads are big because they’ve breathed that artificial air for too long. Makes them think they’re better than “skids.” I’ve only heard my uncle say it once to my father when he was really angry. They were arguing about how the Federation was handling a flood in Burma. My uncle said it was because the local officials were “unlearned.” They never left earth because they weren’t good enough to go on a starship, like my father. I know he felt bad about it afterwards. It was of the only time I’d seen my father cry.

I know my father doesn’t appreciate earth like my uncle does. Always a new story of a Vulcan or even a Klingon saying how blue it is. Sure there were other blue planets, but none were blue like earth is. That’s why Starfleet works so hard to defend it. They’re up there right now, off to some place far away. And they can’t wait until they come back. Like my uncle can’t wait to come back. My father will never understand what that means to him.

 

2

 

I don’t want to be a skid like my father. Even though he tells us to never say it, it’s true. Skids can say they love earth, but not like a Starfleet officer loves earth. Skids don’t have to worry about anything, because they have everything. And they have everything because the Federation makes sure everyone on earth is happy, even a gardner like my father.

My father said the Borg can’t see blue, but my uncle said that’s not true. He said the we’re fighting because they know how blue earth is, too. That’s why all the skids are afraid of the Starfleet officers here. They don’t come to Albuquerque because they want to. They come because they’re trying to get better after being turned.

My uncle said life is never the same once you’re turned. You might have all the things removed that made you a Borg – implants and nano probes and all that, but the memories are still there. Lives of millions of people you never knew. Dreams of those who are long dead. That’s what messes with someone who’s turned the most: your memories are no longer your own. The sound of billions of voices speaking as one. The feeling of being someone and someone else and not anyone at all. I never really understood what that meant. My uncle said you have to be assimilated to really understand. He said it’s like dying, but you’re not really dead. You only live in dreams.

No one knows if it’s really possible to recover all the way once you’re turned.  But that doesn’t mean someone who is turned shouldn’t have the chance to live normally.

My father doesn’t think so. “This is why we shouldn’t have gone into space,” he said. “Things out there beyond the craftiest ways of the devil and God.”

Whenever I ask my uncle why the skids are afraid of people who are turned, he shrugs it off. “It’s good they’re afraid. Makes them remember: everyone wants to live in paradise, even the Borg.”

 

3

 

Michael’s father is a skid like mine. Whenever I ask if he’s thinking about joining Starfleet, he points to the men who have been turned. “I’d rather be dead than live that way.” But he doesn’t know. People can be happy in space – happy as they are here. “I’m still going to join,” I said.

“It’s your funeral. Just know, if you’re ever turned, I won’t have anything to with you.”

“Why not?”

“There’s no point in living if you feel like you’re dead. You’ll be like a ghost or something, and ghosts scare me.”

“You think they’re ghosts?”

“They should have left them the way they were.”

I can’t say I entirely blame him. His father is one of the drivers for the institute where the turned recover. The ones who are out on the street are better than the ones nobody sees. They can’t go outside because they’re afraid they’re gonna hurt somebody, or themselves.

“David,” Michael said. He’s the only person I know who called his dad by his first name. It always seemed weird to me. “David always tells me they just look like men. Some act like children. Some like beasts.”

Michael is one of my best friends. He and his father have always been really nice. They’re happy like my family and everyone else on earth. But skids are always superstitious. No one talks about the devil or ghosts in Starfleet. There’s no fear in them, even for a race like the Borg. My uncle said it’s hard to let go of what you know. All that skids know is earth. It’s easy to say there’s a devil when you haven’t seen what’s beyond the sky. “What would they say if you told them the sky was an illusion?” I never really thought about it that way.

When it’s day, all we see is earth. We think the sky is blue because earth is blue. But what we’re really looking at is a mirror. We don’t see the stars, or Vulcan or the Borg. It’s easy to say there’s a devil when all you see is a reflection. “A responsible man goes beyond superstition. Drops his ghosts and devils like a child drops his toys. When you start believing in a superstition, you stop believing in truth. And that’s lying.”

Michael and my father think the Starfleet officers here are not men anymore. Maybe if they dropped their superstitions like my uncle talked about, they’d know those who are turned can live again, even if it’s not the kind of living they’re used to.

 

4

 

There’s a house on the outskirts Michael and I like to visit. It’s one of the old looking ones with glass and wood – fallen between Federation zoning. It’s hard to think that anyone could have lived in it. The floor is still covered with carpet and moss. Some of the bathrooms have mirrors in them, like the family who lived there was going to come back one day and start over.

“Are you ready to destroy some ghosts?” I said.

“How about some Borg?”

Michael throws a stone at the top, barely missing the window.

“Not bad.”

“Not bad for a skid?” Michael picked up a second stone and tossed it. The window shattered. “You ever think you have it all wrong?”

“Have what all wrong?”

“That it’s us who are the ones who are better than them.”

“I don’t think anyone is better than anybody else.”

“That’s Federation talk and you know it.”

“So what if I don’t wanna be a skid?”

“But you are a skid. You’re father’s a skid, your mother’s a skid. What makes you sure you won’t be one?”

“My uncle’s in Starfleet.”

“Have you tested?”

“I’m too young.”

“Then how do you know?”

Something in me burned. I wanted to take a phaser to that house and watch it it turn to dust. I didn’t care if the family was gonna come back. That house was there because people forgot about it. They forgot about that family. Because they couldn’t go any where else. Because they were stupid. They were nothing but a bunch of dumb skids.

I picked up the heaviest rock I could find and I threw it as hard as I could. I didn’t care if it hit the house, as long as it was flying somewhere. I heard a giant thud, cracking glass. Part of the top of the house crumbled.

Michael smirked at me and clapped his hands. “Starfleet doesn’t award throwing rocks. If you’re Klingon, on the other hand . . .”

“Stupid skids.”

“Nobody’s there. Unless you’re seeing a ghost.”

“I don’t believe in ghosts.”

 

5

 

When I went to school the next day, everything looked different. I felt like everyone knew now. They knew I wanted to join. They knew because I always said I did. I tried to talk like the officers did, do well on my tests, prepare for the future that I knew was there but was so far off I could never say for sure.

The seniors were lined up for the tests. They’ve looked up places to go in San Francisco, become familiar with its history. You feel alive there like you can never feel alive in Albuquerque. The opportunity to see other people besides terrans for once. To look at the stars and not the reflection. To see what so many others wish they could.

Two weeks from now, all these people will know whether or not they’ll become like their parents. To know nothing but the horizon. The flatness of the land. Maybe this is what my uncle was talking about when he said you’ve died but you’re not really dead. I don’t need to be assimilated to know how it feels to be a Borg. I just need to look at the sunset. I just need to look at my father.

I filed into one of the lines. I knew I was too young, but it doesn’t matter. I just wanted to know where I stood. I’ve seen what staying here does to you. It used to be you could relocate – go to Japan or India and see things you never knew. But the world was larger back then. Not everybody had what everyone else had. Some were poor, others rich. One man’s God was a stranger to another. In paradise, everyone is the same. Going to Russia is the same as going next door, and takes about the same time. You step into a transporter and close your eyes, and like a dream in waking you’re hearing another language. Any confusion is momentary, because your translator will make them talk in english anyway.

That’s what living in paradise is: peace and comfort wherever you go, even if it was once a world away.

I’m get closer to the entrance. Terrans are banned from testing before a certain age because they don’t finish the necessary schooling in time. Certain terrans are given exception, but you have to be recommended for those kinds of tests. I’ve done well on my tests, but no teacher has seen reason to give me a recommendation. “Wait until your senior year. You’ll be ready,” they say. But, until that day comes, I have to wait, not knowing. I can’t wait anymore.

The officer was tall and stiff. He’s done this before. He’s tired from looking at so many skids. His eyes never left his tablet as he went down the list. “Name?”

“James Mullard.”

“Level?”

“Senior.”

“You look young for a senior.”

“I heard I should enjoy it while it lasts.”

He didn’t like my joke. He sniffled and moved on.“Access card.”

I handed him my card. He waved it over the tablet. “Good luck.”

The hard part is over. No more lying. It’s just three hours and some questions that stand between me and Starfleet.

The hall was packed from side to side. Almost the entire senior class was there. Sons of drivers and maintenance workers who dream of seeing space. Or at least seeing San Francisco.

A tall Vulcan came in front of the crowd – the first I’d ever seen in person. He looked at us with his cold, Vulcan eyes. It’s the stare I heard my uncle talk about that only Vulcans have. Because they don’t think – but know – they’re better than humans. And for good reason.

No Vulcan has ever been denied entrance into Starfleet, even the ones people consider dumb. My uncle said they don’t know how to enjoy themselves, even half breeds, and for that he wouldn’t trade his inferior terran intellect for all the Vulcan intelligence in the quadrant. But, in that moment, I don’t care how boring life can be for a Vulcan. I just want to pass the test.

“Good morning candidates. I trust you all have prepared vigorously. Note that even the best terrans have been denied entry into Starfleet. Intelligence means nothing without hard work and due diligence. That’s what makes a Starfleet officer. If a question makes you nervous, or you are unfamiliar with its wording, move on and come back to it. You don’t get any points for partially completing your test. With that, I say, do your best. Or, as we like to say on Vulcan, ‘a thing that isn’t shall never be.’”

 

6

 

When I got to my room, I cried. It got so intense that I had trouble breathing. And I felt in that moment what my father felt that day: being inferior to someone, below somebody. That no matter how hard you try, you’ll never be as good as them.

The test was more difficult than anything I ever came across in my classes. Warp technology, calibrating force fields, even occasional questions about anatomy if you should have to save someone’s life in battle. Barely any of it made sense.

The stare that Vulcan gave us, the way that officer didn’t even look at me before I entered the hall, it’s the stare I’ve had when I’ve looked at friends, when I looked at my father. With all the studies I’ve done on how tolerant the Federation is of other races, I can’t believe it when I think about what it feels like to be a skid.

Sure, they say that everyone is equal, that everyone matters and deserves to be happy. That we do what we do for the sole benefit of others. If everyone was truly equal, there wouldn’t be any unhappiness. There wouldn’t be floods. There wouldn’t be frustration or hurt. Everyone would be allowed to go into space and serve on a starship, even if they didn’t test well. People like my father would never cry because they felt they weren’t as good as someone else. I wouldn’t be crying now.

Those who call earth paradise do so because it’s the paradise they created. Because they were smart enough to see what works for most, but not for all. It’s only paradise if you’re one of the people who can enjoy it. For the rest, even if it’s a small number of people, they have to live with Federation dogma, “the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few, or the one.”

They don’t mention that those were the dying words of a Vulcan, not a terran. If people knew, maybe they’d change their minds on what it means to live in paradise – the paradise they were forced to live in rather than chose to. The paradise the Borg want to inhabit because they see its beauty from afar, yet have never had a chance to live in it and see what it’s like.

When my mother came in, I tried to hide my tears, because I knew she’d want to talk if she saw them, and I did’t want to talk. I just wanted to cry.

“Sweetheart?” she said.

I tried to pretend she wasn’t there, but this only made it worse.

She sat on my bed. She wasn’t leaving. “Is everything all right?”

“I’m fine.”

“Tell me the truth, or I’m getting your father.”

She wouldn’t do this unless she really wanted to know. My father may be a gardner, but he was good at reading people, especially me. I know once he sat down, everything would be laid before him. I didn’t want that. “I tested.”

“For what?”

“For Starfleet.”

“You know you’re too young.”

“I wanted to know. That’s all.”

“Know what?”

“If I was going to be a . . .”

I was about to say it, but I stopped. I knew my parents hated the word skid and what it meant. And if I said it to my mom, she’d get my father for sure.

“A what?”

“It didn’t go well.”

“Have you gotten the results?”

“Not yet, but I know what they’re going to be.”

“How do you know?”

I couldn’t take it any more. I was tired of lying to her. I just wanted out. So I said it. “Because I’m stupid!  I hate it here! I hate earth and the federation! I hate that stupid Vulcan and I hate Starfleet! I hate that I’m going to be a dumb skid like you and dad!”

“James!”

I went for the door. If I stayed in that room any longer I didn’t know what was gonna happen. I couldn’t look at my house. Not my mother, and especially not my dad.

 

 

7

 

I ran. I ran until my blood was hot and my legs were falling like piles of jelly. And then I ran some more. I didn’t want to think of what was behind me or what was coming. I just wanted to fade away. I wanted to go someplace where I didn’t know anyone, and no one knew me.

To despite being in paradise, where everyone is safe and there’s no reason to hide, there’s still places you can go to get away and not be found. It’s where Michael’s father and my father used to go when they wanted to stay away from home for a while, do “adult stuff.” It was where the people who couldn’t stand paradise went when they wanted to forget where they were, or where they had to go the next morning.

Downtown Albuquerque was one of those places. It was one of the few areas in the city that still looked the same as it did long ago, like that house on the outskirts. Only everyone knew it was there. They kept it to remember history. While the rest of the city was made of Federation materials that would last many generations, this place still had faulty twenty first century materials that had to be tended to every now and then so they wouldn’t fall apart.

I wondered if there was a difference between terran history and skid history? Everyone back then stayed on earth, because they didn’t have the knowledge to go anywhere else. Does that mean everyone was a skid? Is a skid nowadays just a terran that doesn’t want to acknowledge there’s a Starfleet, or space exploration? They want to live like people lived in the old days, when Russia and India were a world away, when some had more than others. When the blue sky was enough to see a heaven and worlds beyond. When there wasn’t a Borg, or Vulcans. When there wasn’t a Federation.

No one makes eye contact downtown. Everyone’s always looking the other way. Some people looked at me. They probably weren’t used to such a young kid being around. Makes them self conscious. Makes them remember where they are.

I notice their eyes began to drift. I was no longer the center of attention, but an officer. He was in standard Starfleet uniform. Yellow shirt and low rank, like my uncle. He was very pale and very quiet. And as much as he tried to go unnoticed, every eye is on him. They knew he’s one of the ones who’s been turned. And they’re afraid.

People don’t walk by him, but are repelled, trying to get away so they get as little of what he has as possible. Some skids even believe that nano probes are contagious, and can infect you if you’re not careful. But I knew better.

He went inside and sat down at a bar, immediately clearing everyone away toward the tables and boards. He keeps his head down, trying not to look at anyone. The bartender was nervous, tending to everything he can. He scrubbed a glass, then wiped down the bar, and another glass, then wiped the bar again.

“If you give that thing another rub the varnish is gonna be gone,” said the officer.

The bartender stopped cold and looked at him. “I’m sorry.”

“Did you do something wrong?”

“I don’t know. Did I?”

“You didn’t offer me a drink.”

“Would you like one?”

“People haven’t stopped drinking at bars since I was away, did they?” He looked at one of the men who cleared out. “You.”

The man perked up, his color gone from his face. He might as well have been staring down death. “Y-yes?”

“Where did you get that drink?”

“From him.” He pointed to the bartender.

“It’s settled then.”

“What will you have?” said the bartender.

“Whatever you gave him.”

The bartender nervously poured the beer and set it by the officer, then went back to polishing glasses, trying to busy himself.

“Hey,” said the officer.

The bartender stopped.

“Don’t I need to pay you?”

“It’s on the house.”

The officer shrugged his shoulders and started to drink.

I went inside and sat at the bar, right next to him. No one believed what they were seeing. The bartender became nervous again. After seeing someone who’s turned, I don’t know how a kid can be any worse.

“You’re too young to be in here. Get out,” he said.

The officer cooly put his glass down, and looked into the mug. “He stays.”

“What?”

“I said he stays.”

The bartender didn’t say anything else. He went back to polishing his mugs, and getting the varnish off the bar as if nothing ever happened.

“Are you afraid of me?” the officer said.

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because I’m a skid. I don’t know how to be afraid.”

“Are they still using that word?”

“Yeah.”

“Some things never change.”

“How was it?”

“How was what?”

“Being a Borg.”

“Relaxing. You just sit back and do nothing. No one looks at you funny, has any expectations. Everyone accepts you for who you are.”

“My uncle said it’s like dying, but you’re not really dead.”

“Has your uncle been assimilated?”

“No, but he knows people who have.”

“Is he in Starfleet?”

“Yeah. He’s security, like you.”

“It’s funny. I’ve been on earth for two weeks and the most words I’ve said to anybody have been to a kid. The doctors are gonna love this.”

He laughed and took in more of his beer.

“Why did you join?” I asked.

“Because I wanted to fight for earth. I wanted to explore strange new worlds and new civilizations.”

“Really?”

“No. My parents made me. Said I’d grow up to be a dumb skid if I did what I wanted to do. Last time I heard that word, in fact.”

“What did you want to do?

“I wanted to live in New Zealand, be a writer. Didn’t really care too much for space. ‘Specially if I knew the Borg were waiting for me.”

“They forced you to join Starfleet?”

“You know, kid, the Federation are good people. They believe in helping others. They’d even help the Borg if there was a way. But after all the big words and all the just causes, think about this: the Borg never humiliate their drones. Never call them names. There’s no intolerance. No skids. No nothing. Everyone’s on the same level. They’re all . . .”

“Equal.”

“Yeah. Equal. Don’t you wish it could be like that for everybody?”

“I do.”

“Guess being assimilated isn’t as bad as you thought, is it?”

“What the hell does that mean?”

One of the men in the back walked up to the bar, leaning in close to the officer. He’s big, big as a tree. And mean.

The officer takes another drink from his mug. “It means I had a good vacation. But, now I’m back on earth, with all my fellow man and Federation confidants.”

“Are you saying you wish you was a Borg?”

“I’m saying we could learn a thing or two from them.”

“It’s because of sympathizers like you that we’re losing this war.”

“What would you know about it?”

“I know what the news tells me. I know you’re not fit to wear that uniform.”

“I’ll trade you. What are you? A plumber? Soda jerk? Flower shop owner?”

“I’m a mechanic, you prissy son of a bitch.”

“Well, if you’d like to explore the cosmos, live in a cramped space for months on end and wake up not knowing if you’re going to go back to sleep at the end of the day, please.” He took off his comm badge and slid it toward the man. “Take my place.”

His words traveled. Now it wasn’t one man who was at the bar, but four.

He sized them up, then looked over at me. “What do you think, kid? Four skids against a well trained, slightly injured Starfleet defector?”

“I don’t like it. They might kill you.”

“If they do, they’ll be doing me a favor. I never had the life I wanted. All I have are dreams of other people. Happier people who were never in Starfleet. If I die, maybe I can take my pick and choose which one’s the best.”

“Is that what you want?”

“It’s all I’ve ever wanted.” He snatches his comm badge and tosses it to me. “You should leave before this gets ugly.”

The tree man looks at me. “You better listen to him, kid.”

I hop off the stool, and look at the officer’s face. For the first time, I see him smile. “Nobody’s better than anyone else, kid. They just think they are. I learned that from the Borg.”

As I walked into the evening, I could hear the officer’s words carrying out the bar. He had no fear. He may not admit to it, but he was a Starfleet officer.  “So, boys. Ready to boldly go where no man has gone before?”

“Hold still . . .”

 

8

 

When I got back home, my father was waiting for me. He said nothing, just stared. On any other day I would be scared or mad. Seeing my father, the gardner, the skid I never wanted to be, he was transformed. He wasn’t a gardner, or a skid, but a man.

“I heard about what you said.”

As much as I was happy to see him, I knew I was going to get it – every bit and more. My father is a calm man, but when he gets angry, he’s much different. He’s no longer welcoming. He talks like a mountain, and you feel so small. I prepared for the worst.

He looked into my eyes. “I know you didn’t mean it. I was frustrated when I tested.”

“You tested for Starfleet?”

“Everyone does. I wanted to get out of here. Drop the place like an old rag and never look back.”

“What happened?”

“I realized I was going to be the same man in Starfleet as I was as a civilian. So I became a gardner. And I met your mother, and one thing led to another. And here I am.”           “So you could have joined Starfleet, but you didn’t?”

“I’ll never know, I guess. Suppose I could have been a great Captain, or even a great security officer like your uncle.”

“Do you regret it?”

He looked at me, as if the words were already there, waiting to be said. “I don’t need to explore the galaxy to find what I love. I have you and your mother. That’s all I need.”

I can’t explain what came over me. Before I knew it, I was hugging him with all my strength. I hadn’t felt that good in a while. All the hate, the bitterness, hating myself and everyone else went away. I let go.

“What was that for?”

“I just want you to be happy.”

“I want you to be happy, too, even if you’re in Starfleet. Just make sure your head doesn’t get too big, or you’ll end up like your uncle.”

“Or a dumb . . .” I stopped myself. I hoped he wouldn’t find out. After all that, I didn’t want to mess it up by using the word he hated most. But you can’t fool my father.

He looked at me and smiled. “Skid?”

“Sorry.”

“I forgive you.”

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Prophet Margins

Prophet Margins

R. Eric Searle

As most days on the Promenade go, things were busy, but not busy enough to require louder conversation while having lunch. Garak had started to appreciate Gagh, a popular Klingon dish, not because he found the wriggling worms and grubs appetizing, but because he could slice through each worm and watch it wriggle in its death throes. Julian was less sadistic towards his Gagh. He had gotten over his initial revulsion of the dish by envisioning himself enjoying a pasta dish at a Parisian cafe.

“So I was reading Captain Sisko’s declassified report on his first encounter with the Wormhole aliens,” said Garak.

“Wait,” interrupted Julian. “You can’t have read Captain Sisko’s declassified report. It won’t be declassified for another 45 years!”

Garak arched his eyebrows and smiled at Julian, as he often did when the good doctor exhibited skepticism during the Cardassian tailor’s stories. Julian winced. “Oh Garak, you didn’t…”

“Who says I did? At whatever accusation you were about to level at me. Anyway, the part I found most interesting was that the Wormhole aliens…”

“Prophets,” interrupted Julian again. He normally minded his manners better, but Garak could be so infuriatingly smug, he deserved to have the wind taken from his sails every once in a while.

“…was that the Wormhole aliens couldn’t understand his use of time-related terms,” continued Garak. “Simple words, such as ‘tomorrow,’ ‘later,’ and ‘present.’ This leads me to believe that they have no concept of time, and this is why their so-called prophecies and visions are so difficult to understand. From their point of view, future, present and past events occur simultaneously.”

“That’s an interesting way of looking at it,” said Julian. “Virtually all religions misinterpret communications from their gods and the results can be fractious.”

“I don’t recall that being a problem with Cardassian gods,” said Garak. “But to a species as advanced as the so-called Prophets, such miscommunications must be as equally vexing to them. Why then did they endear themselves to the good captain and the world of Bajor? What’s in it for them, dealing with these primitive beings chattering at them from the trees?”

“Gods find fulfillment from the adulation and love of their worshipers,” replied Julian.

“Perhaps,” said Garark, as he studied the intestines of a worm he dissected. “Let me ask you something, doctor. You’ve examined new alien life forms, often from the moment of their inception. How did that make you feel?”

“Excited, of course,” said Julian. “Intrigued, and determined to unlock the mysteries of their origins.”

“Much like a god, when the words of a worshiper’s prayers find his ears for the first time perhaps?” said Garak. “The god then turns his attention to the nascent worshiper. He does some tricks to impress the neophyte, perhaps throws a bolt of lightning or sets a bush on fire. Much like when a scientist introduces stimuli to a culture of bacteria, to observe the creature’s reactions, am I right?”

“Are you saying I have a god complex?” Julian smiled slightly and batted his eyelashes, knowing he would probably regret baiting Garak.

“My point is that these Prophets are perhaps scientists themselves,” said Garak, ignoring Julian’s trap. “They’ve just discovered these creatures that think there’s a mysterious concept called ‘time’ governing their lives. The Prophets choose a few of these creatures and attempt to communicate with them, but find their efforts to be unsuccessful. Have you ever managed to say ‘hello’ to your bacteria, doctor?”

“Of course not,” said Julian. “The bacteria lack the means to understand human speech.”

“Therein lies the Prophets’ problem,” said Garak. “The Bajor bacteria lack the means to understand their gods, so they have to be trained to properly do so.”

“You marvel at the chance to refer to the Bajorans as ‘bacteria’ without appearing imperialist, don’t you?” remarked Julian as he took a sip of Raktajino.

“All right, how about I compare them to lab rats instead? In a strictly scientific context, of course,” said Garak. “As I understand it, medical students practice the basics of neural stimulation by training rats to navigate a maze. At first, the rat is confused, scared, and out of its element. It is perhaps reluctant to seek a way out of its predicament because the paths lead to dead ends or uncertain fate.

“Eventually, the scientist decides he has to intervene. He guides the rat by placing morsels of food on the correct path. When the rat finally navigates the maze successfully, the scientist records the results, rewards the rat with more cheese, then reintroduces the rat to the maze again to see if it remembers the correct way out. Eventually, the rat learns the entire route correctly. Thus, the scientist has effectively trained the rat, even though the two had no proper means to communicate with each other. Perhaps that’s why these Prophets bedevil their emissaries and veddics with cryptic clues and riddles, in an attempt to guide them through their own mazes.”

“That’s a very cynical view of the relationship between gods and their worshipers,” said Julian. “Surely the gods must find the adulation of their worshipers comforting on some level. Much like the way a parent feels joy when their newborn baby smiles at them.”

“Prove me wrong, then,” said Garak, placing his fork evenly beside his plate and bending forward. “Look closely at that plate of Gagh in front of you. See how the worms wriggle and flop in a futile effort to make sense of this strange environment in which they now find themselves. They no longer know the comfort of soil and sod. They find themselves helpless, writhing on a cold plate, not a speck of dirt in sight. They lie exposed and completely at the mercy of higher powers. They see their comrades disappearing several at a time, impaled upon your fork, lifted into the air and then crushed, mangled and swallowed, removed from existence, purely to satisfy your appetite for invertebrates.

“Now, let’s say that instead of eating them, you have a change of heart. You decide you want their love, their adulation and worship. How do you go about doing so?”

Julian thought for a moment, said “Hm,” and took out his medical satchel. He removed an instrument and punched a few buttons in its user interface. “Let me see…if I were to configure the neural stimulator differently, program its wavelength into the pattern of an Archimedian Helix—more commonly known as a spiral—and then set its amplitude just so…” He then picked up the dish cover that came with the Gagh and used it to conceal the plate from Garak’s eyes as he passed the neural stimulator over the worms.

Garak could see a slight glowing from under the lid and hear the trademark Federation sine wave sound. Federation applications always played that sound for some reason. The sound served no purpose, Garak thought. Why would you want your enemy to hear you scanning them?

Julian then lifted up the cover, and revealed that the Gagh worms had rearranged themselves end-to-end in the shape of a spiral. Julian pumped his fists in the air and proclaimed, “Behold the Great Bashir, the god of Gagh!”

“Very impressive, doctor,” said Garak as he lightly applauded. “Which one is your emissary?”

* * *

“Daboooooo!”

Quark hurriedly paced by the table where Julian and Garak were dining, muttering “Third time at Leeta’s table! I’m going to dock her pay the amount of the next Dabo jackpot if she doesn’t shape up!”

“So to continue our conversation from yesterday,” said Garak, “I’ve come up with a few more theories on the nature of our neighbors, the Wormhole aliens…”

“Oh dear,” said Julian as he wiped his mouth delicately. “Here we go again.”

“Forgive me doctor,” said Garak with a not-so-slight degree of contempt. “I would have thought an accomplished practitioner of medicine such as yourself would find the subject fascinating.”

“My apologies,” said Julian. “Please, carry on.”

“These are immensely powerful beings, capable of making entire Dominion fleets vanish into thin air, yet they do little to help the people who worship them, aside from some cryptic visions and vague prophecies. I don’t recall them assailing the Cardassians with storms of lightning or plagues of locusts during the occupation. What kind of gods are these to ignore the sufferings of their worshipers?”

“Perhaps they realize that to do so would inhibit the Bajorans from developing into a stronger species, capable of protecting themselves, and not having to rely on their gods,” said Julian. “The Prophets chose to give them free will rather than oppress them. You saw how the Bajorans reacted to Cardassian rule, despite the Cardassians’ claims that they were protecting them.”

“With all due respect doctor, you need to start thinking more like a god and less like a do-gooder Federation propagandist if you wish to participate in this discussion,” replied Garak tartly. “My theory is that the Wormhole aliens have no ability to act outside their so-called Celestial Temple.”

“How so?” said Julian. He realized Garak was being serious this time, and not trying to enmesh him with his usual web of lies. “As you said, they’re immensely powerful beings, capable of anything.”

“First let me lay a foundation of space-time conceptualization,” said Garak. “We mere mortals conceive of both space and time as infinite. Yet we ourselves are confined to tiny packets of time. We age and die as time changes. Space however, does not change. It may be infinite, but it retains virtually the same size and place throughout eternity.

“When we look at the stars in the sky, we see them not as they exist now, but as they existed years ago,” continued Garak. “Individually, we cannot reach some of these stars in our lifetime, despite advances in warp drive and the rare occurrence of stable wormholes. We can only observe them in their past states. Perhaps the Wormhole aliens face a similar dilemma when interacting with time, except time does not deteriorate them. Space does. Moving through space slowly destroys them as time does to us.”

“It would explain why they rarely leave the confines of the Wormhole,” said Julian.

“Exactly,” said Garak. “These are timeless beings, not knowing the ravages and deterioration of age. To them, all events occur simultaneously, yet are beyond their reach. To deal with an event they know can be harmful to their worshipers, they would have to physically move through space, and such action could destroy them. Thus they have to resort to communicating with their supplicants by releasing these vision-bequeathing Orbs.”

“I think I’m beginning to see your point,” said Julian. “Why, if you don’t mind my asking, are you so interested in the Prophets all of the sudden? Are you thinking of converting?”

“No, my reasons have nothing to do with spiritual matters,” said Garak. “You see, one of the few benefits to languishing in exile to this vole-infested hellhole is that on occasion, I get to meet some of the most powerful beings in the universe. The first time I met a changeling, aside from Odo, was when I encountered one in the guise of a Romulan Tal Shiar. The first time he laid eyes me, he said I was an accomplished liar.”

“He may have meant that as a compliment,” said Julian, smiling slightly.

“Perhaps,” said Garak. “But when I meet any Prophets for the first time, I don’t want them to reach the same conclusion.”

* * *

“Ramufta and Vulcan Mocha, extra cream,” said Julian, standing in front of the Federation lounge food replicator. “An interesting combination,” said Garak from behind him. “Do the two vile tastes perhaps cancel each other out?”

“They’re perfect for midday stimulation,” replied Julian. “Ramufta is an excellent source of protein and vitamins, and Vulcan Mocha invigorates neural activity. Gives me my second wind.”

Both men found a table and sat opposite one another. “Since your mental acuity gets so aroused with this particular menu,” said Garak, “let’s continue our discussion on the Prophets.”

Julian took a sip of his mocha. He said “Remember the good old days when you tantalized me with tales of interrogation and torture?”

“I’ve accessed Bajor’s public archives,” said Garak, ignoring Julian’s barb. “I’ve watched several of their worship services. Each service had a similar structure. The veddic would ring a few chimes, light some candles, then drone on about the will of the Prophets, making vague references to prophecy and scripture. The congregation would then meditate and sit quietly for at least another hour. I found the whole experience excrutiatingly dull.” A Bajoran security guard sitting behind Garak turned and looked at him sharply.

Julian leaned forward and spoke in a hushed tone of voice, hoping Garak would take the hint and do the same. “The Bajorans obviously feel this method works for them. What did you expect?”

“More hellfire and brimstone, for one thing,” said Garak at the same volume he used before. “The veddic made no attempt to frighten them with promises of eternal torment and everlasting punishment in the afterlife if they stuck to their sinful ways. What’s the point of using religion to control the masses if they aren’t going to give them a good scare?”

“You’d have to ask Major Kira about that,” replied Julian diplomatically. He was not a religious man himself, but he knew better than to criticize anyone’s choice of spiritual fulfillment.

“I would expect to find the good Major to be considerably less cordial than the gentleman who’s currently staring daggers at my back,” said Garak. The security guard bristled, then turned his attention back to his lunch. He decided he would have to pass by Garak’s boutique more often and find a few more safety violations.

“I was hoping the sermons would address the Prophets’ numerous vagaries,” continued Garak, “but the veddics would only assure the congregation that the Prophets had plans for them all. Perhaps that’s true, but I suspect the Prophets have a flaw in their Divine Plan, which would never occur to them.” Julian felt as if he were back in a Starfleet Academy lecture hall again, as Garak spoke as if he were orating behind a dais.

“Because of their timeless nature,” said Garak, “all events occur to them simultaneously, even though they happen thousands of years apart by our reckoning. For example, the Prophet may see a major earthquake rocking one of Bajor’s continents, and look for someone to warn. All of us so-called linear beings probably look alike to them, so they pick one at random, such as a lonely batos herder tending to his flock. They inundate his feeble mind with images of earthquakes and terrible disasters, and he thinks he’s going mad. He then reconciles that the Prophets have spoken to him, and warns his fellows of the impending doom. In actuality however, the earthquake won’t be around for thousands of years. Or, it has already happened, while Bajor was lumbering through its formative period. And, because their level of speech and writing was still developing in the primitive stages, their description of the vision is vague and ambiguous to us reading their prophecies in the present day.”

“Very intriguing theory,” said Julian. “But it’s based on unproven assumptions that the Prophets thrive in a timeless environment. Their temporal state may not be as cut-and-dry as you think. In addition, their visions can be multilayered, designed to guide the recipient towards the accomplishments of many goals, not just to avoid impending disaster. Captain Sisko has certainly found that out first hand.”

Garak bent forward slightly, clasped his hands in front of his doublet and steepled his fingers, and smiled slyly at Julian. “I suppose the only way to find out is to ask the Prophets directly.”

Julian leaned back and wiped his mouth with his napkin. “I’m sure you don’t mean through prayer.”

* * *

Dr. Bashir checked the data console in the Rio Grande dashboard. All systems had finished running their diagnostic checks, and the fuel and power indicators showed they were fully charged. Dr. Zapata had told him she was running late, but to go ahead and get the runabout ready for departure. Despite the far distance from Starfleet Headquarters to Deep Space Nine, she assured him she wouldn’t need any rest and would be ready to go once her transport arrived.

He heard footsteps behind him. He turned, ready to greet Dr. Zapata with his boyish smile, but the excitement sapped from his face when he saw Garak instead, taking the seat next to him. “Hello, doctor,” said Garak amiably. “Are we ready to depart?”

“Garak!” shouted Julian. “What are you doing here?”

“Coming with you, of course,” said Garak nonchalantly, as he handed Julian a mug. “Vulcan Mocha, extra cream. Logical choice, don’t you think?”

Julian lowered his voice to a harsh whisper. “Garak, you have to leave! I’m going on a field test in the Wormhole with Dr. Zapata! She’ll be here any minute!”

Garak pulled a hand console out of his shoulder bag. He punched a few buttons, and a dark-skinned human woman with black hair tied back in a bun appeared. “Hello, Julian. I’m running late,” she said. “Our transport ran into some turbulence in the Upper Megallanic Cloud and the pilot took a different route. He tells me we’ll be about 30 minutes late. Please have your runabout ready when I arrive. I don’t want to delay this any further. Thank you, Julian.”

“What in the name of…” sputtered Julian.

“It’s called Project Doppleganger,” said Garak. “It stores everything the subject has written in reports, journals, articles, and so on, and accesses all their spoken words stored as voice messages. It then forms a core personality based on those samples, which can be further tweaked when appropriate. For example, I can program this holographic image’s mood to pleading…”

The image of Dr. Zapata spoke. This time, instead of appearing professional, the image had a worried expression on her face and beckoned with her hands. “Please Julian, this experiment is the culmination of years of research! If the Wormhole is self-sustaining, it could be the environment we need to regenerate cancer cells, mend nerve injuries, relieve paralysis. The possibilities are endless!”

“Anger,” said Garak as he swiped his finger across the hand console screen. Dr. Zapata’s brow now furrowed and she showed her teeth. “No, we will not delay this excursion any further! I’ve risked too much and worked too hard to call this off because of a flight delay!”

“Enough,” barked Julian. The image of Dr. Zapata disappeared.

“The Obsidian Order used it to great effect to flush out hidden operatives,” said Garak. “Loved ones, begging for their spouses, children, what have you, to come out of hiding, enticing the fugitives to risk just one little transmission that we could detect and trace back to their bolt-holes…”

“I should have you arrested for trespassing and fraud,” hissed Julian. He brought his right hand up, flattened and ready to tap his communicator.

“You could at that,” said Garak. “Just as I could let slip during interrogation that you asked me to falsify this excursion. I most probably won’t be believed, but Odo does investigate these matters thoroughly, and he is most proficient at grilling suspects. He was trained by Cardassian Intelligence, after all. I suspect you’d rather not bother the good Constable, especially when he’s in a bad mood.”

Julian sighed and lowered his right hand. “What do you want, Garak?”

“Why, to assist you in your mission, of course,” said Garak. “It would be a shame to abandon such a worthwhile endeavor because of a mere scheduling mishap. Besides, I don’t see where you’ll be testing Cardassian tissue.” Garak was looking at Julian’s manifest pad, which Julian just now noticed was missing. “A slight oversight, I’m sure,” continued Garak. “One of which I will be more than happy to rectify.” He handed Julian’s pad back to him, along with a tissue sample in a vial.

“And if we just happen to encounter any Prophets along the way?” said Julian. “Is there something you want to ask them?”

“Oh, I’m not going to ask them anything,” replied Garak. “I want to tell them they’re doing it wrong.”

* * *

The Rio Grande slowly drifted through the roiling miasma of the Wormhole’s plasmoid space. Julian had configured the automatic pilot to veer away from objects approaching its hull. He was currently in the rear compartment, equipping more probes with cell samples. The few he sent out so far had showed no change in state, but he didn’t want to call off the project until all samples had been used.

Garak stayed up front staring at the viewscreen. Tendrils of cosmic dust in the distance warped and bent like fractal patterns. There were no stars that he could see, just columns and fields of space matter undulating and writhing. He could be witnessing the formation of universes, he thought, or it could be the changing nature of Wormhole space, as he theorized. Of the Prophets however, there were no signs.

He was patient. During one of his past interrogations, he stared at his prisoner unblinking for hours until the man confessed. He willed the Prophets to display some kind of weakness, some kind of flaw that he could pounce upon and exploit. Suddenly, the lights went out and he found himself in total darkness.

He turned and saw someone in a black robe, face concealed under an overlapping hood. The apparition glowed with a blue hue. It then raised its arms and spoke in a deep, echoing voice. “Garaaaaak,” it intoned. “The owls are not what they seeeeeeem.

Another apparition in a black robe appeared, raised its arms, and said in an echoing voice, “There is a man in a smiling baaaaag!” A third one appeared and said, “Without chemicals, he points. He points, Garaaaaak!

Garak stood up and walked past the apparitions to the aft compartment. He turned on the lights and saw Julian huddled in the corner, speaking into the Project Doppleganger console. “Very amusing, doctor,” said Garak. “Did you think I wouldn’t recognize the Ominous Hooded Inquisitor avatar? It is a factory default, after all.”

Juliaan looked back at Garak, his eyes widened. “Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain,” he said into the console mike. Garak simply walked up to Julian, gently removed the console from his hands, and shut it off. The apparitions disappeared.

“This is infuriating,” muttered Garak. “We’ve been here for hours. Why won’t the Prophets speak to us?”

“Perhaps we don’t figure into their Divine Plan,” said Julian. “They’ve already chosen Captain Sisko as their emissary, so they must have filled their quota.”

“Oh please,” said Garak. “Quark and the Grand Nagus contacted them, and those two Ferenghi gnomes have no more divine significance than the slug colas they drink.” He turned to walk back to the runabout forequarters, when he heard Julian say “The batos herder wishes a vision” in an otherwordly voice. Garak looked down at the Project Doppleganger console he was carrying. Julian certainly wasn’t using it. He slowly turned back around. “Doctor?” he said meekly.

Instead of seeing the aft compartment, Garak found himself in a Cardassian city block. The streets were covered in wrecked masonry and debris. He could smell burnt oil and charred flesh. Warning sirens screamed as searchlights from above scanned the street. Dark indistinct figures ran and darted from the lights. He could hear explosions and firearms in the distance, and then saw the dead body of his former housekeeper Mila laying at his feet. He thought he heard Kira’s voice beckoning him to follow her. He turned and saw the front of the runabout before him.

Garak gasped and braced himself on a chair. He had broken out in a cold sweat and his heart pounded like it would burst through his chest. He felt Julian’s hand on his shoulder. “Garak,” said the doctor. “What happened? You went pale and started breathing rapidly.”

Garak took deep breaths and blinked his eyes several times. Had he seen the future? Why was Cardassia in ruins? Why was he there with Kira?

“It would seem,” he said between breaths, “that the Prophets have a rather warped sense of humor.”

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Son of Jetrel

Son of Jetrel

Talaxian Colony Rinax II, April 17 2459, Alpha Quadrant

The comm system in Neelix’s office booted up. “Ambassador Neelix, we’re being hailed by Starfleet. It’s the U.S.S. Counterpoint. Should I route it through to you?” Neelix was a Talaxian whom Admiral Janeway, or at the time, Captain Kathryn Janeway, met in the Delta Quadrant when she was stranded there for 7 years. He joined her crew and was on Voyager for 6 and a half years, before he left. He was then appointed the official Federation Ambassador to the Delta Quadrant. Later, during the Iconian War*, he was one of the last Talaxians alive. He was captaining one of the 8 convoys Cyrus Lyctan found when he ventured into the Delta Quadrant.* After the war, he started up the Talaxian colony Rinax II on a remote moon in Federation space. “Greetings, old friend. This is Admiral Kathryn Janeway. I know I haven’t been around to see you very often, but I hope you understand I’m busy. I’m so excited to see you again, and I only wish it could be under better circumstances. Please beam aboard to my ready room.” Neelix has mixed feelings about the message. On the one hand, he was ecstatic to see his old friend. On the other, he was very worried about what could be so important that the Federation flagship, the Counterpoint, along with one of the most decorated admirals in Starfleet, would be visiting his tiny colony. He tapped his combadge. “Engineering, lower the shields and beam me over to the Counterpoint.”

The room Neelix beamed into was filled with many of his old friends: Admiral Kathryn Janeway, Admiral Ubaday Ulax,* Captain Omat’Etan,* Admiral Cyrus Lyctan,* Admiral Takkerra Lyctan,* Admiral Zris Elzerov,* Captain Tuvok, Commander B’Ellanna Torres, Commander Tom Paris, Captain Harry Kim, Captain Chakotay, and The Doctor. Neelix smiled, seeing so many old friends in one room, but stopped when he saw the grave looks on their faces. “Neelix, sit down. We have something we need to discuss.” Ordered Admiral Janeway. He nodded and found a chair. “We have some terrible reports from the Federation outposts in the Delta Quadrant. Masses of organic matter, covering kilometres, being beamed aboard ships and stations and either murdering or forcing the entire crew to escape. These masses are made up of organic matter from multiple dead organisms and suffocating them like a wave of molasses. One ensign on a ship that was taken by these…things….reported that he recognized a faint energy reading from a species he had met years ago in the Delta Quadrant. He was one of Voyager’s crew members. Before he could identify it, he was killed by a console explosion.” Chakotay told Neelix. Neelix gulped. “An-and what-what would you like me to do?” He stuttered. Neelix was scared. Omat’Etan spoke up. “All of us in this room are to go on a tactical recon mission. We’re going to find out whom and/or what is doing this, how and why.” Next was Cyrus. “We will be taking the following ships with us: the U.S.S. Counterpoint, the U.S.S. Takei,* the U.S.S. Hawking,* the U.S.S. Astrea,* the U.S.S Valencia,* the U.S.S. Prill,* the U.S.S. Zirconian,* the U.S.S. Voyager, as well as your personal vessel, the Baxial, and all 8 Talaxian convoys that survived the Iconian War.* The Baxial and the Valencia will, however, be docked aboard the Counterpoint unless they are required for away missions or combat. This makes a total fleet of 17 Federation vessels. This should offer you a little more comfort.” “This is a secret mission, and only the people in this room and the highest of Starfleet officers know. We will be running a skeleton crew on every ship. On the large ships, we will have one captain, one first officer, and two experienced officers in every department. This will amount to about 20 crew on every ship. On the Baxial and the Valencia, we will only have two officers. So, in total, we will need approximately 300 people on this mission.” Reported Takkerra. “Every ship will be equipped with the finest technology and crew. We will be absolutely prepared for any circumstance. I’ve even designed a shield-sharing system, so all the ships will pool their shield power together and create one collective shield.” assured B’Ellanna. Neelix tilted his head, side to side, thinking about the mission. Admiral Janeway stood. “Our fleet will rendezvous at DSOmega, a secret deep space station on the border of the Delta Quadrant and the Alpha Quadrant, tomorrow at 1200 hours sharp.” Everyone stood, saluted and walked to wherever they needed to go. Neelix beamed back to the colony, but this time to the hangar.

“Well, my sweet, it looks like we’ll be heading out again. We’ll make it through, I promise.” Neelix rubbed the Baxial’s hull soothingly, as though it could truly understand what he was telling it. He started up the systems on all the convoys, and ordered the Talaxians on the mission to report to the hangar. When they arrived, he started a speech. “Friends, we have fought many hardships in our lifetimes. I remember when Rinax was still a beautiful place, inhabited by friendly people. Now it’s a dead moon in a dead system, in a dead quadrant.”* The room went silent. “But there have been reports of a spark of life in our old quadrant. Maybe hope that we can one day rebuild our society. For now, we must trust Starfleet with our lives. They have never failed us before.” The group cheered. They saluted, and boarded their respective ships. “Here we go again.” The old Talaxian sighed, and suddenly realized how old he had gotten. The death of Rinax was well over 90 years ago. If it wasn’t for the Federation’s medical technology, he would almost definitely be dead by now. Most Talaxians didn’t live past 80. He shook this thought off and boarded the Baxial.

Neelix arrived at DSOmega right on time. A cheerful Talaxian voice booted up. “Mr. Neelix, we’re being hailed.” “Thank you, Computer. Put it on the main viewscreen.” An image of Janeway on the bridge of Voyager showed on the viewscreen. Nostalgia overcame Neelix. He hadn’t been on that bridge in 81 years. “Good to see us both back in command of our ships, eh, Mr. Neelix?” He smiled back. “Yes, Captain. Shall we head out?” “I can’t see why not. All of our ships are here, and in prime condition. Let’s go!” The ships headed out to their first destination, a Federation outpost near the edge of the Delta Quadrant, and prepared to beam aboard.

**Neelix next found himself inside the station, surrounded by strange goo, corpses, and the smell of death-all in all, a depressing and disturbing place. Janeway spoke up again. “Everyone, scan for life signs. If there are any survivors, we need to get to them as soon as possible.” They all pulled out their tricorders and began to scan. Neelix gasped, seeing a faint blip on his screen. “Captain, there’s one over this way!” They ran to try and find the fading life form under all the debris. There had clearly been a battle here. The station hadn’t gone without a fight. They heard moaning, and followed it as it grew louder. Eventually, they found a Vulcan male, trapped under console shrapnel. They lifted it up off of him, and suddenly realized who he was, or who he had been-Ensign Vorik, one of the few Vulcan crew members on board Voyager during their 7 years in the delta Quadrant. “Captain…we fought back, as hard as we could….but the enemy was simply too strong for us. That thing beamed onto our station and began to expand and trap everyone in its grasp. Eventually, we managed to kill it, but by that point, the station was already too badly damaged to repair. A few managed to escape, but most of us were left here to die. At least now, I can die in peace, knowing that my old friends will avenge my death.” “Vorik! Don’t let go-“yelled B’Ellanna. But before she could finish her sentence, Janeway stopped her. “This is what he would want. He knew that he couldn’t be saved, B’Ellanna.” “I know this was one of your oldest friends, but we must put him aside and continue our search. Let us go.” remarked Cyrus. They continued their search for hours, but all they could find were more corpses and goo. Until they came to the Transporter Room. “Zris, check the logs.” Ordered Ubaday. “Aye, sir.” Zris was about to reach for the console, which had miraculously survived, but B’Ellanna grabbed his hand. “You listen here, PetaQ. I’m the senior engineer here. When there’s work to be done, I’m the chief. You’ll be my assistant. Janeway gasped. “I think you might be mistaking the words “senior” and “senile”, Torres.” Remarked Zris, condescendingly. B’Ellanna was about to punch him in the face when Janeway and Cyrus stepped in the middle. “Listen here, you two. You both have unique experiences in engineering. B’Ellanna, you were stranded in a remote quadrant for seven years, and still managed to keep your ship in tip-top shape. And Zris, you single-handedly killed one hundred Iconian troops in the midst of a battle simply using a few tricks.*** You two will have to learn to pool your unique gifts and co-operate, at least for this mission.” The two veteran engineers scowled, nodded and began work on the transporter logs.

Back in the briefing room aboard the Counterpoint, B’ellanna and Zris stood up to report their findings.
“We discovered an energy signature of the ship that transported the mass over to the outpost. B’Ellanna thought it looked familiar, but she couldn’t find it in the Alpha, Beta or Gamma Quadrant sections of the Federation database.” Reported Zris. “So, I decided to cross-reference it with the Delta Quadrant database aboard Voyager. I found a match-Haakonian.” Neelix’s face crinkled up when he heard that name. They were the people who had killed the people of Rinax, the moon of his homeworld, which he had lived on up until he was a young adult. They had then taken control of his home world, Talax, and all of its colonies. “For those of you who have not had the….pleasure….of meeting a Haakonian, they are some of the most ruthless, violent people I have ever met. I pray that they are not still alive.” growled Neelix. The Zirconian Fleet’s* senior staff gulped, and Voyager’s senior staff lowered their heads. Ubaday turned to Janeway, as she was the leader of this mission. “What will be our next move, Admiral?” “I have a hunch. Have all your ships lay in a course for Haakonia.” ordered Kathryn.

“Here we are. Hail the planet.” Ordered Janeway. “But, Captain….there are no lifesigns on that planet.” Replied Harry Kim. “Just do it, Mr. Kim. Trust my instinct.” “Alright. Wait…there’s a response! I thought everyone in the Delta Quadrant was killed during the war! Should I route it through?” “Yes, Mr. Kim.” The main viewscreen booted up, and a Haakonian in a dark room showed his face. “Greetings, Admiral Kathryn Janeway of the Federation starship Voyager. What a fancy title that is. Oh, and I see you took the liberty of bringing some friends with you. Well, I don’t really have many options here, do I? So, what is it you’d like to discuss?” offered the Haakonian. “No offense intended, but how the hell are you people even alive? 20 years ago, an enemy of ours called the Iconians came through this quadrant and destroyed nearly all life.” “Well, you did say nearly, didn’t you? We hid in underground bunkers, deep under the crusts of our empire’s worlds, impenetrable to sensors. We took the best of our technology and the most intelligent of our people and hid here and on other planets and waited the fight out. When you defeated the Iconians, we celebrated and are now rebuilding our society from the ground up-quite literally.” Kathryn paused for a moment. “Fascinating. Now, to business. You remember tales of the starship Voyager from your childhood, correct? Those tales were true. That ship was stranded in this quadrant 80 years ago. I was the captain of that ship, and that is the very vessel on which I stand.” Kathryn told the Haakonian proudly. “Really? How intriguing. You must be a very old woman, then, Admiral.” Janeway frowned. Janeway began to retaliate. “That was rather rude, don’t you think? Well, it doesn’t matter. Anyways, we met your race many years ago. We registered your species’ energy signature in this ship’s database. And we met a man who was responsible for the Metreon Cascade. **** He wanted to try to revive his victims, but ended up creating non-sentient masses or organic matter instead. Keeping up?” She looked at the man on the screen. He nodded to her. “A little while after the Iconian War, the Federation started to expand territory into the Delta Quadrant. A Spacedock here, a colony there. But a few months ago, we started to get disturbing reports from our people. Their installments were being overrun by giant masses of organic matter, similar to those that Jetrel ended up creating when he failed to revive his victims. You wouldn’t know anything about that, would you?” The Haakonian bit his lip. She could tell he was hiding something. “No, of course not. We’ll contact you if we find something.” “Thank you, sir.”

Jetrel the 2nd turned around to speak to his comrades. “They know that they’re behind this. What they don’t know is how weak we are. If they find that out, we most certainly will not win this quadrant back.”

Janeway was pacing in the ready room, frustrated, surrounded by the senior staff of the mission. “Calm down, Kathryn. It’s unhealthy to obsess.” The Doctor ordered. “How can I be calm at a time like this, Doctor? They are very clearly hiding something. I believe that they are using Jetrel’s technology to weaponize dead organic matter. If they continue, this may become a serious issue. We’ve already lost many lives. I’d prefer not to lose any more.” “What do you suggest, Kathryn? We can’t exactly kill them all. That’s completely against our beliefs. We’d be no better than them.” stated Tuvok. “Alright. Let’s regroup at the nearest dead system and think this over.” “Aye, captain. I’ll contact the other ships and lay in a course.”

The senior staff of the mission was seated in the Counterpoint’s ready room. “We know all the facts now. All we need to do is figure out how to proceed from here on.” The ship shook. Everyone stood. Ubaday tapped her combadge. “Ubaday to bridge. What the hell is going on out there? I thought everyone in this quadrant was supposed to be dead or decimated!” A conn officer responded. “Evidently not, captain. There are 4 Haakonian ships out there. Wait a second…they’ve ceased fire. They’re hailing us. I’ll beam you all up to the bridge.”

“Ah, good to see you with all your friends, Kathryn. So, are you ready to give up? If not, we will destroy you.” “Like hell you will! Conn, drop the hail! Everyone, back to your ships! Neelix, I’m going to need you out there on the Baxial. Cyrus, we’re going to need you to distribute your weapons collection in case of boarding parties. I’ll head back to Voyager.” Everyone followed Janeway’s orders, and the battle began.

Transphasic torpedoes were fired, every shuttle and small craft docked on the ships launched. 2 Haakonian ships were destroyed, but not before they beamed organic matter onto 2 of the convoys and the Valencia. They were overrun, and only half of those officers on board those ships were able to transport to the Counterpoint. Eventually, the Haakonians retreated, and the fleet had time to lick their wounds.

“Now, it’s clear to me what’s going on. The Haakonians have always been a species used to power. They couldn’t stand losing their empire, and they saw Jetrel’s work as their last chance at ruling the galaxy. But we stood in their way. We were a threat that needed to be destroyed. The way I see it, our last chance is to take out Haakonia as a threat, before this gets too serious.” Cyrus stood. “How exactly do you plan on accomplishing that, Kathryn? These people don’t seem to understand anything but dictatorship and violence.” The Doctor, to everyone’s surprise, stood to join the discussion. “I have a strategy. I watched the captain use it a few times back when we were stranded here. Here’s my plan.” Everyone huddled in to listen.

The fleet approached the planet. “Hail them, Mr. Kim.” The Haakonians responded immediately. “Come to finish us off, Admiral? I hope you realize we won’t go down without a fight.” Sneered Jetrel II. “You’re a disgrace to your father, Jetrel. He made a massive mistake that killed many, but he sacrificed his life to try and make up for it. You use his work, the work meant to bring back those he killed, to bring about more pain and suffering. You have no idea how much I would enjoy killing your pathetic little colony here and now. But unfortunately, that is against my standards, and you don’t deserve the satisfaction of forcing me to break my values. So I’m going to offer you a proposition. We will give your planets the technology for interplanetary travel, and enough supplies to build yourselves a new society, as well as defense systems. But all of your offensive equipment will be destroyed, and we will be doing a monthly patrol of the sector in which your…..empire….is located. We will offer you assistance when needed, but we will always keep an eye on you. Will you agree to our terms? Keep in mind your only other option is to be destroyed, here and now.” Jetrel sighed. “Fine, Admiral. I’m not happy, and I don’t like you or your people, but I don’t have a choice. “He took a pained look to his face. “We agree…to your terms. “ The bridge crew cheered. “Plot a course home, Mr. Paris. I’ll start working on my report.”

And so, Haakonia and its empire were kept under constant watch. They were brought supplies, and they began to rebuild their empire. The Delta Quadrant started to reveal a few other races that had hidden in bunkers under their planets’ crusts and the Federation contacted them and became allies. The lives of the people who were killed by Haakonian forces were honoured by all and things began to be peaceful again in the Milky Way Galaxy.
*In the year 2439, an ancient race called the Iconians, who were thought to be extinct up until 2409, finally made a comeback. They came back to the Milky Way Galaxy after 2,000 years with more powerful technology than any of the races there had ever seen, and travelled through the Delta Quadrant, killing nearly everyone there. When they got to the Alpha Quadrant, they stretched their influence throughout the Beta, Gamma, and Alpha quadrants and colonized 60% of the three quadrants. Eventually, a force led by Cyrus Lyctan, his crew, and the few races left over after the initial shock created an alliance. They then travelled to the Delta Quadrant, and found 8 Talaxian convoys, the only remnants of Talaxian society, and a certain amount of Borg. The “New Federation”, as the alliance was called, took a final stand at the Iconians’ new base, Iconia II, and killed the forces on the planet, driving the rest of them out of the Milky Way Galaxy once more. The Iconians took with them a new terrorist group dubbed “Shadow Beneath the Sun”, the last few True Way, Tal Shiar, Breen, and Hirogen left after having joined the Iconian Empire’s forces during the war.
For more details, see story “Back with a Vengeance” @ trekfanfiction.net/misecellaneous/joltikintokyo/back-with-a-vengeance
**Normally, flag officers like Admiral Janeway and diplomats like Ambassador Neelix would not be called upon for dangerous away missions like this one, but with the facts that they were the ones with the experience in the Delta Quadrant and that the fleet was running such a small crew, they had no choice but to venture out into unknown circumstances.
***During the battle at Iconia II, Iconian troops beamed through the New Federation fleet’s ships’ shields like they weren’t there. One hundred beamed onto Zris’ Andorian prototype ship, the U.S.S. Prill, and he tortured and killed them one by one, using whatever ideas he could come up with while simultaneously defending his ship from planetary fire and bombarding the planet with whatever firepower he could come up with.
****The event responsible for killing the people of Rinax. It was designed by a Haakonian man named Jetrel. It was a massive cloud of Metreon particles to be spread from a large warship. It covered the atmosphere, turning Rinax from the most pleasant planet in the system to a freezing-cold world of death. Anyone who didn’t die from freezing to death died from metreon poisoning.

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USS Oregon: Finding a Ring

Chapter 1:

“Admiral, there is a Captain Joshua Jackson here for you,” the receptionist keyed off her comm unit. “He’ll be with you in a minute, sir.”

“The name is Josh,” Captain Jackson glared a little at the Tamarian receptionist and sat down.

Three minutes later, the receptionist motioned to Jackson, saying, “The admiral will see you now.”

“Welcome to Starbase 123 Captain Jackson,” Admiral Timothy Richards greeted the much younger man.

“Thanks,” Josh nodded, appraising his counterpart for a moment. His gray hair indicated the man’s advancing age. His face was worn and creased with wrinkles, telling less of his age and more of his years of toil and stress defending the Federation. Even still, his back was ramrod straight.

“Thanks ‘sir’,” Richards corrected.

“Excuse me?” Josh looked quizzical for a moment.

“The appropriate response is ‘thanks, sir’,” Richards repeated.

“I wouldn’t count on that happening,” Josh smirked. “Not my style.”

“It is mine,” the admiral gestured to his collar. “So I suggest you get used to it.”

“We’ll see,” Josh subtly challenged. “I was told that you wanted to see me.”

“It is customary for a subordinate officer to check in with his commanding officer upon arriving at a new post,” Richards explained dryly, “especially when he’s nearly a day late.”

“So that’s what this is about,” Josh’s face lit up. “I believe I sent you a report explaining our situation to you six hours ago.”

“You did,” the admiral admitted, “after you had already taken off like some cowboy to deal with these smugglers. You should have informed me immediately and then waited for orders.”

“Seriously?” Josh raised an eyebrow. “This was a time sensitive situation. Had we not acted, we would’ve had a smuggling ring supplying vital equipment to the Romulans, who will invade us within a year, and a hunch something was amiss based on circumstantial evidence. I did what I needed to do.”

“What about Ambassador A’ral’s circumstances?” Richards demanded. “You’re orders, I believe, were to conduct the ambassador here with ‘all possible expediency.’”

“They were,” Josh conceded. “But the ambassador consented to our detour, as pointed out in my report. Besides, only twelve hours were lost.”

“What if the dispute the ambassador needed to resolve was on the brink of civil war? What if you needed to get medical supplies to a planet suffering from Rigillian Fever?” Richards fired off.

“But I wasn’t,” Josh calmly countered.

“The point is—”

“The point is,” Josh cut off the astonished admiral, “that I was confronted with a decision to make: chase after a group of traitors or get the ambassador here on time. Based on the situation, more was to be gained from pursuing the smugglers than getting that A’ral here, so I went after them. That is my job.”

For a moment, the two men locked eyes. Richards’ fiery brown eyes finally caved under Josh’s icy blue eyes.

“I don’t like you captain,” Richards finally spoke breaking the silence. “You’re smart, ruthless, and have little respect for command. You’re a maverick with no regard for protocol in command of an awesome weapon. That makes you a threat to the Federation.”

“You don’t have to like me,” Josh coldly pointed out. “But we will have to work together.”

“Can we?” Richards wondered aloud. “Can I work with someone I can’t trust to follow orders?”

“You can work with someone you can trust to always do what he believes is right,” Josh summed up. “That person is me and my crew.”

“Starfleet tells me that I have no choice in the matter,” Tim sighed.

“Do you have orders for me?” Josh asked after a minute’s silence.

“As a matter of fact I do,” Richards nodded. “Since you reported the smugglers, the intelligence people here tell me that those smugglers are part of a much larger smuggling ring. Your job is to hunt them down and break them apart.”

“Just me?” Josh wondered aloud. “Anyone going to help?”

“I don’t have any ships to spare,” Richards shrugged.

“Come on,” Josh growled, “they call this the Isolated Region for a reason. There are a dozen of the mostly unexplored sectors in the entire Federation. There are literally a million places that they could be hiding. A needle in a haystack would be easier. Surely you have a ship or two to spare.”

“They don’t give me much to work with out here in the boondocks,” Richards retorted.

“So you’ll give me nothing?” Josh cocked an eyebrow.

“I keep hearing about how you’re such a genius,” Richards challenged, “time for you to prove it.”

“I suppose I’d best get right to it,” Josh stood up to leave.

“I haven’t dismissed you yet,” the admiral held Josh up.

“Is there something more then?” Josh asked.

“Well, no—,”

“Then I have work to do,” Josh turned on his heel and walked out, leaving a highly irritated admiral in his wake.

“So how are we going to find these bastards?” Saehir queried as he strode by.

“Were you listening in on my conversation with the admiral?” Josh wheeled about to face her.

“Of course,” she replied. “Wouldn’t you?”

“Privacy is something that means absolutely nothing to you, does it?” Josh raised an eyebrow.

“Not really a big Romulan value,” Saehir shrugged. “Knowing what is going, on the other hand, is a core Romulan value. So how are we going to find them?”

“Don’t you have somewhere to be? Like enjoying a little R and R?” Josh glared at his short officer as he started to make his way into the corridor. “I’m guessing we’re not going to get a chance for any for quite some time.”

“You haven’t a clue, do you?” she smirked.

“Not a foggiest,” Josh kept walking.

“Shall I call a staff meeting then?” she trotted after him.

“Immediately,” Josh curtly replied.

***********

“You’ve got to be joking,” Jon snorted after Josh outlined the parameters of the mission.

“Wish I was,” Josh sighed, “but here it is.”

“And it’s just us?” Ras queried. “No help?”

“No help,” Saehir confirmed. “What? I heard the meeting.”

“So the question is how to find them,” Josh slumped into his chair. “And, despite my reputation as a genius, I’m fresh out of ideas on how to scour 14 mostly uncharted sectors for a smuggling ring that I’m certain does not want to be found. Ideas people?”

An awkward silence reigned over the conference room.

“How about we join them?” Jon suggested catching Josh’s eye.

“What do you mean by that?” Ras asked.

“He means implanting a spy,” Saehir clarified.

“A spy?” Rio.

“Kind of what Terrik did with me,” Saehir analogized.

“My basic thinking is that they have to recruit people to their operation,” Jon explained. “We have one of our crew get ‘recruited’ into their operation. He or she could then feed us information on where they are getting supplied from, their shipping routes, and give us an idea on how big their operation is.”

“And ideally lead us to the head of this operation,” Josh added.

“Ideally,” Jon agreed.

“Of course this would take a lot of time,” Josh noted. “That’s a lot of information to be gathered.”

“Versus searching sector by sector?” Saehir pointed out.

“Point taken,” Josh admitted. “Who we going to send?”

Again, an awkward silence reigned over the conference room. Saehir felt her stomach tighten, sure she was going to be chosen, again. Her last spy job hadn’t exactly gone well.

To her surprise, Ras spoke up. “I’ll go,” he said.

“You?” Jon cocked an eyebrow. “Why?”

“I’m the logical choice,” he shrugged. “I’m just out of the Academy, so I’m a relative nobody. I have a record of not getting along well with authority, I’m Andorian, plus I’m a damned good pilot. Me ditching Starfleet makes sense and I’m exactly the kind of person these smuggler/fringe types want.”

“Alrighty then,” Josh nodded. “Ras, you’re our way in. Of course, we have to find their recruiting office.”

“I doubt they have a local branch office on the station,” Saehir sardonically noted.

“Pessimism not helping,” Rio retorted. “Besides, they actually might. Starbases are major centers of trade and get a lot of traffic. Plus, recruiting here would be right under Starfleet’s nose.”

“Hiding in plain sight,” Josh concurred. “At this point, it’s irrelevant. We have to find out where they could be picking up new employees and explore those options.”

“I might be able to help with that, captain,” Ax volunteered from his chair. “As you most of you know, my homeworld is at the edge of the Isolated Region. A lot of my people work as hired muscle for the fringe element out here. I have some contacts that might be able to sniff around and find out where these smugglers are coming from or where they might stop off.”

“Okay then,” Josh wrapped up. “Saehir I want you to help Ax track down the Anslem. Ras and Rio, prepare an exit strategy for Ras so that his defection is believable. Hop to it people.”

“What about you two?” Saehir wondered.

“Feel like a game?” Josh asked his brother.

“Sounds good,” Jon agreed. “Well, don’t just stand there. Get to work.”

“RHIP,” Ras snorted.

“Huh?” Saehir cocked an eyebrow.

“Rank Has Its Privileges,” Ras explained as he exited the conference room.

*************

“Sure he can handle this?” Jon stroked a fadeaway over Josh.

“As well as any of us,” Josh grabbed the ball and trotted to the top of the key. “Better in fact. We’re too well known. Ax is too necessary. Rio’s too OCD. And can you imagine Kirsten as a spy on the fringe?”

“What about Saehir?” Jon bit on Josh’s cross-over. A moment later, Josh slammed it home.

“Too traumatized,” Josh explained. “You know what she went through on the T’rel.”

“Gives her experience,” Jon pointed out, checking the ball. “She knows how to handle herself on her own. Her Romulan suspicion gives her an edge too; I get the sense that Ras is far too cavalier to be trusted with this. He’s young and naïve.”

“Young yes; naïve no,” Josh corrected. “What do you know about Ras?”

“Not a whole lot,” Jon admitted as he tried to fake-out Josh. “I know he grew up on Andoria, but not much about his family.”

“He doesn’t have any,” Josh swiped the ball away and returned it to the top of the key. “He’s an orphan who had to grow up on Andoria. Earth was hard enough, but can you imagine trying to grow up alone on Andoria?”

“True point,” Jon slide in front of his brother, “I hear a lot of organized crime still runs through there.”

“It does,” Josh confirmed, having to settle for a long two that rattled off the rim. “In fact, Ras was working as a pickpocket for a local syndicate, which was part of the Orion Syndicate when he was arrested.”

“What happened?” Jon pulled a quick spin that gave him an open lane to the hoop.

“As first officer, you should really read the crews files,” Josh chided after Jon threw down a rim-rattling dunk. “He got put into the Imperial Guard School. It gave him something resembling a family. From there, he joined Starfleet and is now here. The point is that he’s not Mark; he knows the world he’ll be entering and know how to move through it.”

“Just hope he doesn’t like it too much,” Jon muttered.

“I doubt he will,” Josh chuckled as he buried a step-back three.

“I still think that Saehir would make a better choice,” Jon grabbed the ball.

“And I am not going to put her in that position,” Josh adamantly put his foot down.

“But she’s been there before,” Jon countered. “She’ll know what to do.”

“Putting her in the position again would be really bad for her psychologically,” Josh returned. “She’s been left out to dry before; she shouldn’t have to go through that again.”

“Are you protecting her?” a sly smile began to form at the corners of Jon’s face. “Since when does the great Joshua Jackson put people’s personal feelings and well-being over the mission? Could it be that he actually cares for this woman?”

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Josh snapped. “On the contrary, I detest her. But throwing her out as a spy again would be psychologically too much for her. She’d freeze up and either get herself killed or disappear entirely. In any event, because of how traumatic her previous tenure as a spy was, she wouldn’t be very effective.”

“I suppose you have a point,” Jon spun around for a fadeaway jumper. “I believe that’s game.”

“Rematch?” Josh offered.

“No,” Jon shook his head. “I got to get ready for date night. Taking Kirsten to meadows of Antarus VI for a romantic picnic.”

“Go have fun,” Josh grabbed a towel and smiled at his brother.

“I intend to,” Jon smiled slyly. “You know, you really need to get a girlfriend.”

“Yeah, no,” Josh shook his head. “I’ve got a life to live, a Federation to protect.”

“We can survive without you,” Jon reminded.

“Somehow, I doubt that,” Josh snorted.

Jon threw a towel at him.

*************

Chapter 2

“Remember, Mex’atlic is Fringe,” Ax reminded Saehir as they entered a bar in Atari on Tessen III. “He’s a bit jumpy when people in uniform are concerned. I think he’s got two outstanding warrants from two separate worlds, so go easy with him.”

“I’ll try, though ‘easy’ has never been my style,” Saehir sighed.

The Royadainian was easy to spot. He was a head and shoulders above the other patrons, in addition to being the only lizard in the room. Making their way through the crowded and smoky room, Ax and Saehir sat down on either side of “Mex.”

“Hey Mex, it’s been a while, hasn’t it?” Ax spoke, alerting the slightly inebriated Royadainian to their presence.

“AX!” the large lizard boomed, embracing his friend. “It has been a long time. Say, how about buying a fellow a drink for old time’s sake?”

“Sounds good,” Ax motioned to the barkeeper, a Lurian, for another round.

“So tell me, what are you doing here?” Mex queried.

“We were told that you had information regarding the Anslem,” Saehir cut in, making Mex aware of her presence.

“Who is your lovely companion?” Mex thoroughly looked Saehir up and down. “With women like this, I might be persuaded to join Starfleet.”

“This is Lieutenant Saehir Aelhih, our chief tactical officer on the Oregon,” Ax introduced them. “And Saehir, this is Mex’atlic, a friend of mine from long ago.”

“Long ago indeed,” Mex nodded. “We started our careers together on the pirate ship Iridan’s Pride, before this one sold out and joined Starfleet.”

“And stay on that bucket of bolts?” Ax shot back. “No thanks. How long did the Pride survive without me to hold it together?”

“Six months,” laughed Mex. “You were the best damn engineer I’ve ever seen.”

“Listen, we’re on time-budget here,” Saehir cut in to the reminiscing. “Do you have any info on the Anslem or not?”

“Direct and to the point,” Mex was amused. “I always like that about the Vulcans.”

Ax dropped his gaze and prepared for the lecture Mex was sure to receive.

“Romulan, moron,” Saehir snarled, “I’m not an emotionless, stuck-up, prick. Just because I don’t have the ridges doesn’t make me a Vulcan, jackass,” she lectured. “Even an uneducated pirate like yourself should know that much. Now tell us about the Anslem.”

“My apologies,” Mex raised his hands. “May I ask what a Romulan is doing in Starfleet?”

“No you may not,” Saehir began to move her hand to her phaser. “One more thing about Romulans: we aren’t as patient as Vulcans. The Anslem?”

“Okay, okay,” Mex told Ax. “She’s a firecracker.”

“Mex, you said you had info about the Anslem,” Ax more calmly told his friend. “Do you or not?”

“The Anslem? Yeah, I’ve heard of it,” Mex finally caved to their badgering. “It’s a freelance freighter, or at least it was. They came through here about six weeks ago. I even set them up with some of my security people.”

“You mean thugs,” Saehir acerbically corrected.

“Do you want info or not?” Mex demanded. “Now where was I? Oh yes, they hired a security squad to help with their shipment. Haven’t heard from them in over a week. It’s like they dropped off the face of the galaxy.”

“What were they shipping?” Saehir queried.

“Dunno,” Mex shrugged. “All I know is that it was super-secret, whatever it was. They paid top latinum for my best team and they made sure that my guys knew not to snoop around their cargo hold.”

“Was it something illegal?” Saehir continued to press.

“Hey, I told you, I don’t know what it was,” Mex threw up his hands defensively.

“Oh please, you’re telling me you didn’t have one of your guys sneak a peek?” Saehir had a hard time believing his sincerity.

“I gave them my word,” the Royadainain’s scales briefly flashed black. “I always keep my word.”

“Do you think that what they were carrying might have been illegal?” Ax asked gently, trying to soothe things over.

“Perhaps, yeah,” Mex admitted. “They were smugglers, alright. I knew they were smugglers and I still contracted with them, so arrest me.”

“We don’t care about you,” Saehir snorted. “You said they were freelance until recently. What changed?”

“Not sure,” Mex shrugged. “About eight months ago, one of the Anslem crewers sat next to me whining about how someone big was moving in on their turf. A week later, he lamented that they had been bought out.”

“Who bought them out?” Saehir wanted to know.

“Not sure,” Mex shrugged again. “Someone called the Twin Goddesses. It seems like everyone’s working for them now. They’re the biggest smuggling operation in the Isolated Region. Never met them myself. Don’t want to either. From what I’ve seen, they’re a nasty bunch.”

“How so?” Ax cocked his head.

“They offered the Shanty a job and they refused,” Mex lowered his voice to whisper, “The Goddesses’ blew the freighter all the way to hell. No one has said ‘no’ since.”

“How might one find them?” Saehir asked.

“Why would you want to know that?” Mex regarded the Starfleet officers curiously. “That is dangerous information.”

“We’ll take our chances,” Saehir locked her green eyes on Mex’s.

“You don’t,” Mex laughed harshly. “They find you. And you don’t try to find them.”

“Why not?” Ax queried.

“You’re not the first Starfleet officers coming around here looking for the Twin Goddesses,” Mex informed them. “The admiral in charge at Starbase 117 had some issues with smugglers coming through his jurisdiction and sent a couple security officers to investigate.”

“What happened to them?” Ax had a sinking feeling in his stomach that he already knew the answer.

“They were shot by one of the Goddesses’ men right there,” Mex gestured to the door through which they had entered. “Vaporized.”

“If we can’t find them, can you at least tell us where we can find one of their ships?” Saehir sighed. This was not looking good.

“Sure, yeah,” Mex looked slyly at them. “What’s in it for me?”

“You’ve already confessed to working with known smugglers,” Saehir pointed out. “We can conveniently forget that.”

“You think that’s enough for me to sell out the biggest smuggling operation in the Region? You surely jest,” Mex sneered.

“You have an arrest warrant on Amargosa,” Ax reminded his friend. “Consider that gone.”

“The other one and you have a deal,” Mex counter-offered.

“You know that Starfleet has no authority over Royadain,” Ax shook his head. “This is the best offer we can give.”

“I suppose I’ll take it then,” Mex sighed. “Okay, the Redmond, an Antares-class freighter, while stop by Sarona VIII in a week for a couple of days to rest and refuel.”

“Anything else?” Ax had to make sure.

“That’s all I know, I swear,” Mex innocently raised his hands.

“It doesn’t matter; that’s plenty,” Saehir shrugged. “Let’s go.”

“Amargosa?” Mex reminded.

“It never happened,” Ax assured as he and Saehir headed to the door.

“Wait,” Mex called to them as they reached the door. He was pointing a disruptor pistol at them.

“Mex, what are you doing?” Ax asked his friend.

“I’m sorry my friend,” Mex looked genuinely upset. “But I can’t afford to lose my contract with the Goddesses.”

“So you do know them,” Saehir snarled.

“No, I’ve never met them,” Mex defended himself. “They’ve contacted me through an agent of theirs. They’ve hired me to provide security for their shipments. It’s the kind of contract that I can retire on; maybe even buy my way back to Royadain.”

“It was you that killed the Starfleet officers,” Saehir put together.

“Yeah, that was me,” Mex admitted. “They pay me very well for security.”

“You don’t want to do this,” Ax pleaded. “I know you; you’re not a killer.”

“You knew me,” Mex corrected. “Now please step away from the door; we don’t want to make a mess. I’m sorry, my friend.”

“Me too,” Ax sighed and stepped aside. Mex raised his disruptor and Ax closed his eyes. A moment later, he heard the familiar psow of an energy weapon firing.

It took the big Royadainian a few seconds to realize that he was still there. Opening his eyes, he saw a smoldering burn mark where Mex had been standing and the rest of the patrons staring wide-eyed at them. Looking to his left, he saw Saehir with her phaser trained at the spot where Mex had been standing and a murderous glint in her eyes.

Holstering her phaser, Saehir turned to leave. “Get over it, pussy,” she snapped at Ax who was staring slack-jawed at her.

***********

“Ah, Josh, it’s been awhile,” Admiral Ad’rashi Andax, an Andorian, greeted Captain Jackson over the comm. “How may I be of service to you?”

“A few weeks ago, you set up an investigation looking into a smuggling ring near your base, correct?” Josh queried.

“Sort of,” the blue man nodded. “Though to be fair, I wouldn’t call it a smuggling ‘ring’ per se. I was just having some trouble with an influx of contraband slipping through customs; nothing major. I sent a couple of my security officers to investigate, but I haven’t heard from them in a couple of months.”

“You won’t,” Josh informed. “They’re dead.”

“How do you know?”

“My chief tactical officer shot the man who killed them,” Josh coldly answered.

“Good,” the Andorian snorted. “Those were good men. Are you sure they were killed?”

“According to my officer, several witnesses testified to the event,” Josh told the admiral.

“Where was it?”

“Tessen III,” Josh provided, “at a local bar called the Plasma Wave. Apparently they were shot in back, in plain sight of everyone.”

“You’re joking,” Andax snapped. “They wouldn’t dare.”

“These ones did,” Josh sighed. “This ring is much bigger than you supposed.”

“I guess, if they can kill Starfleet officers in front of a crowd and get away with it,” Andax agreed.

“Nearly killed mine too, before Saehir shot the man responsible,” Josh explained.

“Saehir? That’s the Romulan, right?” Andax queried.

“Yeah, that’s the Romulan,” Josh rubbed the bridge of his nose. Did everyone know about her? he wondered. “Your officers were investigating a smuggling ring that was going around your station, right?”

“Yeah, the Twin Goddesses I believe is what their syndicate is called,” Andax informed.

“Your men find anything else out before they were killed?” Josh asked. “It seems this ring is a bit more significant than you thought.”

“Oh?” Andax raised a white eyebrow. “How do you mean?”

“A week ago, we busted one of their ships smuggling tetryon compositors to the Romulans,” Josh filled in.

“Romulans?” the Andorian’s was astonished. “What’s a tetryon compositor?”

“It’s a key component of their cloaking device, at least according to Saehir,” Josh answered. “There’s a whole bunch of technobabble that I only half understand. If you want more info, ask Ax. Saehir knows what it is, but is just as lost as to how it works as I am.”

“I see,” Andax nodded.

“Information admiral, if you don’t mind?” Josh requested again. Andax knew him well enough that when Josh started using formal titles, he was either annoyed by someone or trying to annoy someone. Andax gathered from his tone that it was the former.

“Right,” Andax agreed. “Well, to be honest, it wasn’t much. We thought it was just a local smuggling ring around this sector. A couple of small freighters would come through here every three weeks like clockwork with the same cargo; Tarellian Wine I think. These two seemed to be part of a convoy. Anyway, soon enough, I had a couple of birds-of-prey banging down my door, demanding to know why the Federation was supplying weapons to rebels on Valt.”

“Let me guess,” Josh surmised. “Those freighters were supplying Federation weapons to the rebels.”

“Yeah,” Andax nodded. “First, I had to convince the Klingons we weren’t giving weapons to anyone. They weren’t easy to convince, as they were legitimate Federation military-grade phaser rifles, but we have enough of a track record that they believed me. Anyway, it was a few days later that we discovered their little secret by happy accident. Some of the officers on my station were caught with Romulan Ale. When they were pressed to know where they got it, they revealed the two freighters. So when investigated it and found the phaser rifles. Needless to say the Klingons were pleased.”

“What made you investigate?” Josh pressed.

“We had the crews in a holding cell waiting for trial,” Andax told him. “We woke up the next day, and they were all dead. Someone had managed to bypass security and sucked all the air out of their cells. It wasn’t pretty.”

“I can imagine,” Josh wrinkled his forehead. “That’s what tipped you off that this bigger than a couple of smugglers teaming up?”

“Yeah,” Andax confirmed. “We were already trying to figure out where they were getting their phasers from as it was. This sudden execution made us step up our efforts, but little came of it. We found out their name and that they were a crime syndicate that was setting up in the Isolated Region. What we found out was that they smuggled weapons, worked in ‘enforcement’, and probably moved slaves too, but that’s all. After my officers disappeared, we basically dropped the investigation. We don’t know how big they are or where they’re based.”

“I guess it’s up to us then,” Josh sighed. This was essentially useless.

“Josh, one last thing,” Andax said. “Tell that Romulan of yours thank you for me.”

“Will do,” Josh promised. “By the way, what happened to that Romulan Ale?”

“Oh, it found a good home,” the admiral smiled slyly.

***************

“You sure this is going to work?” Rio scowled at Ras as they worked over his plan.

“No, but you’re not coming up with better ideas,” Ras countered.

“I’m not good at this stuff,” she groused. “Now if you need something scanned and analyzed…”

“We know where to connect me with one of the Goddesses freighters,” Ras ignored her comment. “That’s not a problem. The problem is making my defection look legit.”

“I know, I know,” the Bajoran rolled her eyes. “That’s where I come in. I’m getting those forged records uploaded into the main Starfleet database. You’re going to look like one of the most despicable ensigns ever.”

“Well I am rather rascally, aren’t I?” he flashed her a scoundrel’s grin.

“Wipe that smirk off your face,” Rio scolded. “This is serious. If they don’t bite, you could be killed.”

“I know,” the Andorian’s face tightened. “But if I wanted to stay safe, I wouldn’t have joined Starfleet.”

“But this is ridiculous!” Rio protested. “It seems like every time I turn around, one of you is being sent off on a suicide mission!”

“You know, it’s not very encouraging to be told that my mission is suicidal,” Ras deadpanned.

“First Josh takes Mark off into Romulan space and Mark dies,” she went on, ignoring Ras comment, “and now he sends you off to meet these ‘Twin Goddesses.’ It seems like every mission we get gets one of us killed.”

“HEY!” Ras snapped at her. “I’m not dead yet.”

“Ensign,” Rio warned, gesturing to the pips on her collar.

“I don’t give a damn about your rank,” Ras yelled at her. “You don’t think I don’t know the risks? You don’t think what happened to Mark hasn’t been playing through my head? I grew up working for a branch of the Orion Syndicate. I know what these people do to traitors. I don’t need you reminding me constantly about how I’ll be fried, chopped up, and decompressed. What I do need is you helping me form a plan that keeps that from happening.”

Rio took a step back, her mouth open. “I’m, I’m sorry Ras,” she stammered an apology. “It’s hard for me to see my friends go off on these dangerous missions. I guess I didn’t think of how it’d make you feel.”

“Obviously,” Ras snarled quietly. “Now can we get back to work?”

“Uh, yeah, sure,” Rio nodded as they turned their attention back to trying to figure out their problem.

“Look, Ras,” she put her hand on his shoulder, “everything will be fine.”

With a slight glare, he looked at her and commented, “I’m not the one who needs convincing.”

After another hour of silent wrestling, Ras finally stood up. “This is it,” he half sighed, half snarled.

“What is?” Rio looked up.

“Our original plan,” he responded. “Look, we’ve been at this for three days and haven’t come up with anything better. Another hour isn’t going to bring a revelation. We are running out of time. This is the best we’ve got.”

“Josh or Jon probably have better ideas,” Rio noted sourly.

“Probably, but they won’t share them with us,” Ras sighed. “Come on, let’s got tell the captain our proposal.”

“Right behind you,” Rio grimaced as she headed for the door.

************

“Where the hell is Ras?” Saehir snapped impatiently from her station at tactical.

“Oh he’s probably running late, again,” Jon groaned. “Fourth time this week.”

It was a lie; Ras had been his barely punctual self all week. The bridge officers all knew that, but the rouse was maintained for the sake of the non-bridge personnel milling about at the various stations.

After waiting another ten minutes, Jon asked the computer to locate his wayward helm officer. After all, the Delta shift officer was tired and wanted to go home.

“Ensign Shras th’Zarath is on Deck 8, Beta section,” the computer responded cheerily.

“What in blazes is he doing there?” Jon grumbled, know exactly what Ras was doing, namely his job. “Bridge to Ensign Shras th’Zarath,” he tapped his combadge. “Ensign, what are you doing?”

No response.

“Ensign, please respond,” Jon’s voice was taking on a deadly evenness that the crew had come to fear from both brothers.

Again, no reply.

“Strange,” he muttered. “Rio, is there anything wrong with our comm system?”

“Scanning,” she replied. “No sir, comm system is functioning normally. He should be able to hear you.”

“Commander Jackson to Ensign Shras th’Zarath,” Jon repeated icily. “I know you can hear me Ras. So what the hell are you doing?”

“I can’t take Starfleet anymore,” an exasperated voice finally responded. “I’m do with you all.” There was a thump and then a crunch as Ras’ heel struck the combadge dead.

“Saehir,” Jon sighed.

“Already on it,” the Romulan held up her hand. “I have a security team on its way. Should we bring Josh in?”

“Probably,” Jon gritted his teeth, “though he’s not going to like it.”

“Lieutenant Aelhih to Captain Jackson,” Saehir tapped her own combadge, grinning wickedly, “there’s a situation that needs your attention.”

“What, now?” a voice grumbled back.

“Yes, now,” Saehir affirmed.

“Give me a moment,” Josh replied before emerging from his ready room. “What’s going on? I was reading a very good book.”

“Ras is refusing to report for duty,” Jon filled in. “And he babbled on about not being able to stand Starfleet anymore.”

“What the hell?” Josh grumped. “Captain Jackson to—”

“Forget it Josh,” Saehir interrupted. “He smashed his combadge.”

“Of course he did,” Josh rolled his eyes. “I knew teaching him that trick was a bad idea. Where is he now?”

“Deck 8,” Rio replied, “Beta section.”

“Dammit,” Josh snarled under his breath. “Security?”

“A deck away,” Saehir responded.

“They’ll never make it,” he growled.

“Where’s he going?” Rio yelped.

“Where do you think?” Josh snapped back.

“Main shuttlebay,” Saehir slapped her forehead.

“Must I do everything for you?” he groused. “Bridge to main shuttlebay, intruder—”

“Captain, weapons fire right outside main shuttlebay,” Rio squeaked out.

“Raise shields,” Josh ordered.

“We can’t,” Saehir countered. “Shuttlebay has decompressed and we can’t raise shields until the shuttle has cleared.”

“Dammit and we have only one of those,” Josh gritted his teeth. “Power weapons then.”

“Aye,” Saehir poured power into the phasers.

“We’re not going to shoot at him, are we?” Rio’s eyes went wide.

“If we have to,” Josh responded. “Oh don’t worry; Saehir can disable the shuttle, can’t you?”

“You dare doubt me?” the Romulan smirked back. “Shuttle’s cleared, locking on phasers.”

“Hail him first,” Josh decided, forgoing the temptation to blast him to smithereens. Besides, they needed to really sell this.

“Not responding,” the astonished and exhausted helm officer informed Josh.

“Very well, open a channel,” Josh took his chair. “Ras, what the hell do you think you’re doing? If you wanted out of Starfleet, you could have just resigned. Why take my only shuttle?”

“Sorry, Captain, but I just can’t take the discipline anymore,” Ras’ appeared on the viewscreen.

“On my ship?” Josh raised his eyebrows.

“Four years of Academy rigidness, even your relaxed standards are still too much,” he shook his head, blue antennae wiggling. “Show up at exactly this hour, fill out this report, you can do this, and can’t do that. Plus, my skills are rusting on that behemoth. I just can’t take it anymore.”

“Come back to the ship Ras,” Josh requested. “Let’s talk this out; maybe a transfer. I’d hate to blow you to pieces.”

“Sorry captain, but you’ll have to hit me first,” Ras smirked. “If you can.” The channel went dead.

“Alright Saehir, disable the shuttle,” Josh sighed. “Try not to blow him to pieces. But if you do…”

“I won’t either,” Saehir’s face tightened.

The shuttle was making a beeline towards the nearest warp vector, with the Oregon hot on her tail. Saehir narrowed her eyes as she focused in on the shuttle. Locking on the shuttle’s warp nacelles, she fired a dual spread from top and bottom phaser arrays. But Ras was too quick. Anticipating that move, he juked left, sending the beams streaking harmlessly into space.

“It seems you missed,” Josh noted dryly.

“Damn him,” she snarled.

She fired a second burst, but again Ras eluded her. At least, mostly eluded her. Saehir did manage to graze the top left corner of the shuttle, rattling the Andorian a little, but he kept doggedly pressing on. Just as Saehir lined up her kill shot, he leapt into warp, sending the bright orange beam harmlessly lighting up space.

“He’s gone,” Rio said, a touch of sadness in her voice.

“Track him,” Josh snapped.

“Sorry sir,” Rio shook her head. “He masked his vector too well.”

“Of course he did,” Josh put his head in his hands and muttered quietly under his breath.

“Godspeed Ras.”

*************

Chapter 3

“Hey stranger,” an older human male sidled up to the sorry looking Andorian sitting at the bar on Sarona VIII. “I don’t think I’ve seen you around here before.”

“You probably haven’t,” the obviously inebriated man replied. “This is my first time here.”

“Where ya from stranger?” the man asked.

“The USS Oregon, NCC-80121,” he replied.

“Starfleet, eh?” his unasked for companion.

Was Starfleet,” the Andorian corrected.

“Oh, what happened?” the human queried.

“It’s nothing you’d want to hear about,” the antennae twitched slightly.

“Oh, I don’t know,” the man cocked his head. “I’m always up for a story. I’ll buy you a drink and you can tell me all about it. Bartender?” he motioned for the man at the bar to refill their drinks.

“If you insist,” the Andorian shrugged. “I was Ensign Shras th’Zarath, chief helmsman of the Oregon.”

“Ah, a pilot,” the man nodded.

“A pilot is an understatement,” Ras snorted in reply. “I graduated Starfleet Academy as the top pilot. Do you know what that means?”

“It means you’re good?” Ras’s companion guessed.

“More than good,” Ras looked incredulous. “It means I’m the best. I should be on a squadron of star fighters at a Starbase or on a carrier. But no, I’m assigned to be the helmsman of a starship. Me, one of the best pilots in the galaxy driving a goddamn bus.”

“And you were getting bored?” his new friend suggested.

“Bored is also an understatement,” Ras growled. “It was insulting and grating. I put in requests for transfer into Starfleet’s fighter division, but they were denied each time. The same damn excuse: I was too young; too inexperienced; there were other more experienced pilots that were ahead of me for the fighter division. That’s bullshit. I could fly circles around those bastards.”

“So you quit? Just like that?” his friend raised his eyebrows.

“Not quite,” Ras chuckled softly. “The burn marks on the shuttle I stole tell me that they weren’t quite ready to let go.”

You stole a Starfleet shuttle?” the man was stunned. “What kind of ship is the Oregon?”

Prometheus-class,” Ras answered with a slight twinkle in his eye.

“You stole a shuttle from a Prometheus-class starship and then outmaneuvered that same ship?” the man couldn’t believe his ears.

“I told you I’m good,” Ras smirked.

“Good doesn’t begin to describe it,” the man shook his head. “So what now for ya?”

“I’m not sure,” Ras chuckled slightly. “To be honest, I hadn’t really thought past getting out of Starfleet.”

“Well that’s good,” the man said. “Because, as it happens, my ship needs a good pilot. Now it may not be as fancy as flying a Starfleet fighter, but it’ll provide more excitement than flying one of those hulking starships.”

“I’m listening,” the Andorian, cocked his head. “What’s the name of the ship?”

“The Redmond,” the man supplied, much to Ras’s delight. “It’s an Antares-class freighter, nothing too special, but we could sure use a good pilot.”

“Oh?” Ras cocked a white eyebrow.

“Yeah, well, we tend to get ourselves in sticky situations, if you know what I mean,” the man scratched the back of his head. “Our last pilot, well he didn’t exactly, well, he cut things a little too close.”

“I see,” Ras knew exactly what the man was talking about. “And you’re the captain?”

“Me? No, no,” the man shook his head with a subtle laugh. “I’m just the engineer. Sam Jansen, by the way. If you want, I can talk to the captain for you. You know, put in a good word.”

“Most certainly,” Ras enthusiastically nodded.

“Now, I can’t promise anything. You’ll have to check out first,” the man cautioned, “but I think your just who we need.”

“Would a slightly used Starfleet shuttle sweeten the deal?” Ras offered.

“It just might,” Sam smiled. “It just might.”

************

“What do you want, captain?” Admiral Tim Richards’ annoyed face appeared on Josh’s display. “I’m rather busy right now.”

“Since there is so much to do in the Isolated region,” Josh sarcastically noted. “So much traffic and then there are those borders that need watching.”

“Are you finished captain?” Richards glared.

“For the moment,” Josh replied. “I need a new shuttle.”

“What’s wrong with the one you’ve got?” Richards’ eyes narrowed.

“It’s, well, been stolen,” Josh winced.

“Stolen?” Richards asked. “Tell me captain, how does a Starfleet shuttle get stolen out of one of the most secure starships in the fleet?”

“It’s a rather complicated issue,” Josh hadn’t thought how hard this would be to explain. “It seems that my helmsman had a nervous breakdown of sorts and stole the shuttle and deserted.”

“And you just let this happen?” Richards demanded.

“Well no,” Josh answered. “We took a couple of shots at him. We missed.”

“You missed?” Richards was dubious. “From what I’ve heard, you never miss.”

“That’s not entirely true,” Josh allowed. “And neither Jon or myself were running tactical.”

“Even still, how does the most advanced targeting system in the quadrant miss?” Josh could see the veins on the admiral’s neck begin to expand.

“He’s a very good pilot,” Josh shrugged, ignoring Richards’ growing rage. “Anyway, he took off with the shuttle and so I need a new one.”

“Build one,” Richards icily shot back.

“This is a warship with limited space and resources,” Josh pointed out. “There’s a reason we only have one shuttle; this isn’t exactly a Starbase.”

“Alright, fine,” Richards gave in. “I’ll have one for you in less than a week. What of your officer?”

“I suppose someone needs to go after him,” Josh suggested.

“Of course,” Richards snarled. “Desertion and theft of Starfleet property, of course someone has to go after him.”

“Which is why I thought you ought to know,” Josh told his superior.

“Captain, you’re a nightmare,” Richards rubbed his temples. “While you are on a crucial mission trying to bust up a group of smugglers smuggling key components in the cloaking device to the Romulans, your lack of discipline leads to one of your senior officers to steal a shuttle and desert! I can’t spare you because your mission is too important and the reason I have you working alone is because I can’t spare anyone else despite how important your mission is. So all I can do is send out a message to the local law enforcement officers and hope for the best.”

“When you do, please have them bring him directly to me,” Josh requested.

“Why would I ever do that?” Richards growled. “You’re the idiot who let him get away in the first place.”

“I think it would be valuable if I dealt with him,” Josh answered.

“How would questioning a deserter be valuable to you?” Richards wondered.

“Let’s just say it could be key,” Josh continued to dance around.

“Key? How? Oh,” the light bulb finally went on.

“Exactly, admiral,” Josh inclined his head.

“Well, I’ll look into it,” Richards had finally relaxed. “You know Josh, we are quite busy here; it could be sometime before I’m able to get a warrant out on him.”

“Thank you,” Josh smiled slightly. “I’ll be by in a week to pick up my shuttle.”

“Don’t lose this one captain,” Richards rolled his eyes. “Richards out.”

*************

“So you are the Starfleet pilot that Sam’s been telling me about,” an Acamarian woman greeted Ras. “I’m Captain Timbal of the Redmond.”

“Yes ma’am,” Ras returned the greeting. “Shras th’Zarath of Andor.”

“Already ditching the Starfleet titles, nice,” she smirked slightly. “But you will need to loosen up the formality. My ship’s run pretty loose. Call me Timbal or captain. Sir and ma’am is too formal.”

“Alright, Timbal,” Ras tried out.

“Now Sam has told you a little of what we do,” Timbal crossed her arms. “We are your typical freighter that transports some occasionally less than legal goods to some less than savory characters.”

“Smugglers, in other words,” Ras clarified.

“We like to think of ourselves as opportunity investors,” Timbal corrected. “Of course, before joining our organization—”

“Hold on,” Ras held up his hand. “Organization?”

“Oh, didn’t Sam tell you?” Timbal asked. “We’re not independent smugglers. We’re part of the largest syndicate in the region: the Twin Goddesses. Anyway, as I was saying, before joining up with us, you’ll have to be vetted first.”

“How’d I do?” Ras queried. “I’m assuming since it’s been over a day, you’ve already checked up on me.”

“We have,” Timbal admitted. “You are a real piece of work: you received citations for disorderly conduct and insubordination five times at the Academy, including being on probation your senior year. Since joining the Oregon, you’ve been late, uninspired, insubordinate, and one of hell of a pilot. In other words, you’re just the man we want. Of course, the shuttle helps too. Speaking of which, can we see it?”

“Sure, right this way,” Ras lead Timbal and Sam, who was in tow, to a landing pad where the pristine Starfleet shuttle was sitting.

“I thought you said you got shot at,” Timbal questioned.

“I did,” Ras confirmed. “Having nothing to do for the last day or so, I polished her up.”

“Uh-huh,” the Acamarian was slightly dubious. “Sam.”

The engineer took out a tricorder and scanned the vessel.

“It’s true Tim,” the human nodded. “You can’t see it, but there are signs of phaser burns. Type XII if I’m not mistaken.”

“Good read,” Ras was impressed.

“So if you want in,” Timbal looked at the young Andorian, “take us up to our ship and show us what you’ve got.”

“Lady and gentlemen,” Ras dropped the back hatch, “if you’ll step right this way.”

*************

“Hey, what you up to?” Sam’s voice caused Ras to jump, slamming his head into a nearby console. “Sorry,” the human apologized.

“No worries,” Ras crawled out from underneath the console he was working under. “What can I do for you?”

“We’re headed to Valt,” Sam informed, “and we’d thought we’d use the shuttle to store some of the less than legal merchandise.”

“Go for it,” Ras nodded. “I’m just realigning the plasma inductors to see if I can get a little more juice out of this baby.”

“Could you give us a hand?” Sam asked.

“Sure, no problem,” the Andorian shrugged and hopped out of the shuttle.

What was outside where four crates, two filled with advanced phaser rifles and the other two with plasma grenades; Starfleet issue. Picking up a rifle, he whistled sharply.

“Wow,” he felt the weapon in his hand. “This is some serious firepower. Twenty different settings; could vaporized one of the nacelles on the shuttle. Pulse and beam mode; sniper scope attachable.”

“How’d you know that?” Sam looked surprised.

“I went to the Academy,” Ras reminded as he continued to admire the weapon. He’d fired dozens of them, though never in an actual battle, and there was something seductive about holding them. “And served for six months under the two best tacticians in the fleet.”

“I’d guess you’d pick something up then,” Sam nodded. “If you’re done fondling it, I’d like to get them on board.”

“Right, of course,” Ras replaced the gun back in its crate.

“I thought I might have to bring you up on harassment charges,” the human joked as the two of them carried the boxes in to the cargo hold of the shuttle.

“Very funny,” Ras grunted as he set the crate down. “You know, those aren’t civilian weapons.”

“Well, they aren’t going to be used for hunting,” Sam shrugged.

“No, that’s not what I mean,” Ras shook his head. “You only see a phaser rifle like that on a Starfleet combat vessel or on a marine. Not even escort vessels carry that kind of weaponry.”

“Point?” Sam asked.

“I’m just curious where we got them,” Ras shrugged. “Certainly not from any legal merchant.”

“I don’t know,” Sam blandly replied. “We’re not paid to care about what we’re delivering, just so that it gets there.”

“You’ve got to have some clue,” Ras pressed.

“Why do you care?” Sam snapped, looking a little worried.

“It’s the Starfleet in me,” Ras sighed. “Can’t help but be curious.”

“Curiosity is a dangerous thing around here,” Sam cautioned. “But if you must know, I’m guessing they came from a Ferengi working in these parts. At least, we rendezvoused with him in the Z’Tarnis Nebula two days ago without the crates and then we have them.”

“Wonder where he got them from?” Ras mused out loud.

“Don’t know and don’t want to know,” Sam edgily cut in.

“Sorry,” Ras apologized. “It’s just a mystery and I find that intriguing. They couldn’t have been replicated; only one Starfleet base has the replication codes for these puppies. I’ll bet they were stolen.”

“All the more reason for us not now,” Sam was beginning to panic. “Your curiosity is going to get us both killed.”

“Again, my apologies,” Ras realized that he’d pressed his luck far enough. Sam didn’t know much else and he was risking raising suspicion. “While you’re here, could you help me realign these plasma injectors?”

“Certainly,” the engineer relaxed, relieved to have a problem that wouldn’t get him killed.

“How do you like the Redmond so far?” Sam asked Ras as he looked under the console.

“It’s different from the Oregon, that’s for sure,” Ras commented as he traced the fiber optic cables.

“How so?” his companion queried.

“The Oregon’s so, so Starfleet,” Ras tried to find the right words. “Everything is bright and shiny and clean.”

“Meaning we’re not?” Sam joked.

“Sort of,” Ras admitted. “It’s just that everything on the Oregon seemed so sterile; almost like it wasn’t real. And everyone is on their toes. There are all kinds of rules and regulations and protocols. Everyone is hyper-conscious of this and paranoid about stepping out of line. That kind of life gets exhausting.”

“Sounds like it,” Sam affirmed. “At least here, you can let your hair down.”

“Let my hair down?” Ras crinkled his blue forehead.

“Old earth expression,” Sam waved off. “It means relax.”

“That I can do,” the Andorian chuckled in return. “You know the best part of being here?”

“Probably not,” Sam retorted.

“I can actually stretch my wings,” Ras leaned back against the shuttle wall. “Instead of flying that bus, I can actually do some real flying here.”

“Even though you’re flying a freighter in a straight line?”

“I’m not though,” Ras smiled. “The nebula was the best test of my abilities since the Academy final exam. Plus I can take the shuttle around for a spin just about anytime we stop.”

“I can see how that’d be refreshing,” the engineer smiled. “Hey, could you hand me that hypospanner?”

************

“Ras, you feel like taking the shipment down in your shuttle?” Timbal asked her newest recruit.

“Sure,” Ras replied with his usual cocky smile. “Worried your freighter can’t handle some Klingons?”

“A little,” the captain shot back a wry smile. “The phasers and grenades are in your shuttle.”

“I’ll be back in a bit,” Ras trotted off to his shuttle.

They were at Valt, delivering the promised supply of Starfleet-grade weapons to the rebels there. Ras had already alerted Josh to what they were doing and he had in turn promised to alert the Klingons. Hopefully Josh would wait until after Ras and company had made their delivery. He needed to find out where the weapons were coming from first. That, and he had no illusions as to what the Klingons would do to him if they caught him.

Slipping into the pilot’s seat, he powered up the tiny vessel and eased it out of the cargo-converted-to-shuttle bay in the black of space. Below him, the lush planet of Valt hovered, waiting for him to deliver freedom. There were half a dozen birds-of-prey lurking around the planet, doubtlessly monitoring the progress below. All he had to do was slip past them.

Remarkably enough, he did. The Klingons either didn’t see him or ignored him as insignificant. So he landed quietly outside a rebel base, who were only too happy to pay him the latinum for the weapons and take them. Privately, Ras wondered what would become of them, but brushed it off as none of his concern and began his trek back to the Redmond.

This is when things got interesting. Just as he began to break orbit, he sensors went off, warning him that two birds-of-prey were now in pursuit.

“I guess they were just waiting to see where I’d go and what I’d do,” he theorized and began to gently increase speed. Not so much as to alarm them, but enough to begin to distance himself from the warships. Moments later, another bird-of-prey decloaked directly in front of him, causing his heart to leap into his throat.

“I hate those things,” he hissed, referring to the cloaking devices. “Computer, raise shields.”

“Acknowledged,” the woman’s voice replied.

Already the ship had weapons locked on him, so there was no use pretending anymore. Punching it, he angled upward and shooting himself over the approaching vessel. Behind him, the two pursing Klingon ships had to swerve hard to avoid a collision.

His momentary victory was short-lived. The computer once again warned him that the Klingons had opened fire. Tracking the green disruptor bolts, Ras corkscrewed down and to his left, narrowly dodging the flaming balls of energy.

This wasn’t like the Oregon shooting at him. Saehir was supposed to miss. These guys weren’t. Quickly Ras ran through his options: he could return to the Redmond, make a run for it, go out fighting, or surrender to the Klingons. Choices three and four were essentially the same thing. He couldn’t go back to the Redmond as that would tip off the Klingons to the smugglers. So he decided to make a break for it.

“Computer,” he called out as he had to dodge another volley of Klingon weapons, “display warp vector to Moselina system.” An image popped onto the screen. “Good, computer lock phasers along that trajectory and prepare to fire on my command,” he ordered.

He had to warn the Redmond without implicating them. So he remembered a trick Josh had used during the Dominion War to signal another ship without them expecting it.

“Target locked,” the computer reported.

“Excellent,” Ras smiled despite the situation. “Fire.”

Outside, a pair of bright orange beams split space, firing at seemingly nothing.

“Again,” Ras repeated his command. Again, the same volley of phaser fire shooting at nothing.

“One last time,” Ras requested as he did a flip to dodge a Klingon torpedo. Once more, the shuttles phasers fired at nothing.

“Okay computer, plot a roundabout course to Moselina,” Ras requested as he dove hard underneath one of the warships.

“Course plotted,” the computer cheerfully reported.

“Well, what are you waiting for?” Ras snarled as they Klingons finally managed to score a couple of disruptor bolts, cutting the shields in half. “Engage at maximum warp!”

Just as it seemed like the Klingons would finish Ensign Shras th’Zarath’s career, his world reverted to starlines and he leapt into warp. With a deep sigh, Ras leaned back into his chair and breathed. He’d make it once again.

************

Chapter 4

“Any news from the Klingons?” Josh asked coming onto the bridge the following day.

“Yeah,” Jon answered, surrendering the center chair. “It seems that they had an exciting day in the Valt system. They chased off a Federation shuttle that ran like a bat out of hell and then suddenly received an anonymous tip about the location of the rebel base. So they rained down hell on it and now they have one less rebellion to worry about. They also say thank you, by the way.”

“As they should,” Josh grumbled, sitting down. “They give us anything on the smugglers?”

“Not really,” Jon shrugged. “Does this make any sense to you?” He handed Josh a PADD detailing the “battle” with the Federation shuttle.

“You seriously don’t recognize this?” Josh mocked his brother.

“Should I?”

“Veloz IV?” Josh reminded.

“Oh right,” Jon recalled the battle. “Man it’s been a long time since I’ve seen that.”

“No kidding,” Josh chuckled. “Good to know he was listening.”

“So Moselina then?” asked Jon.

“So it would seem,” Josh nodded.

“You two mind filling the rest of us in?” Saehir demanded.

“Not really,” Josh smirked. “Later,” he cut off her protest.

“Helm, set a course for the Tessen system, warp 6,” Jon ordered.

“Aye, course set,” the helmsman acknowledged.

“Engage,” Josh commanded

Instantly the black sky was streaked with starlines.

*************

“Glad to see you’re still alive,” Captain Timbal congratulated Ras when they reunited a day later. “That was some fancy flying. You’ve definitely earned your share. Too bad about the guns though.”

“What happened?” Ras feigned ignorance.

“Oh someone tipped the Klingons off and they destroyed the rebels,” Timbal explained with a touch of sadness in her voice. “Not that I give a damn about their little cause, but they were good customers.”

“Bummer about that,” Ras commented dryly.

“It happens,” Timbal shrugged. “It was bound to happen sooner or later anyway. I was actually surprised we lasted as long as we did.”

“So what’s next for us?” queried Ras stretching out the kinks in his limbs. He’d spent entirely too long in the cramped confines of the shuttle.

“Well The Goddesses have rewarded us with a new contract,” Timbal bore a wicked smile.

“Oh?” Ras cocked his head. “Can you go into the details?”

“All I can tell you right now is that it is HUGE,” Timbal smirked.

“How huge?” Ras regarded her curiously.

“We’re dealing with one of the Big Three,” Timbal supplied.

That was all Ras needed to know. They were getting in with the Romulans. He knew that Josh and the Oregon were nearby, probably in the Tessen system, keeping an eye on them. The Oregon’s super-sensors had plenty of range to watch the Redmond from far enough away to be unnoticed. Now all he had to do was get them the intelligence.

“Can you at least tell me where we’re going next?” Ras solicited.

“Same place as always,” Timbal provided.

“Meeting the Ferengis in Z’Tarnis Nebula?” Ras checked.

“Yep. Boring business stuff I know,” Timbal sighed. “These Goddesses are a paranoid bunch. But given what they deal in, I guess it makes sense. Hey, we’re throwing a party in your honor for surviving in the mess hall.”

“I’ll be along in a bit,” Ras held up. “I think I’m going to take a sonic shower and lay down a bit. It’s been two very long days.”

“I understand,” Timbal sympathized. “Get some rest, but I expect you to show up. It would quite awkward if we had a party for you and you didn’t show up.”

“Will do, ma’am,” Ras drew himself to attention and saluted, getting a laugh from Timbal.

“See ya in a bit,” she chuckled as she sashayed down the corridor and out of sight.

Ras retreated to his room. He wasn’t lying when he said that he was tired. Shuttles were not designed for long trips, especially the kind that Ras went on. But there was work that needed to be done first.

Sitting down at his console, he worked on composing a report for the Oregon. There was a lot of detail to go through and he knew that Josh would want as much detail as possible. The captain was pretty relaxed as senior officers went, but when it came to intelligence reports, he demanded thoroughness. One of his maxims was that spies win more battles than generals. Another was that knowledge is the ultimate weapon.

So Ras made sure to include everything he could. Missions they’d been on, crew profiles, and especially everything that had been mentioned about the Twin Goddesses, which wasn’t much. They were like the Q: an entity that was always there, but you never saw and were always afraid of.

“What are you doing?” a voice cut into his meditation.

Ras froze. Slowly he turned in his chair to see Sam standing there, a glass of synthale in one hand and some impararay on a plate in the other.

“Uh, what are you doing?” Ras asked back, desperately trying to cover up the screen.

“Timbal sent me to check up on you,” Sam replied. “I thought you were going to take a shower.”

“Yeah, I was,” Ras said as he blindly downloaded what he had onto a PADD. “But then I got distracted looking over the sensor data from my little skirmish against the Klingons. You know, to make sure I remember everything I did so I can do it again. I guess I just lost track of time.”

“I get it,” Sam took a bit out of the impararay. “But hey, you’re missing your party, so if you could join us, that’d make Timbal quite happy.”

“Yeah, no problem,” Ras stood up, slipping the PADD containing his report behind his back. “Just let me take a quick shower. Five minutes, I promise.”

“Sure,” Sam shrugged and sat down on Ras’s cot. Inwardly the pilot groaned; clearly the engineer was determined to get him to the part and thus was content to wait for Ras to finish his shower.

Ras stepped into his bathroom and went to the head. This was the genius communication plan that he and Rio had spent days coming up with. Attaching a homing beacon to the PADD, he dropped into the bowl and depressed the “flush” button, which beamed the waste out into space. That accomplished, Ras stepped into the shower and hoped that his incomplete report was enough for Josh and company.

“Ready?” he asked Sam, emerging a couple minutes later.

“Yep,” Sam hopped to his feet. “You’re going to love this impararay.”

“I hope so,” Ras smiled tiredly as they exited his quarters. “It’s my favorite.”

************

“Find it yet?” Josh asked after they had been searching the area for a couple of hours.

“Not quite yet,” Rio was scanning her display panel. “We designed the signal to be weak so that only our sensor would pick it up. But that means that we have to be pretty close to it.”

“And space is known for being oh so cozy,” Jon grunted sarcastically.

“It’s not that bad,” Rio retorted indignantly. “I’m tracing what’s left of their engine exhaust, so we’ve really narrowed down our search area.”

“Still, could you figure out a way to find this thing while we’re still young,” Saehir grumbled from tactical. “I’d like to get married and have kids someday.”

“I’m doing the best I can,” Rio whined. “This is a spy mission so I had to make it hard to find.”

“Next time don’t do so good a job,” Jon told her. “This is taking—”

“AH-HA!” Rio triumphantly exclaimed. “Commander Ax, could you lock onto these exact coordinates and beam the PADD to, uh…”

“My ready room,” Josh supplied.

“Right,” Rio nodded to the engineer, who was making a rare bridge appearance.

“Aye,” the Royadainian nodded and punched a couple of buttons. “Energizing. Alright Josh it should be there.”

The captain went to his ready room and reemerged a few seconds later bearing the PADD.

“Seems in good condition, considering that it’s been floating in space for the last several hours,” he assessed.

“Captain, if I may?” Rio held out an expectant had. Josh surrendered the item to her and she took a couple of minutes to carefully examine it. She pressed a couple of buttons, scanned the contents, and handed it back to Josh.

“Looks good to me,” she informed.

“Senior staff, head to the conference room,” Josh ordered. “Captain Jackson to Lieutenant Anderson,” he tapped his combadge.

“Anderson here,” a male’s voice answered.

“Get the Beta crew up to the bridge,” Josh ordered. “And take command of the bridge. The senior staff will be in the conference room. Unless we come under attack, do not disturb us.”

“Yes sir,” Anderson acknowledged. “Anderson out.”

A moment later, Josh joined the rest of his staff in the conference room.

“So let’s see what this says,” he commented, loading the PADD onto the screen.

For the next several minutes, they all scanned the text, absorbing Ras’s detailed report. Finally as Saehir, who was still getting used to Federation’s language, finished, they all sat back and absorbed it.

“Maybe I’m mistaken, but it seems incomplete,” she noted.

“It is,” Josh confirmed. “Curious.”

“That could mean Ras is in trouble,” Rio suggested, worry evident in her voice.

“Or it could mean that he was just being lazy,” Saehir sardonically commented.

“Ras is not—” Rio rose to her absent friend’s defense.

“Settle down commander,” Josh cut her off, shutting down another fight between the two before it could start. “The rest of Ras’s report is far too detailed for him just to be messing around. Besides, he knows how important detail is. But Rio,” he held up his hand, preventing her from either panicking or gloating, “there are a million reasons why Ras might’ve rushed the last part of this report. Let’s not assume the worst until we have concrete reason to do so. It doesn’t matter anyway: he’s headed the same place we are.”

“Z’Tarnis Nebula,” Rio moaned.

“Problem, Rio?” Jon cocked his head.

“That nebula is notorious for screwing with sensors,” Rio explained. “I’m not sure if even our sensors be of much use there.”

“I could work on boosting them,” Ax offered. “I’m not sure if it will help much though.”

“It doesn’t matter,” Jon shook his head. “If we boost power to the sensors to cut through the interference, then they’ll be able to see us as well as we can see them. The last thing we need is to spook ‘em.”

“True,” Josh nodded. “What about hanging around the outside of the nebula and catch them going into the nebula?”

“It’s a nebula,” Saehir sniped. “It’s a little big for one ship to cover. It’d take at least—”

“Three ships to cover it?” Josh raised an eyebrow. “Funny you should mention that.”

“Shut up,” Saehir groused, scandalizing Rio.

“So we split the ship up,” Josh summed up. “I’ll stay in command of the Alpha section, Jon you’ll take command of the Beta section of course, and Rio, take command of the Gamma section.”

“Excuse me sir, uh captain,” Rio cut in. “But this is a survey and monitoring scenario which is under my purview, it would be best if I coordinated the search from the Alpha section.”

“Good point,” Josh conceded and looked at Ax, who shook his head.

“It’ll take all my attention coordinating the engineering staffs across all three sections,” the lizard shook his head. “I’ll be on the bridge with you.”

“Alrighty then,” Josh sighed. “Saehir, the Gamma section’s yours.”

“ARE YOU SERIOUS CAPTAIN?” exclaimed Rio.

“For once I agree with her,” the Romulan’s eyebrows leveled out in shock. “You want me to take command?”

“It’s like we have much of a choice,” Josh shrugged his shoulders. “I’m running out of officers. Ras isn’t here. Jon and I already have a section to command. Rio and Ax are needed on the bridge with me. Unless you’re suggesting that I put the good doctor in command, then Saehir’s it.”

“But she’s a Romulan!” Rio protested.

“Thanks for the reminder,” Saehir snapped.

“We’re all aware of Saehir’s background,” Josh curtly cut off Rio’s objections. “What you are apparently not aware of is that Saehir is my chief tactical officer and a member of our senior staff. Therefore she is fully qualified to take command of the Gamma section. And something else you should keep in mind, commander. I am the captain of this ship, which means I decide who gets to command what. If I decide that my dog is going to take command of the Gamma section, then my dog commands the Gamma section.”

“You don’t have a dog,” Saehir pointed out, drawing a withering glare from Josh.

“The point is,” Josh continued, “if I say that Saehir is in command of the Gamma section, she is in command of the Gamma section: end of discussion.”

“Uh Josh?” Saehir started to ask.

“End. Of. Discussion,” Josh repeated slowly. “Am I understood?”

A round of “yes sirs” and “aye captains” resounded around the table.

“Good,” Josh nodded. “Here’s the plan: we’ll place ourselves equidistance from each other around the nebula and then orbit the nebula along the same trajectory, keeping up continuous scans.”

“We could be spotted pretty easily,” Ax pointed out.

“We could be doing scans of the nebula itself,” Jon suggested. “And we won’t look like ourselves, we’ll probably just look like a routine science survey.”

“If they don’t buy it?” Saehir cocked a slanted eyebrow.

“Then they don’t buy,” Josh shrugged. “There’s not much we can do. All we’re looking for is a Ferengi vessel and an Antares­ freighter. We can run down any of those in a chase, so it’s not that big of a deal. All we have to do is spot them.”

“What about evidence?” Rio queried. “I’m we can’t just arrest them without probable cause.”

“Who said anything about arresting anyone?” Josh countered. “I’m looking for information, not arrests. We’ll just catch and release.”

“I’m pretty sure that’s against Starfleet protocol,” Rio pointed out.

“Do I look like I care?” Josh snapped. “These are traitors and they are going down. I don’t care how I do it.”

“But—”

“No buts,” Josh cut off harshly. “We’re taking them down and that’s final. These Ferengi are just a stepping stone. I’m after the big fish. What’s our ETA to Z’Tarnis at maximum warp?”

“Three hours,” Ax replied.

“Rio, select Ops officers for the Beta and Gamma sections and develop a scanning strategy and work on coordinating. Ax, get your engineering teams assembled. You have your orders people, get moving,” Josh dismissed.

“Josh, can I get a second?” Saehir grabbed him as the officers filed out.

“If you must,” Josh let out a groan. “My office,” he directed.

“What is it?” he sighed, sitting behind his desk.

“Are you really sure it’s a good idea to put me in command?” she asked.

“You’re by far the most qualified,” shrugged Josh. “Given your Romulan service record, you ought to be third in command behind Jon and myself; you have far and away the most command experience. Now Starfleet won’t let me put you as second officer because you’re new to Starfleet. You’re an excellent tactician who can get herself and her crew out of just about any bind. So yeah, I think you’re perfect for the job. I would have put you in command over Rio, but I don’t need the hassle of her ego and Starfleet’s rules coming down on my head.”

Saehir stared at him for a second. She had no idea that Josh thought so highly of her. “Thanks for the vote of confidence, truly,” she acknowledged. “But I’m not so sure the crew shares your sentiment.”

“Oh?” Josh raised an eyebrow.

“Did you not hear Rio’s objections?” Saehir reminded. “I’ll hazard a guess that she’s not the only one that shares that prejudice. You and I both know that for anyone to lead effectively, they have to have the loyalty of the crew. I’m not sure I have that.”

“Rio’s Rio,” Josh brushed off. “She’s a bit high strung and still holds a bit of grudge for what happened to Mark.”

“That wasn’t my fault!” Saehir protested.

“You know that, I know that, and so does the rest of the crew,” Josh snarled, hating to revisit this topic once again. “Deep down, so does Rio. It’s just that Mark’s death hit her really hard and she’s looking for someone to blame.”

“And she picked me,” Saehir sighed.

“You were easy,” Josh shrugged. “You’re a Romulan and it was because of you that Mark did the single most idiotic thing I’ve seen in eight years of service.”

“I didn’t ask—,” Saehir started before realizing that Josh was simply explaining rather than defending Rio. “So she and Mark were really close?”

“As close as I’ve ever seen her with someone,” Josh replied. “She, Mark, and Ras really hit it off. Having Ras missing is setting her more on edge than general and she’s an edgy person. Rio’s more comfortable with sensors and radiation than people, so for her to make friends is a big deal.”

“Sounds familiar,” Saehir remarked with a smirk.

Josh ignored the comment. “As such, losing one of those friends was devastating to her,” he continued. “She tries to keep it underneath the surface, but it shows in other ways.”

“Like snapping at me every chance she gets,” Saehir grunted, crossing her arms.

“Like that,” Josh nodded with a hint of a smile. “You’re a rule-bending Romulan. Like I said, easy target.”

“Thanks for the pep talk,” Saehir rolled her eyes.

“The point of this is that Rio’s opinions are largely her own,” Josh told her. “The fact is most of the crew likes you: you’re funny, outgoing, and just a cool person in general. They think of you as a friendlier version of me. And after what you’ve done at Quinterex, at Starbase 12, and at Carraya, it’s safe to say you have their respect too. ”

“How do you know that?” Saehir leveled out an eyebrow. “You spend all day in your office.”

“Just because I don’t socialize doesn’t mean I don’t pay attention,” Josh cryptically responded. “I keep a finger on the crew’s pulse. And like I said, they like and respect you. You’ll be fine.”

“If you say so,” Saehir sighed.

“I do,” Josh curtly nodded. “My order stands. Now put together a bridge crew for the Gamma section. She’s all yours, sort of.”

“Right on it,” Saehir trotted out.

**************

Chapter 5

“Ship warping in!” Rio called from the Alpha’s bridge after they had been patrolling the Z’Tarnis Nebula for an hour.

“The Ferengi?” Josh asked hopefully.

“No, looks to be an Antares-class freighter,” Rio scrutinized the display for a second. “It’s the Redmond, captain.”

“Don’t react people; just act normal,” Josh ordered his crew. “Does it see us?”

“If it does, it isn’t stopping,” Rio brought up the Redmond on the viewscreen. “There it goes.” The crew watched as the freighter vanished into the swirling colors of the nebula.

“Our target’s the Ferengis,” Josh informed the crew. “But let’s keep an eye on them. Inform the other sections that the Redmond has been spotted entering the nebula.”

“Aye, captain,” Rio nodded, keying the transmission.

************

“Who was that?” Captain Timbal queried as the Redmond headed into the nebula.

“Looks like a Federation vessel,” the operations officer, Bolian named Shnell answered.

“As in Starfleet?” Timbal questioned.

“Probably,” Shnell shrugged.

“Hey Ras, what’s your read on it?” Timbal called the Andorian over.

It took every ounce of his Starfleet training and self-control not to jump. He instantly recognized the Alpha section of the Oregon, which more than a little surprised him. It seemed awfully brazen to bring his old ship here.

“It looks Starfleet,” he observed as coolly as possible. “I don’t recognize the configuration though.”

“What are they doing?” Timbal asked.

“Not sure,” Shnell shrugged. “These sensors aren’t exactly Starfleet quality. From the looks of it, I’d say they’re scanning the nebula.”

“That might explain why I don’t recognize the configuration,” Ras offered, hoping that they would ignore the Oregon. “Starfleet modifies science ships so they can be hard to identify.”

“Have they seen us?” Timbal questioned her ops officer.

“Probably,” Shnell shrugged. “If they have, they don’t care. They’re not doing anything. Should we hail them?”

“Nah,” Timbal shook her head. “Just act casual and my guess is they’ll ignore us.”

“Okeydokey,” Shnell acknowledged.

Inwardly Ras took a huge sigh of relief. So far so good.

“Ras,” Timbal called the pilot, causing him to jump a little.

“Yes sir,” he responded automatically.

“Relax,” Timbal scrunched her eyebrows together. “You seem jumpy today.”

“Sorry,” Ras apologized. “It’s just that seeing a Starfleet ship makes me a little nervous. I’m a wanted man after all. What’s up?”

“Just wanted you to get the shuttle ready,” Timbal told him. “We’ll be rendezvousing with the Ferengis shortly. Just wanted you to be ready.”

“On it,” Ras nodded and headed for his shuttle.

***************

“Anything yet?” Saehir asked her ops officer, a Vulcan ensign named T’Lania.

“Nothing yet, sir,” T’Lania flatly replied. “If I may point out sir, asking every five minutes is unlikely to change that.”

“Thank you for that insight, ensign,” Saehir gritted her teeth. She did not like Vulcans.

“You’re welcome,” T’Lania gave a curt nod to the center chair of the cramped Gamma section’s bridge.

“Sarcasm is lost on you, isn’t it?” Lieutenant (j.g.) Matt Parkinson chuckled from tactical.

“Were being insincere with your thanks?” T’Lania looked back at Saehir, who repressed a smile. She liked Parkinson.

“Let’s just say your comment sounded a little smug,” Saehir answered.

“My apologies,” T’Lania replied with a slight bow of the head. “I did not mean to sound arrogant.”

“It happens,” Saehir shrugged. “Though I think you should be punished for your insubordination,” she added with a smirk.

T’Lania blanched. “I swear I meant no offense, sir,” the ensign’s eye’s widened.

“That does not changed what you did,” Saehir lounged in her chair. “It was a cocky slight at your superior officer. Therefore, I will ask if there is anything on the scope every five minutes until something shows up.”

The bridge exploded into laughter, except for T’Lania who just looked confused. “I don’t understand,” she confessed. “How is this a punishment? Will this be on my record?”

“You really don’t have a sense of humor, do you?” Matt laughed. “She’s just messing with you.”

“Oh,” T’Lania understood. “I can see how this situation would be considered humorous.”

“So anything yet?” Saehir asked, eliciting another round of chuckles from the bridge.

“No, sir,” T’Lania sheepishly checked the scopes. “Wait, ship warping in. It’s a Ferengi Marauder.”

“Red alert,” Saehir was instantly serious. “Helm move to intercept; tactical target warp drive, and ops signal the Alpha and Gamma sections we have moved to engage the Ferengis.”

“Shouldn’t we wait for Captain Jackson?” T’Lania asked.

“No time,” Saehir shook her head. “We in weapons range yet?”

“Another thirty seconds,” Matt informed.

“Hail the marauder,” Saehir commanded, eliciting a nod from T’Lania. “Ferengi Marauder, this is the USS Oregon requesting that you power down and prepare to be boarded.”

USS Oregon, this is the Ferengi Marauder Krayton under the command of Daemon Savak. What is the reason for this intrusion into our business?” the Daemon’s clearly displeased face appeared on the screen.

“You are suspected of transporting illegal goods to smugglers in Federation space,” Saehir countered. “If you would power down and allow us to search you, we can clear this up quickly and all get back to our business.”

“What are you specifically accusing us of carrying?” the Daemon snarled.

“Tetryon compositors for the Romulans,” Saehir responded with a straight face.

“For Romulans?” the Daemon let out a grating Ferengi laugh. “We don’t deal with Romulans. We were meeting a—”

“Freighter Redmond,” Saehir waved off. “We know. You were going to go into the nebula, deliver the compositors to the waiting freighter who were going to take the compositors to the Romulans.”

“I admit nothing,” the Savak crossed his arms.

“Let us take a look and we’ll get his all cleared up,” Saehir requested again, her voice tightening.

“I refuse,” Savak snarled at her. “This is an outrage and you have delayed me from my rendezvous, which I do not appreciate. You can be sure that I will log a complaint with your superiors.”

“How much time until the others get here?” Saehir whispered to T’Lania.

“Two minutes, sir,” the Vulcan whispered back.

Two minutes to stall. “You seem to think I am asking,” Saehir crossed her arms and glared, her patience wearing thin. “I’m not; I’m ordering.”

“And if I still refuse?” Savak questioned.

“Let me put this to you another way,” Saehir growled, the troll really getting on her nerves, “either you let us board and search your ship peacefully or we’ll search your ship as we tear it apart, piece by piece. Now I’m not going to ask again: power down and allow us to board.”

“That sounds like a threat,” Savak pointed out.

“It is,” Saehir’s green eyes bored into screen. “One I’m prepared to make good on.”

“You know, you seem rather impatient for a Vulcan,” the Ferengi observed.

“That’s it,” Saehir roared at the screen. “Tactical prepare to fire. And its Romulan, you moron,” she added with a snarl at the Ferengi.

“Romulan!” the Ferengi squeaked as the transmission was cut.

“Locked on to their warp engines?” Saehir asked Matt.

“Aye sir,” Matt nodded his blond head.

“Fire full spread,” she ordered coldly.

“Firing.”

Outside the Gamma’s phasers lit up the Krayton’s shields, causing the Ferengi ship to shudder in space. Realizing their vulnerability, the Krayton turned and raced for the nebula. The Gamma let the ship slid past, hammering away with her phasers the whole time, wearing down the shields. Then she glided in behind the Krayton and let loose a full blast of torpedoes that smoked into Krayton’s engines, shattering the shields. Another bout of phaser fire knocked the warp engines out of commission. But the Krayton drove hard for the nebula. Just when it seemed like they were going to make it, the Alpha and Beta sections swooped in, cutting off the Krayton.

“Going somewhere, Daemon?” Saehir Josh’s familiar voice over the comm.

“Ah, Captain, I would like to complain that that young lieutenant attacked me without provocation,” the Daemon whined.

“Did she now?” Josh’s face appeared with a slight smirk on screen alongside the Ferengi’s.

“Yes,” Savak nodded emphatically.

“Well I’ll have to commend her for carrying out her orders to the letter,” Josh commented. “Now about your cargo Daemon…”

“I refuse to surrender my cargo to anyone but my customers,” Saehir had to admire the Ferengi’s defiance. Most would have caved by now.

“Oh I don’t care about your cargo,” Josh waved off. “I already know what it is and where it’s going. In fact, if you cooperate, I’ll even let you deliver it.”

“And if I don’t?” the Daemon.

“How did my officer put it?” Josh looked away for a moment. “Oh yes, I’ll tear your ship apart and search it piece by piece.”

“Not very Starfleet of you,” Savak noted.

“Perhaps not,” Josh answered. “But you have thirty seconds or I order all of my ships to open fire. This time we shot to kill.”

“No need to get violent,” the Ferengi hastily held up his hands in a gesture of surrender. “As long as you allow me to deliver my cargo, I see no reason to be obstinate. What is it you wish to know?”

“Where did you get your compositors?” Josh asked again.

“Ah, well, that’s a touchy subject,” Savak nervously stalled. “It’s a risky thing to betray the Goddesses, you know.”

“I take it you want compensation,” Josh sighed.

“In giving you this information, there is a level of risked involved,” he pointed out.

“Very well,” Josh nodded. “How about this: you tell me what I want to know and I don’t turn you into a pile of scrap?”

“Hmm,” Savak seemed to consider that point for a moment. “You make a compelling offer. I accept.”

“And?” Josh prodded.

“And we picked up this shipment from a small factory on the third moon around Amargosa I” the Ferengi promptly supplied.

Josh allowed a small smile. “Now was that so difficult?”

“Are we free to go?” the Daemon suddenly looked very tired.

“I suppose,” Josh allowed languidly, looking more like a mob boss than a starship captain. “Oh and Daemon?”

“Yes?” Savak looked back despondently.

“I suggest you keep this little exchange of ours to yourself,” Josh flashed a menacing smile. “I’d hate to think of what the Goddesses would do to you if they found out you helped us.”

“I’ll keep that in mind, captain,” Savak gulped and cut the transmission.

*************

“What’s keeping them?” Timbal nervously tapped her foot on the bridge of the Redmond. “At this point, we’re going to have to really push it to get to the Neutral Zone on time and the Romulans don’t like to be kept waiting.”

“Timbal we got a ship coming towards us!” Shnell called out from ops. “It’s the Ferengi.”

“Finally,” Timbal groaned. “Hail them.”

“Daemon Savak of the Krayton here,” a Ferengi’s voice came scratchy over the comm. There was too much interference for video.

“What the hell took so long?” Timbal exploded, letting out all her pent up frustration.

“We had some, uh, engine trouble,” Savak carefully answered.

“Whatever,” Timbal rolled her eyes. “Do you have the shipment?”

“Yes of course,” Savak responded quickly. “Are you prepared to receive it?”

“Yeah, sending shuttle to get it right now,” she nodded. “Shnell?”

“Ras, you good to go,” the Bolian informed the Andorian. “Be careful.”

“Back in a flash,” Ras called back.

It was a ten minute round trip for Ras. The actual transfer went pretty smooth: Ras picked up the cargo and Timbal transmitted the latinum. Quick and painless.

“I’m back with the cargo,” Ras called from the shuttle bay.

“Is our business concluded?” the Ferengi asked.

“Yes,” Timbal frowned. She didn’t remember the Ferengi being so snippy before.

“Thank you and good day,” Savak cut the line.

“The Ferengi are turning about,” Shnell reported. “That was strange.”

“Strange indeed,” Timbal shook her head. “It doesn’t matter. We have what we came for. Let’s go. Set course for the M’Kieru system maximum warp.”

“On it,” the temporary helm officer nodded, punching them out of there.

*************

“ARE YOU INSANE?” Josh thundered at the comm unit. “He’ll be killed!”

“Careful captain,” Admiral Ricks warned from the other side. “You’re coming dangerously close to insubordination. I could have you court-marshaled and this time you won’t have Admiral Necheyev coming riding to your rescue.”

Josh took a deep breath. Losing it now would not help Ras. “Going after the factory now would put Ras at risk,” Josh stated more calmly. “Let me extract my officer first. We could catch up the Redmond in a couple of hours, get Ras and be headed for the Amargosa system.”

“No,” Ricks shook his head. “There’s too much distance to cover. If you grab Ensign th’Zarath, it’ll tip the Goddesses off that something’s amiss and they may move their operation. We’ll lose everything. With the threat of a Romulan invasion, I don’t have to tell how important it is to destroy the Goddesses. I’m sorry, we just can’t risk it.”

Josh’s jaw tightened as he listened to Admiral Ricks explain why he couldn’t go after Ras. “I understand your point, admiral,” he allowed. “But I can’t abandon my officer.”

“What is more important?” Ricks fixed a glare on Josh. “Your officer or the Federation? If we let these Goddesses keep supplying the Romulans with cloaking devices, how many more will die when they attack? I want to help Ensign th’Zarath as much as anyone, but we have a duty to protect the Federation. Th’Zarath knew that as much as anyone when he signed up for Starfleet. If you can extract him, wonderful. But it’ll have to be after the mission is over.”

The admiral was right and Josh knew it; that’s what made him so mad. This is why I don’t get close to crew members, he reminded himself before turning to the admiral. “As you command, sir.”

“Good. Then proceed at best possible speed to Amargosa,” Ricks ordered. “Rendezvous with the San Francisco and the Endor outside Amargosa in 36 hours. Against my personal misgivings, you’re in command of bringing the facility down. Ricks out.” The screen went blank as the transmission ended.

Jackson stared at the screen for a second, seething. With a roar, he ripped the device from his desk and slammed it against the far wall. Taking a moment to compose himself, he stepped back out on to the bridge.

“Helm set course for Amargosa, warp 7,” he ordered. For a moment, no one moved.

“Did I stutter?” he demanded icily.

“Warp 7, aye,” the helmsman nodded and punched in the coordinates.

“What about Ras?” Rio spoke up from ops.

“We’ll go after him once the mission is over,” Josh sat down in his chair. “Engage.”

“But if we destroy the factory, then they’ll know something went wrong,” Rio began to frantically sputter. “And then they’ll look for a spy. It’s the most logical thing, after all. And then, then they’ll think of Starfleet personnel and that’ll lead them to Ras and then…” her voice trailed off, her brown eyes wide.

Josh’s patience was already at an all-time low. Standing up, he turned and looked Rio straight in the eye, his legendary glare bearing down on her. “We will get Ras back!” Josh’s voice was tight as a violin string, belying the rage that burned underneath his calm veneer. “Jon, Saehir in my ready room. Rio, you have the bridge and don’t do anything stupid. Now carry out you goddamn orders!”

“Yes sir,” Rio squeaked, wilting under Josh’s brutal stare. Turning on his heal, he marched into his ready room with his first and tactical officers in tow.

“What happened here?” Saehir stepped over the destroyed console.

“The admiral and I had a disagreement,” Josh flatly responded. “Jon make sure an order gets put in for that to be fixed.”

“Your office, your problem,” his brother crossed his arms and leaned against the wall.

“Of course,” Josh grunted. “Now we have an attack to plan.”

“Hold on a moment,” Saehir held up. “We’re not going to extract Ras first? Rio’s right: if we attack the factory now, then Ras is going to be cut off from us. And that is not a good place to be.”

“You think I don’t know that!” Josh exploded at her. “You think that I don’t know that Ras will be anywhere in this region by the time we get done! You think I don’t know that when we reduce this factory to ashes, the first place the Goddesses are going to look is at Ras! You think I don’t know that I’ve signed his death warrant!”

Both Saehir and Jon stared at the raging captain for a minute. “So why aren’t you doing what you always do and ignore orders and go after him?” Saehir questioned.

“Because,” Josh slumped in his chair, “because in this instance the admiral is right. If we go after Ras, it’ll tip off the Goddesses that something’s wrong and they’ll move the factory. If they move that, then we’re back to square one. With Pelliad going to invade, anything we can do to curtail the cloaking advice advantage is huge. No, we need to be absolutely certain that we get this now.”

“But Ras—” Saehir started.

“This is bigger than Ras,” Josh cut off. “Our duty is to protect the Federation first. I mean we’re not just a bunch of guys gallivanting around the galaxy for the fun of it. We are here to protect the people of the Federation and that comes first. If I disobey my orders and go after him, then I am putting thousands, if not millions, at risk. The difference is that Ras knew and accepted the risks of being a Starfleet officer when he signed up; those people are looking to us, to him to protect them. I cannot sacrifice them for him.”

“That sucks,” Saehir commented after Jackson finished.

“It’s the reality of command,” Josh sighed heavily. “It’s a reality that both of you will understand someday.”

“We’ll see,” Jon grimaced.

“You will,” Josh reiterated. “You better. Now let’s get this attack over with as soon as we can. Amargosa I is a gas giant…”

*************

Chapter 6

Josh sat like a statue on the bridge of the Oregon, staring daggers at the viewscreen.

“Captain,” for the last day and a half, everyone except Jon and Saehir called Josh “captain.” His ire was still more than evident. “The Endor and San Francisco are in position.”

“Good,” Josh growled in reply. “Helm, move us in and prepare for MVAM on my command.”

“Aye, captain,” the helmsman nodded, nudging the Oregon forward at a rapidly increasing pace.

Since the disaster that led to the destruction of the Enterprise-D, the Amargosa system had been essentially ignored. The screwy gravity and excess radiation made it undesirable for traders and tourists alike. On the other hand, it was a great place for a hideout. The leftovers from the star had formed a series of four gas giants that attracted the debris from the destroyed plants as moons. With the extra radiation and weird gravity masking any normal signatures, the whole system was like a massive cloaking device. Unfortunately for the unsuspecting smugglers, the very things that made it a great hideout also made it impossible to defend. It was entirely too easy to mask one’s approach, especially if one was looking in the wrong direction, a fact that Josh was counting on.

Gracefully the Oregon glided towards the moon, shields up and weapons bristling. On cue, Josh noted a half-dozen Peregrine-class fighters (all stolen) and a pair of Shitake-class civilian frigates emanating from the moon towards them.

“In coming enemies,” Saehir informed Josh.

“Weapons?” Josh queried.

“Standard,” Saehir replied, “and they are armed.”

“Good,” Josh was in the mood to smash something. “Rio, scan the moon for the installation and defenses.”

“A moment, captain,” Rio scanned. “They have two mark-V photon torpedoes and four Romulan style disruptor arrays, D’deridex class and unknown shield configuration.”

“It’s Romulan,” Saehir piped up, studying the read-out. “Looks like they took a D’deridex shield generator and tried to stretch it out over the installation. The Endor and ‘Frisco shouldn’t have any trouble with it.”

“Thank you for expressing the obvious,” Josh growled. “Time until weapons range?”

“Fifteen seconds,” Rio responded.

“Saehir, prepare a full spread of quantum torpedoes to detonate 100 kilometers in front of the Peregrines.”

“On it, Josh,” Saehir flashed him a smile, indicating she knew exactly where he was going with this. “Preparing phasers.”

“He said torpedoes,” Rio snipped from Ops.

“I know, just a step ahead,” Saehir smirked.

“Stay sharp people. It’s about to get real exciting,” Jon admonished.

“MVAM now,” Josh ordered sharply. “Saehir fire.”

In the next three seconds, the Oregon suddenly split into three ships, causing mild panic among the gathered defenders. Simultaneously a volley of a half dozen blue orbs shot from the Oregon, erupting in a brilliant flash directly in the path of the incoming fighters.

This did cause panic. The sudden explosion of light and energy disoriented the pilots, causing them spin haphazardly out of control. That made them easy targets for Saehir. The Oregon’s powerful type-XII phasers tore through the blind fighters with easy, evaporating all of them in a matter of moments.

“Now for the frigates,” Josh leaned back a little in his chair. “Saehir, Jackson-2 on the closest frigate, if you please.”

“No problem, good sir,” Saehir nodded. The Oregon aligned into a spearhead pattern and drove hard for lead frigate. A salvo of torpedoes blew the shields to smithereens and a volley of phaser fire reduced the ship to ashes.

“And for our last contestants?” Saehir requested.

“Reverse pattern,” Josh decided. “Fire phasers; prepare rear quantum torpedoes.”

Again the Oregon’s phasers burned away at the frigates shields, draining them. Predictably the frigate reinforced their front shields by syphoning off power from others,

“Split the front two sections around the frigate on my command,” Josh directed. “Now! Alpha all stop and fire phasers.”

The Gamma and Beta sections veered off around the desperate frigate while the Alpha section parked and launched a volley of phaser fire, freezing the frigate in place.

“Saehir,” Josh called.

“Firing torpedoes,” Saehir replied.

As the Beta section swung past their opponent, it angled left and launched pair of torpedoes at the frigate’s completely unprotected rear. Before they could react, the warheads slammed home, shredding the doomed vessel.

“Well,” Josh relaxed a little, “shall we check on our friends? Hail the ‘Frisco.”

“We’re done on our end Captain Zeiss,” Josh reported to his friend and former commander. “How’s it going with you?”

“The facility is secured,” Zeiss answered. “Right now we’re just processing the personnel and setting the charges to blow it. It seems most of the workers were slaves and refugees that’ll need a home. We’re questioning them, but that could take a while.”

“What about administrators or bosses?” Josh queried.

“Nothing yet,” Eina answered. “We’ll keep you apprised. If you could stand guard, that’d be great.”

“Will do,” Josh assented. “Oregon out.”

“That was easy,” he told his crew.

***********

It took Ras all of three seconds to figure out something was wrong. Timbal was chewing out Shnell for not quite getting some sort of sensor data quite right. Ras got the impression was that it wasn’t a major issue, something that even Starfleet might not care about, but Timbal was livid.

“How could you be so stupid!” she railed at him. “All I wanted was how far away that Starfleet vessel was. Is that too much to ask, Shnell?”

“I was an hour off,” Shnell protested. “I can’t help it if these sensors aren’t the best. This isn’t a Starfleet ship, you know?”

“I want results, not excuses,” Timbal roared. “Get it right.”

“What’s going on?” Ras asked Sam.

“Timbal’s been in a bad mood all morning,” Sam answered. “I guess the factory we’ve been getting whatever it was the Romulans wanted was raided by the Federation yesterday.”

Ras’s antennae involuntarily straightened. “How bad was it?” he asked.

“A complete disaster,” Sam grimaced. “They got everything. Computer data, tracking information, operation details, ship names; everything. Thankfully only the Romulan operation was on there, or so I’m told. But still, Starfleet’s coming for us.”

“Skippy,” Ras sighed. “How’d they get to it?”

“That’s the real mystery,” Sam crossed his arms. “No one except only the highest officers of the Goddesses are supposed to know where the factory is. Not even Timbal knows. But once they found it, from what I’m told they blew through the defense like it wasn’t even there.”

“That certainly explains Timbal’s mood,” Ras noted. “Well I think I’ll steer clear of her for now. I’ll be in the shuttle bay if anyone needs me.”

“Lucky you,” Sam chuckled. “I’ll let them know.”

Ras gave a curt nod and walked quickly down the corridor towards his shuttle. He had to think fast. If they had already gone after the factory, then the clock was ticking. It would not take them too long before they put two and two together. He had to figure out an escape plan.

Originally the plan had been for him to be “arrested” along with the rest of the crew but clearly that had changed. Instead of extracting him before making their big move, Starfleet had essentially left him out to dry. Ras was going to need an explanation when he got back. If he got back.

No, Ras rebuked himself. He could not allow himself to entertain doubts. He was a Starfleet officer, trained for this kind of a thing. All he had to do was to take a deep breath and think rationally about the situation, form a sound plan, and get out.

Ras’s antennae twitched as he concentrated on the problem at hand. He figured on two days before Timbal or someone started suspecting that he had anything to do with the attack on the plant. The Ferengi would be the first suspects and they had the backbone of a jellyfish. If his guess was right, that would lead them to Josh which would in turn lead back to him. So two days. Leaning back in the pilot’s chair, Ras tried to identify his biggest problem, other than time.

The best he could figure it, if he could just get the shuttle out, he might be home free. Despite being several times the size of the shuttle, the Redmond was just about as fast as the shuttle and not much better armed. It had a lot more endurance, but this wasn’t a marathon but a sprint. Once he was out, all he had to do was make a beeline for the nearest inhabited system and surrender to the Federation or Starfleet office.

Getting the shuttle out was the problem. Timbal certainly had a loose hand, but even she didn’t let Ras take the shuttle out for the fun of it. It was too precious a resource to risk. He just had to figure out a reason to take her out in the next two days.

*************

A day and a half later, Ras had gotten no closer to figuring out a way off the Redmond. At this point, the sound of his internal clock ticking was deafening. Every hello, every gesture, every look made him jump, something he was sure made him look all the more suspicious. He needed help.

Which brought him to the engine section of the ship. Ras knew that in the end Josh might court-martial him for this, but he would rather spend the rest of his days in New Zealand than whatever fate awaited him when the Goddesses figured it out. So with a deep breath, he opened the door and walked in.

“Hey Ras,” Sam looked up from some project he was working on. “You okay?”

“Sam, we need to talk,” Ras took him by the arm and led him into the corridor.

“Uh, okay,” Sam gave Ras a confused look. “What’s going on?”

“We need to leave, now,” Ras said sharply, his antennae sticking straight up.

“What are you talking about?” Sam was even more lost. “Do you need to go to sickbay?”

“No, no,” Ras tried to take a deep breath. “Sam, it’s over and we need to get out.”

“What’s over?” Sam asked. “Speak sense, man.”

“Okay,” Ras tried again. “Everything is over. The Redmond, the operation, the Goddesses, all of it. Starfleet is coming for us and they will, will, take us down. It’s just a matter of time. So we need to get out while we still can.”

“Look I’ll admit we suffered a nasty lost,” Sam attempted to calm his friend, “but I hardly think it’s over.”

“Trust me,” Ras shook his white head, “it’s over.”

“How can you be so sure?” Sam questioned.

“Because I know that man who’s leading the hunt,” Ras explained. “He has the names of all our ships and he is going to bring down the hammer like you can’t even imagine.”

“And this man is?” Sam asked.

“Captain Joshua Jackson,” Ras supplied grimly.

“Your old captain,” Sam noted.

“No,” Ras countered. “He is my captain.”

“What exactly are you saying?” Sam’s voice dropped several degrees.

“I never really joined this crew,” Ras admitted. “I was planted here as a spy to destroy this organization from the inside out. I’m the one who tipped off Starfleet to the factory. It’s because of me that they’re taking us down.”

“You sold us out!?” Sam hissed.

“No,” Ras’s eyes narrowed into a glare. “I did my duty as a Starfleet officer. Do you even realize what you’ve been doing?”

“We’ve been just running some stuff to the Romulans,” Sam shrugged. “Illegal, sure. But not that a big deal.”

If the moment hadn’t been so precarious, Ras might have laughed. “You idiot,” he rasped instead. “You’ve been essentially handing the Romulans cloaking devices. The same Romulans who are going to invade us in a year or so. Do you realize how many people you’ve killed?”

Sam stared at Ras speechless for a long moment. Admittedly his morals weren’t exactly crystalized, but he was no killer. Neither was he a traitor at heart.

“Are you sure?” he demanded.

“Deadly,” Ras crossed his arms. “What you’ve been shipping are tetryon compositors, which I’m told are an essential part of cloaking devices.”

“Yeah, they are,” Sam nodded. “No wonder we were making so much profit. But wait, how did you know about where the factory was? Not even Timbal knew that?”

“I didn’t,” Ras shrugged. “I still don’t. I tipped Josh off to the Ferengi and they took care of the rest. So are you in?”

“I don’t know,” Sam looked pensive as he considered his options.

“If you help me escape, I can guarantee you immunity,” Ras wasn’t actually sure if he could given Josh’s personal vendetta against traitors, but it was worth a shot. “But if you don’t, then you are dead. He will melt this ship into scrap.”

“If he gets a chance,” Sam grunted.

“He will,” Ras assured. “Josh never, ever loses.”

“There’s a first time for everything,” Sam pointed out.

“A freighter against a Prometheus-class vessel?” Ras let out a hoarse laugh. “Not this time.”

“What’s your hurry?” Sam wanted to know first. “Why not just sit tight until they pick you up?”

“I don’t know how long that’s going to be,” Ras slumped a little. “And it’s only a matter of time before someone figures out who the snitch is. I’m a little surprised I have been thrown out an airlock already.”

“I see,” Sam pressed his fingertips together. “Do you have a plan for escape?”

“Yep,” Ras nodded. “I just need your help.”

Sam leaned against the corridor wall for a moment as he thought about what he was about to do. “Okay,” he said at long last. “I’m in.”

“Great,” Ras beamed. “Here’s what I need you to do…”

**************

Six hours later Ras sat quietly in the shuttle waiting on Sam. The plan was simple: Sam would divert so radioactive waste into the shuttle bay, forcing them to decompress the bay and opening the doors. Ras would then zip out, beam up Sam, and take off for home. Not a bad plan, Ras congratulated himself.

There was only one hiccup: Sam was taking an awful long time. Checking the chronometer, Ras realized that his friend was over thirty minutes late. What’s taking so long? He wondered. The delay was starting make him nervous. Still there was nothing for him to do but wait. It was all in Sam’s hands now.

Another half hour passed and Ras’s nerves were beginning to wear. This was getting ridiculous. He understood the whole relaxed attitude on the Redmond but surely Sam knew the gravity of this. The man needed to be prompt.

“Comfortable Ras?” a female’s voice suddenly cracked over the comm, jolting the Andorian from his thoughts.

“Timbal?” Ras answered, his antennae ramrod straight and pulling out of his skull.

“Yes Ras,” the captain’s voice sounded cold. “Or should I call you Ensign Shras th’Zarath, chief helm officer on the USS Oregon?”

Ras’s antennae were doing knots above his head. “Formerly,” the pilot retorted unconvincingly.

“Oh please spare me,” Timbal snarled back, dropping the façade. “I know that your ‘defection’ was a joke. I know that you’re still a Starfleet officer. And I know that you’ve been spying on us for your captain the whole time. So show me a little respect and drop the act.”

“As you wish,” Ras managed to keep his voice even. He was toast, he knew. “What tipped you off?”

“A myriad of things,” Timbal answered, disgust evident in her voice. “I can’t believe I didn’t see it earlier. You were just too good to be true. An officer six months out of the Academy steals a shuttle from one of the most powerful starships in Starfleet? Please. Then you happen to be on the planet where we do most of our recruiting just as we get there? That’s too much coincidence.”

“If you pegged me for a spy from that, I am impressed with your guessing skills,” Ras commented mockingly.

“Careful Starfleet,” warned Timbal. “By the way you should know that right now we have a dozen phasers pointed you. Want to see how long it’ll take us to eat through your hull?”

“Not particularly,” Ras answered, a light flicking on in his mind. Phasers.

“Where was I?” Timbal asked. “Oh yes. Despite being too good to be true, I jumped at the chance. But then things started happening. The rebels on Valt get crushed the day after you delivered the phasers. Then the Ferengi that we had been using for months get arrested just after you showed up. And of course, within days of getting the Romulan contract, the factory that had been kept secret for over a year suddenly gets erased by a surprise Starfleet task force. But do you know what really tipped me off?”

“Somebody told you the obvious?” Ras supposed, silently cursing himself for not being better discreet as he quietly target the phasers on the bay doors. It was a risk move and he wasn’t sure that the weapons could blow a big enough hole for him to get out. At the very least though, it would kill Timbal and another dozen or so of her peons.

“No,” Timbal snapped, sounding a little defensive. “One of the survivors told me the most interesting story. Apparently the officer in charge of the attack on the factory was one Captain Joshua Jackson, the commanding officer of your old ship. Then I did some more checking and found some funny stuff. The Oregon fixed up the Anslem, just before the Romulans destroyed it. It was officers from the Oregon that vaped Mex’atlic, who had been supplying security for the Goddesses. I also found out that the Oregon’s been hunting down the Goddesses for much of the last month. Put two and two together…”

“And you get four,” Ras grumbled in reply. “Very good captain, you’ve got me. It certainly took you long enough. Too bad for you that you’re too late.” With that, Ras depressed the fire command on his console.

Nothing happened.

Ras tried again with the same result. What the hell? He silently growled, his antennae starting to flatten against the back of his head.

“Oh do you mean that you were going to blow us out into space?” mocked Timbal. “We took the liberty of removing your phasers.”

“That’s impossible,” Ras retorted. “Only Sam could have done that.”

“Of course,” Timbal replied. “He’s been quite cooperative since we found him rigging the exhaust into the shuttle bay.”

Part of Ras was furious at his friend for betraying him. Another part of him pitied the engineer. Sam was a survivor, not a Starfleet officer; Ras couldn’t expect him to be anything more than a survivor.

“Despite betraying us to the Federation,” Timbal’s voice came back over the comm, “you have been an asset to us and a good guy. So I’m going to give you the option of surrendering peacefully.”

Ras sat back in the pilot’s seat and looked around. It was really his only option. He could try to go out fighting, but with no weapons available that would accomplish nothing. There was no way to blow through the bay doors, not without destroying the shuttle and himself. Josh or Jon or even Saehir probably could have thought of something, but he wasn’t them. No, it was over.

“Very well, I surrender,” Ras resigned. “Opening the doors now. Don’t shoot.”

Ras stepped out of the shuttle on to the bay floor. Timbal stood there, a fierce grin on her face, flanked by a half dozen mercenaries all aiming phasers at Ras’s chest.

“Flattered that you would think me so dangerous,” Ras gestured at the weapons. “But I’m thinking that it’s unnecessary.”

“Can never be too sure with you Starfleet types,” Timbal answered. “You have a habit of beating the odds. Hands out.”

A moment later Ras felt the cuffs clamp down over his wrists and electrify. “Let’s go,” Timbal ordered with a shove.

As they started towards the main part of the ship, Ras noticed Sam huddled in a corner. He looked like he had been run over by the shuttle, instead of working on it. The man was covered in bruises and cuts.

“I’m so sorry Ras,” the engineer cried as they passed. “I tried to resist, but they already knew everything.”

“I know my friend,” Ras hazarded a smile. “It’s alright.”

“Enough,” Timbal jabbed the nose of her phaser into his back. “Keep going.”

“What are you going to do to him?” Ras demanded, resisting a little.

“Him?” Timbal looked over. “Oh we have something special planned for him. We won’t kill him, if that’s what you’re worried.”

“And me?” Ras was almost afraid to ask.

“You have no idea how much pleasure it would give me to kill you,” Timbal answered, frustration evident. “But it seems the bosses have something special in mind for you.”

Ras’s antennae shot straight up.

*************

“Captain, we’ve got something,” Rio called to Josh, who was taking in some bridge time. “It’s a long rang communication.”
“Source?” Josh queried.

“Near the Batares system,” Rio scrutinized her display. “Captain, its Ras’s shuttle!”

Josh jumped up and whirled around to face his ops officer. “What does it say?”

“Escape made. Shuttle damaged. Ready for pick up at these coordinates: 153.5 by 271 mark 003,” Rio read. “Captain?”

“Helm set course for those coordinates maximum warp,” he ordered sharply. The helmsman wisely obeyed.

Five hours later they arrived at the coordinates. As promised, the shuttle was floating helplessly in space.

“RAS!” Rio gasped when she saw it. “Scanning now.”

“By all means,” Josh allowed a rare smile. Ras was the one person that could make Rio act like something other than a robot.

“No engines, no weapons, no shields, no sensors, no communications, minimal life support,” Rio rattled off. “One life sign. It’s…human.”

“You mean humanoid,” Josh correct.

“No captain, human,” Rio looked up at the floating shuttle on the viewscreen. “The person on there is human, not Andorian.”

“Well whoever he is,” Jon looked over Rio’s shoulder, “he’s in real trouble. Life signs are dropping.”

“Beam him directly to sickbay,” Josh ordered heading for the turbolift. “I’ll be waiting for him there.”

“Right on it Josh,” Jon nodded and took over the bridge.

*************

Ras was jerked awake by a pair of strong hands lifting him to his feet. He had been sedated for most of his trip, something that he found amusing. Now he was bound hand and foot and being dragged into some kind of facility.

“Head up Starfleet,” a Klingon mercenary growled. “You’re here.”

Ras blinked and took stock of his surroundings. It resembled the command center of a starbase, complete with the white and gray paneling that shined. The only difference was that at the rear was a raised dais. It was before this dais that Ras was thrown.

“Well, well, this is a specimen,” an alluring female voice drew his attention up to the top of the dais.

“He is indeed,” a nearly identical voice agreed.

Ras looked up and saw two creatures standing there. They were tall, about 180 centimeters with green skin and voluptuous figures that made them stunningly, irresistibly beautiful. The Andorian was dazzled by their green eyes and shimmering dark green, nearly black, hair.

“Who are you?” he breathed.

“We,” the first began.

“Are the Goddesses,” finished the latter.

To be continued…

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